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indie hotline miami roleplay blog. originally est. August 22nd, 2016. 

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The X-Files (1994)

[hurtspeople]

trashkick:

                      truth be told beth shouldn’t expect anything, when she met him he was covered in blood. it wasn’t like she had anything positive to know him by, nothing really to go off as he spent the majority of the time she’d known him asleep. contrary to popular belief that’s not a sign that beth would take to leave him alone. it’s quite the opposite actually. she’s only more concerned with what she believes is good reason. she’s got the door locked and keys in her pocket by the time he says anything again. blue eyes glance upwards as her hands hang languidly at her sides.  a small smile threatens to form at her lips.                                          ❛ you don’t get sick of it? most people do. ❜

  She didn’t ask questions. That means she probably knew far more than she let on. People who have seen a lot don’t question much. They know everyone’s got demons. In his case, they happened to be dangerous. And he was nothing without his demons. It’s all he is now. A killer. Maybe that’s all he was destined to be. He never really had much to live for anyway. He’s not even sure why he’s still here. But Richard doesn’t believe in destiny. Things just happen. Usually because of the choices you make. As for her talking, he always enjoyed the company of those more talkative than him. Otherwise, he wasn’t sure what to do. 

  “No. It’s nice.” He says quietly. “One of us should talk. And I’m...” He doesn’t really know what word to use, so he just trails off. 

[hurtspeople]

Oh yeah, I’m a REAPER MAN.                           Every good thing, I KILL it DEAD. 

[hurtspeople]

Repost,  don’t  reblog  ! Tagged by : @dollsdecay Tagging : everyone

to die by your side is such a heavenly way to die. | under a bus, with my fingers crossed. | it feels like nothing matters in our private universe. | take me, i’m yours. | i’ll be a rock and rollin’ bitch for you.  |  you want the real story? you shouldn’t ask me. | i’m so drunk, i don’t mind if you kill me. |  i don’t pretend to know what you want, but i offer love. | you’re so mean, baby! | he will have his way. | i’m bored; come on, let’s get high! | why don’t you walk away? | where i go, there’ll be no kind welcome. | into temptation, right where you belong. | we’re still outsiders. | i never feel pain, won’t you hit me again? | oh, i just don’t know where to begin. | practically all is nearly forgiven. |  black words slipping off my tongue.  |  couldn’t it be easy to believe? | you are afraid of me; that’s why you’re so unkind. |sinner; i have never learned.  | desolate in anger and safe in isolation. | do you feel the pressure?  | i wanna be forgiven. |  spare us the theatrics and the verbal gymnastics.  |  how i needed you when i needed you.  |  history has been cruel.  |  do you see what i see? |  is there anybody in there?  |  i’d beg for some forgiveness, but begging’s not my business. |  we may never meet again, so shed your skin and let’s get started. |  every day i love you less and less.  |  there’s nothing that you love that i’ll ever miss

[hurtspeople]

tagged by: @trashkick tagging: whoever wants to

B O L D  ––  all  that  apply  !   I T A L I C I Z E ––  leaning  or  former  !

WEALTH  !

$  financial  :  wealthy / moderate / poor / in poverty ✚  medical  :  fit /  moderate / sickly /  disabled  /  disadvantaged  /  non applicable ✪  class or caste  : upper /  middle / working / street trash /  slave  /  unsure ✔  education  : qualified  /  unqualified /  studying  /  other

TRAITS  &  TENDENCIES  !

♦  extroverted /  introverted  / in  between ♦  disorganized  /  organized  / in  between ♦  close - minded /  open - minded / in  between ♦  calm  / anxious  /  in  between ♦  disagreeable  / agreeable  /  in between ♦  cautious  / reckless  / in  between ♦  patient / impatient  / in  between ♦  outspoken / reserved  /  in  between ♦ leader /  follower  / in  between ♦  empathetic /  unempathetic  / in  between ♦  optimistic  / pessimistic  / in  between ♦  traditional /  modern / in  between ♦ hard - working /  lazy / in  between ♦ cultured / uncultured  / in  between   ♦ loyal /  disloyal /  unknown ♦ faithful /  unfaithful /  unknown

BELIEFS  !

★  faith  :  monotheist  /  polytheist  /  atheist  /  agnostic / it’s complicated ☆  belief  in  ghosts  or  spirits  : yes / no  /  don’t  know / don’t  care ✮  belief  in  an  afterlife  : yes  /  no  /  don’t  know /  don’t  care ✯  belief  in  reincarnation  :  yes /  no /  don’t  know  /  don’t care ❃  belief  in  aliens  : yes  /  no  /  don’t  know  / don’t  care ❀  philosophical  :  yes /  no

SEXUALITY  &  ROMANTIC  INCLINATION  !

❤  sexuality  :  heterosexual  /  homosexual  / bisexual /  asexual  /  pansexual  /  demisexual ❥  sex  : sex  repulsed  / sex  neutral  / sex  favourable  /  naive  and  clueless ♥  romance  :  romance  repulsed  / romance  neutral / romance  favorable /  naive  and  clueless ❣  sexually  :  adventurous / experienced  /  naive  / inexperienced /  curious  / inhibited

ABILITIES  !

☠  combat  skills  : excellent /  good  /  moderate  /  poor  /  none ≡  literacy  skills  :  excellent / good /  moderate  /  poor  /  none ✍  artistic  skills  : excellent  /  good /  moderate  /  poor  /  none ✂  technical  skills  :  excellent /  good / moderate  /  poor  /  none

HABITS  !

