Hypothermia Tapes

I’m all over the place if I’m being honest, let’s see what happens :)

[hypothermiatapes]

Intro to Hypothermia Tapes

(Edited intro!!)

Hello, welcome to my blog! My name is Corvus!

This blog is practically dead, I don’t really spend time on here anymore though I do, of course, check out comments and reblogs with content on my stuff (and I will respond if someone @‘s me)! My blog is currently kind of making its rounds through the HP fandom again and I just have one request: please, for the love of god, ignore the horrendous grammar. Most posts were made approximately a year ago and I promise I’ve improved my writing ability greatly and also proofread my stuff occasionally.

Just for reference I am NOT apart of the HP fandom anymore—I know, I know, what a horrible tragedy to befall us all—so there will be no more posts about that fandom unless I feel like answering asks that have been rotting in my dear inbox. However, I probably won’t since I have left the fandom due to boredom and trolls that (frankly) were pissing me off to no end.

So, no longer a fan of HP but I know some of my posts are valued even if they make me cringe like I’ve just caught a whiff of a rotting corpse meaning nothing will be deleted (I have no dignity anymore I fear).

Welcome all new followers and I am deeply sorry—not really, this fandom is really toxic I fear—but I, Corvus, will be making no more analyses (or however the fuck you spell plural analysis since I never looked it up).

PEOPLE WHO ARE NOT WELCOME:

Transphobes

Homophobes

Aphobes

Racists

People who support JKR in any way (including buying her products)

MAGA

Nazi’s

Anyone who can’t handle other fanon opinions

If you don’t fall under any of the aforementioned things I am happy to have you here!

[hypothermiatapes]

Sometimes I randomly think about how much Harry’s childhood probably affected his personalities and relationships.

We know Harry was abused as a kid—it glaringly obvious in the books—, but my question is what exactly did this abuse do to him in the long run?

I think for Harry it wasn’t as obvious as it could have been, but to me he seems like a wonderful example of an abuse victim in a way. When he gets angry it’s usually cold and calculated, Harry usually not being too loud as not to draw attention but to let his anger be known. He doesn’t like attention, usually avoiding it if he can and getting uncomfortable from it, I think it could be traced back to attention usually having negative consequences.

While he may go to an adult first when a problem arises (McGonagall and the Philosophers Stone) if the adult proves incompetent he will take matters into his own hands and not bother getting their help again. He also doesn’t respect them like he could and treats those who treat him badly the same, Snape a wonderful example of this. To him he is on the same level as them and thinks lowly of them at the same time.

When Ron and Hermione are bickering it annoys him and often causes him to blow if it goes on too long or he’s pulled into it. I think raised voices or arguing are a type of trigger, not one that’s very strong but can makes him feel more on edge and slightly more antsy. I also think him being treated as “less than”—or like a child—is also a slight trigger because that’s how the Dursleys would treat him.

He also usually is very unaware of the people around him that don’t make a difference in his life, failing to know the names of kids he’s gone to school with for years. To me it seems like someone that’s always only relied on themselves is too busy caring for themselves that they don’t have time to care about people that don’t matter. These people also fade to the back because they don’t pose a risk in any way nor do they bring him any joy. At the Dursleys he wouldn’t have had time to care about kids at school because he’s too busy thinking about how to escape Dudley and his gang and not get on his aunt and uncles bad side.

The sorting hat also mentioned how Harry had a thirst to prove himself, something that’s common among abused kids because they want to be treated better. His risk taking behavior could have been mixed with this because a subconscious part of his mind thought it the only way to be liked due to him being a celebrity.

I also noticed how he doesn’t really branch out when it comes to meeting people, simply going with the flow. It could be because as a kid if he went up to Petunia, Vernon or Dudley for attention it never ended well and the kids at his primary school probably shied away because he was a target for bullying. The logical decision is to let people come to him and prove they want to be around, so he let Ron and Hermione come around without really reaching out.

Emotions also make him uncomfortable, seen with Cho crying around him. He doesn’t understand them likely because he was forced to push his away because he wasn’t allowed to ever be upset or too happy. Something that’s common in emotionally neglected children, it also points to his lack of empathy. While Harry may seem to care he does not come across as very empathetic for the average person unless it’s people he’s close with.

Harry is a wonderful example of an abuse victim in a way, but only if you look really closely.

[sushi-yaps]

100% agreed. I definitely see this in book 5 when Umbridge literally tortures him with the blood quill.

Even when Ron & Hermione are urging him to tell someone, he refuses and continues going to detention.

until finally it scars.

I feel like he learned that behavior from the Dursleys. Possibly he tried to tell an adult about their physical abuse and either nothing was done OR the abuse got worse. So he learned to just grit his teeth and accept it as a matter of course.

