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...Life is nothing but Happy Thoughts... But in the end... it doesn't even matters. Cloud enjoyer ☁️

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I took it personally

because I would never do that to you.

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Someone say this is called "Maladaptative Daydreaming" I'm ok with it

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Me pregunto que dirías al ver todo lo que escribo aquí.... seguro estarías decepcionado, asqueado, te alejarás de mi entonces? Seguro que si...

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Que tenga buen día? Desde que has dicho "aquello otro" odio mis días, los odio, detesto cada día de mi vida, los detesto!!!

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I know I'm not perfect, I hate myself all the time. But when I'm with you, I don't hate. I love being with you.

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If you hesitate between me and another person, don't choose me.

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Failed attempt

After 3 months in hospital I'm back.

It was a good time, everyone else seemed to care about me.

It was.

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Can't feel happy anymore maybe it's time to end it all

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It was worth reaching this far?

It isn't the time to end all?

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I'm a natural born coward addicted to lonliness.

[Only ESP]

Prefiero huir como dices.

No tengo las aptitudes necesarias para socializar. Ya no tiene sentido forzarlo más.

Estoy bien solo contigo, esta bien si te vas. Habrá valido la pena para mí igual.

A todos recuerdo con cariño y por sus hazañas. Sus logros me han hecho más felices que los míos propios.

De echo... tal vez me ha mantenido con vida ver a los demás conseguir logros.

Hace meses deje de sentirme realmente feliz por mis logros. Parece no acabar este vacío repentino.

¿Realmente valió la pena haber llegado hasta aquí por tanto tiempo?

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I'm going to close my eyes and pretend I don't know what trouble my heart is getting itself into, and just enjoy this moment while it lasts.

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I’m so alone in my feelings and I deserve it. I’ll never find the love I crave. I want to be someone else somebody better someone who people who actually love and stand by them through thick and thin. I wanna be somebody that someone would stay up all night for and listen to and comfort and do all the things for that I never get… I wanna be loved the way I so desperately crave

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How to smile often...

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I really want to smile again even if I'm dying inside

People can't get tired of a beautiful smile right?