☕  drinking  alcohol  :  never  / sometimes  / frequently / to  excess ☁  smoking  :  trying  to quit  /  never  /  sometimes  / frequently / to  excess ✿  other  narcotics  :  never  / sometimes /  frequently  / to  excess ✌  medicinal  drugs  : never / sometimes /  frequently  /  to  excess ☻  indulgent  food  :  never  / sometimes /  frequently  /  to  excess

[miamimasturbator]

You can’t just leave me here. I got nowhere to go… 

♡

Beautiful Girlfriend cosplay credit to @threefreeze

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[hurtspeople]

???:

               periodically, he’ll glance down at his phone. for whatever reason, the screen kept getting fucked up or turning on  &  off on it’s own. a year ago, this would’ve scared cameron. now it’s more of an inconvenience than anything, even if it usually does assume the role of some sort of  OMEN  when it pulls this shit.  maybe it means he’s in the right place,  &  trying to get the  GPS  to work wasn’t even necessary.. tapping a few more times at the shattered screen, cameron gives up  &  tucks it into his back pocket, finally glancing around to soak up the  MENACING  surroundings. where the fuck was he  ?

               ❛   what  ?   ❜   said automatically, despite hearing the other clearly.   ❛   i’m … LOST.   ❜   he gives the stranger a suspicious once-over, backing away some, sneakers shuffling against the pavement as he does.   ❛   uh — why  ??  who are you  ?   ❜

  Richard hardly pays attention to the phone in the other’s hand. He’s never really understood technology. Never needed to.He never had much interest in things like that. Sure, he likes cars. Finding out how everything works inside of one.... But small devices like that and other computer-based shit... It was totally unfamiliar to him. 

  The nervousness the other displays shouldn’t shock him at all. After all, this place is shady. “Well...” Now that there may be a conversation, Richard isn’t certain what to say. “Nobody goes out this late unless they are in trouble or looking for it... I guess.” 

[hurtspeople]

her:

    it occurs to beth that letting him go wouldn’t be the worst idea. sometimes you just need to be alone. it occurs to her two seconds too late, as usual. her breath hitches, and there’s this look that comes across her face. beth would like to tell herself she’s reading into things, but, she doesn’t think she is. she grabs her keys.                   ❛ i’l uh, keep my mouth shut. ❜                                                                                   she’ll try.

  He’s not that good at reading expressions. Ruling out anger, he usually only notices two different categories. Happy and unhappy. He does notice the look and he doesn’t really want to think he made her unhappy. She’s been nice. Still, he’s not a good person. She is. Every time a man like him meets someone like her... Well, why is he still breathing and they aren’t? Maybe it’s some sort of divine punishment for monsters like him. But he doesn’t really know anything about that.  He’s out the door when his eyes finally drift back to her. 

  “It’s okay.” He isn’t good with quiet people. He likes people that fill his silence with their own voices. “I’d rather you talk, you know?” 

[hurtspeople]

wormkilled:

           he just wants to walk away. what’s the point of even trying to have casual conversation if someone isn’t going to, you know, fucking pay attention to what he was saying? cue a defeated sigh, exhausted eyes moving to the cigarette in his hands.

                                     “i said, do you got a lighter i can borrow?”

  it’s not really Richard’s fault that he doesn’t know how to react. It’s not like random strangers tried to talk to him often, anyway. He doesn’t verbally respond, he just stares at the cigarette for a second before reaching into the pocket of his jeans. He holds out the cheap lighter to the man. 

  “Here...” He says quietly. 

[alannasroleplaymemes-moved]

Possessive/Obsessive Spouse Sentence Starters

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alannasroleplaymemes:

“You’re mine. Don’t forget that. You promised.” “Til death to us part. That’s what our vows said.” “Did you really think this would ‘get better’ after we married?” “I’m allowed to be obsessed with you, I’m your husband/wife.” “You should quit your job. You know I can take care of you.” “Don’t go in today. Stay in bed with me.” “Mine, mine, mine…” “No. You can’t go out tonight.” “I don’t care if you’re just friends. I don’t want you seeing them again.” “Do I have to lock you up, darling?” “You will never have to worry about anything ever again. I’ll make sure of it.” “I’ve been fair to you so far, haven’t I?” “You’ve been such a good wife/husband so far. Don’t get silly ideas now.” “I called your work and told them you quit. Now you’ll never have to leave~” “Where are you going? Why didn’t you tell me?” “You’re late. Tell me what you were doing.” “You had better not be lying to me, darling…” “If I find out you’re cheating on me, I’ll kill him/her.” “You’re so beautiful. I can’t believe you’re mine.” “I still can’t believe how perfect you are.” “I worship you.” “No one else is allowed to see you like this.” “This sight is for my eyes only. Don’t forget that.” “ I’m going to hunt down the person that was your first…so that they know you’re mine now.” “I want people to see the marks I leave on you. So they know you’re taken.” “You belong to me and no one else.”

[ghostbxster]

does my sleep deprivation and self loathing turn you on

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[bpdzoldyck-deactivated20181014]

Honestly when ppl talk about not being able to relax because of PTSD anxiety is generally implied but sometimes that shit just manifests as anger. Constant irritation over small things, defensiveness even when not threatened, that’s just as common and just as hard to deal with.