[hypothermiatapes]

My throat hurts

[hypothermiatapes]

This vitamin deficiency really having me be sick for a month altogether this year and it’s only May, should start dressing like a Victorian child to sell it

[hypothermiatapes]

“I love the summer!”

Summer is my own personal hell, the same temp with the added torture of my own mind

[hypothermiatapes]

Feeling very much like a ghost like being, like yes, I’m here but am I really? Maybe you’re just losing your head

[hypothermiatapes]

I adore being afraid of stupid shit randomly, what do you mean I’m suddenly afraid of being a failure, driving, growing old, belonging to someone and having my bad habits exposed?

Like dude, I thought I was over this

[ph03nix-c4rol]

yes, queer horror allegory. that’s a wonderful idea, queer horror allegory

[gloomsday]

sent this message to my coworker today and he sent me this screenshot with microsoft teams's suggested replies... incredible 10/10 no notes.

[ceruleanheaven]

brought nothing to the gun fight. whatever man

[woodwool]

severely deficient in whatever vitamin makes u a person

[iminyourbedsheets]

Guys let’s do a trauma candy salad (it doesn’t necessarily have to be something traumatic but something just funny ig).

I’ll go first. I’m @iminyourbedsheets and at my last doctor’s appointment (NO HATE TO THE DOCTOR BTW SHE WAS DOING HER JOB) my doctor was examining my height and stuff and she got to my weight and just said “honey have you been getting enough exercise?”. And she also recommended some healthy food options. And that’s how I found out I’m a fat ass. AND I BROUGHT THE BOWL LOL.

Moots im tagging: @frxnkiistein @jacksfoxevangeline @electri-art-and-sillies @kai-islost @thelocalfroggo @flankerclinger0a @thebillyboi123 @wd-tism

[jacksfoxevangeline]

I'm @jacksfoxevangeline, and in sixth grade, I was accused of being a witch for 2 months by a boy named Tyler. I brought the Nerds Gummy Clusters.

@written-by-music @babylon-butterfly @artemisiamasterofnone @arson-the-artificer-offical @alien-in-washington @elliotsaqueenfan @hypnopompic-decay @mariorat-the-aroace @chill-lesbian2013 @small-bottle-of-expired-milk

[small-bottle-of-expired-milk]

I'm Pebble and most of my friends have physically abused me :3

I brought the gay bacon :3

@juno-is-awesome @professional-fool-of-energy @laciffo-natas @mariorat-the-aroace @ayunis-new-acc @kaihasmoreswagthanyou3 @killermothirl22 @violetrosiecookiesleepydemon @zanderandthemetaphysicalcrisis @zoerrr +open tags :3

[emofuker]

I’m gayden and when I was 9 my dad called me a knockout and whistled at me

I brought skittles

@an-insane-alt @riverthesillytherian @the-king-of-kaumidy @izzie-of-suburbia-official and open tags

[riverthesillytherian]

I’m Caine and when i was 11, my best friend slapped me across the face. Ever since then i’ve had trust issues. Uhh i brought Skittles gummies :3

@untamedwolfcryptid @shadowgirl-10 @fawningovertadc @bextheibex @omaokitchat @redtheredheadeddemon @joe-chungus

[redtheredheadeddemon]

im red and when I was 9 I was doing chores and forgot to give the dog water' so in return my stepmom grounded me from water, I brought the gay bacon

@wr1bs @shuichisdarkmistress @izzybellzzz @victoria33787 @joe-chungus @ella3clipse

[shuichisdarkmistress]

i'm olive and i am 99.9% sure that my parents are aware i am some flavor of queer because there have been multiple cases of them hinting to being allies to me specifically (my dad gave me a pride flag sticker because "his work was handing them out", my mom pointing to a rainbow pin that said "proud mom" and said it was perfect for her, and my dad asking me if there was anything i wanted to talk about with him and my mom while we were alone).

oh also i brought the marzipan

tags: @lifecouldbeworsecalvin, @n3cr0crunk, @yukihirop-is-not-human, @cinnabrwonie, @redtheredheadeddemon @itsmeanatastia @pgeorgiemain, @sarosno1fan, @bxttxrflx, @bluenerdd34, @victoria33787, @goldenrat3, @xyourlonelywriterx, @hellicities, @raer0se, @spencer-reid-is-so--me, @emludavis, @screamerinajar, @thatgirlthathauntsyourdreams, @atlas-hates-geography, @chatimcookedfr, @thejesterfrog, @charmyontop3, @hanseltheidiot, @velvetinerabb1t@def-not-chrissy, @komokiri, @alpheiamoth, @mikukyuu, @sonofchupacabra, @xxx-viva-las-vega-xxx, @voxyslilprince, @only-teenage-wasteland + open tags

[velvetinerabb1t]

i’m velvet and every single best friend i’ve ever had has left me, for any number of reasons, and now i have trouble opening up to people and actually being myself around them because i’m scared they’ll leave me like everyone else.

I brought sweet tart ropes!!! :D

tags: @psychearrows @caffeinated--trauma-ferret @callme-marco @itsnotaphasemom101 @ivys-head-is-spinning @koi-757 @little-missscareall2 @psychearrows @r0sy-maple-m0th @thedogbard @very-gay-poet @yawnwhatyadoing @toshumoshu

[thedogbard]

I'm thedogbard, and I'm scared of mushrooms. Wild ones. They're just..........ew. I hate getting jump scared by them😭. On a more serious note, I have recurring dreams about people or moments and they're not nightmares, they're frustratingly mundane and horribly impossible. And that's the most traumatic thing I feel like sharing😌.

Anywhoo, I brought homemade chocolate croissants

no pressure to reblog but - @obsessivebookwormalert @i-hate-gcse-english-lit-offical @deadrosesreturned @kingkit7734 @ninahufflepuff @aka-edmond

[obsessivebookwormalert]

i'm obsessivebookwormalert and uhm in 5th grade, my one and only friend decided the suddenly hated me and didnt give a fuck about me at all anymore, so my social life was literally in the negatives for the next two years :DDDD nothin to unpack here dw

I brought marshmallowssssssssssss

@the-one-and-only-p1per @lesbian-kitkat-offical @do-not-u-dare @deadrosesreturned @raewantscoffee @thatchaoticbookworm @shenanigan42 + open no pressure tags

[thatchaoticbookworm]

i'm ira and i've been scared of performing (especially singing) in front of people because my mom literally told me not to because my sister's much better at it and i'd just embarrass myself (and a lot of my family did too, just more indirectly) i brought the sour candy :>

@shenanigan42 @dramaticinlyf @shaethecrow @random-indian-girl @i-eat-asphalt @girl-on-the-subway @oxyisdamoron and open tags

[dramaticinlyf-deactivated202604]

im ish and ive been thru shi that i now have 24 stitches on my face :>

AND IVE BROUGHT SAMOSASSS >:)

@shenanigan42 @eleventhirtythoughts @deadrosesreturned @the-one-and-only-p1per @reincarnated-gay-fox @ayane-chan-loves-water @the-aricher @souperache @ravensncrowsx @b4rtycr0uchjr-4k4-m3-4t3-ur-m0m @b4rty-r0s13r-w1ll-fck-y0ur-m0m @oxyisdamoron @sunnyarik3r + open tags

[b4rty-r0s13r-w1ll-fck-y0ur-m0m]

Jesus Christ 😭

Hi I'm Astoria and when I was maybe nine or younger my brother shoved me into my mother's bed and left a bruise the size of my hand and my mother didn't believe me until she saw it herself and still denies that he's ever hurt me

And I brought the strawberry laces :)

Npt!! @coffeestainedstars @laced-in-ruin @prosperoisadiva @justainsanenobody @thestarsshineevenwhenhidden @reggie-little-mermaid @regulusfawn @lawnmower56 @whatonearthisgoingon @riri-shark-in-perpetual-motion @miniaturespirestorm @nelly-rebellyyyyy @em0tionallymotionsick @selenophilesheart + anyone else who wants to <33

[coffeestainedstars]

hi i’m becs and i got outed as a lesbian at a young age at a catholic school ! (it’s funny now tho pls laugh)

and i brought nerds gummies!

@em0tionallymotionsick @starcroww @goopymoons @toomuchtodooml @allmywordsandworlds @apcqlypse @sad-traffic-cone @loading-liz

[allmywordsandworlds]

Hi I’m moony and my mums crackhead ex husband tried to kidnap me when I was nine and we had a restraining order but the court have him half custody of my siblings (he’s not my dad) and so I had to see him and he constantly stared at my ass

I brought the buncha crunch

@b4rty-r0s13r-w1ll-fck-y0ur-m0m @coffeestainedstars @cornishpadfoot @corpseflowerisregulus @ferris-is-fearful @istillwishforyouateleveneleven @knightmossy @long-form-contentment @lxstapp3n @not-a-gay-fangodess @outromoonyy @siriuslyepicrunner4 @sspadfoot @toomuchtodooml @urfavsherlockholmeskinnie @wolfstarstarr @your-fav-idiot-lesbian

[sparkle-robin-4]

Hey I'm Erin and I was six years old my mother told me that if I kept eating I was going to be as fat as an elephant, which hurt a little extra because my brother's would always use that insult against me and now my mother, and later my dad, would agree with them and I brought rolos chocolate

@redwine-supernova @whatonearthisgoingon @rosaliealvarez @litterallymoony @iboughtyomamaflowers @dontyoudarejudg3

[rosaliealvarez-deactivated20260]

Your family is rude erin ☹️

Uhh, my own dad tried to assault me multiple times, still tries.

I brought toffees!

Tags : @hypothermiatapes @cuntyteardrop @xoxo-angel-girl @just-a-girlsos nd any1 else who wants to!

[hypothermiatapes]

I’m so sorry Bluebird, that’s horrible…

I’m Corvus and I guess mine is that I’ve had to deal with so many deaths (both human and animal) that I’ve lost count but when I decided to try and do a count I almost got to fifty (I can’t remember most of them anymore) and this was a couple of years ago when I was thirteen. Honestly, not all that bad considering the stuff in this thread lol

I brought the chocolate covered pretzels I guess.

Open tags

[hypothermiatapes]

Hi corv, how r you?

It's been so long! Love you nd miss you like crazy.

Hey Bluebird!! I was actually thinking of you but I couldn’t think of something to ask you 😔

I’m actually pretty good for the most part though my lovely horrible luck is really trying to do me in this year already and we’re only in March! I think I have a blood curse or something because my family’s bad luck needs to be studied but it does make for some good jokes. I would blame me being an ao3 author on it but I’ve had this luck my entire life so I cannot blame the legendary curse, how unfortunate.

I actually have to start taking supplements and vitamins due to my diet but I have a very “fuck it” attitude so we’ll see just how poorly this will go. It takes a lot of convincing and pain/sickness to convince me to even take pain meds so…I think I’ll need to be harassed to even take them. One of the supplements smells weird and lowkey tastes weird if I burp or something so not very willing to take it lol. It smells similar to like bugs and foliage, I don’t know how to describe it but that’s close enough.

My birthday is also coming up and that’s a terrifying thought which is weird because as a kid I couldn’t wait for my birthday and now I kinda don’t want to grow up. It’s bittersweet in a way but I’m interested to see how this year will go for me.

Also, may I say going to school in a small town in America is hell on Earth! Like bro, why are you guys trying to do so much unconstitutional shit and why are random dudes debating about women healthcare and if trans people are real or not in the middle of class? Did mommy never teach you the concept of an inside thought or were you just too busy sucking your own dick to process her words? Like damn, tell me you’re an arrogant ass who’s too busy trying to get girls with your “amazing” build instead of developing a decent personality.

Gosh, my head hurts like crazy but other than stupid people, having to take supplements and my blood curse seeming to love either injuring/killing/making people in my life suicidal/getting someone in my family sick I’m chilling pretty much. I got some new interests which is fun and occupying my time, I’ve been hanging out with my friends and family and the good times are pretty good at overshadowing the bad. I might be going to an expo with my mama over the summer so that’s fun, I also went and saw my first ever musical which was awesome!

How about you, how are you Bluebird? Also, I just realized how much I sound like my age in this lol.

(Side note!! If you could choose a weapon of your choice to learn what would it be? I think I would choose a spear ngl, they just seem so versatile)

[rosaliealvarez-deactivated20260]

Ahhhhhh.

I hope you get better soonnnn that medicine sounds horrible wat tha faqk is Dat smell?

Nd that curse joke you made- I js got a writing idea.

Schl sounds shit- same here T^T

Ppl r assholes. What a weird topic to debate on.

Hope you get to go to that expo nd I wish I could go to a musical!

I'm gud koi fish, m dating Lance! (My crush I used to talk abt-) he is so amazing.

10th grade has started nd it's giving me a headache alr

Our schl held a state lvl sports meet nd my branch wonnnnnn!!! I've got like- 13 gold medals, 7 silver, 9 bronze, nd 5 black ones for securing 4th place. I played the Volley ball, throw ball, tho kho, kabaddi, shot put, skipping, nd participated in 50 metres, 100 metres, 150 meters nd 200 metres running! I didn't participate in basketball, football, nd badminton. We stayed in another state for a week! It was a rly amazing experience.

Hmm, I'd think I'd learn how to use a dagger! Bcz they're small nd you can use them easily.

What things abt a person interests you?

[hypothermiatapes]

Musicals are so fun, I think you’d adore them! I went with a friend who’s a big fan of them

Yay!! I’m so happy for you! I hope you’re enjoying yourself, you deserve the love!

I forgot that school years are different around the world but I guess that means me and you are temporarily in the same year :) I actually just finished picking out classes for my Junior year.

That’s so cool! I’ve never been very athletically inclined in any way so I’m amazed that you did all of that and it sounds like an amazing experience. I’m proud of you, your branch did spectacularly and I hope you guys continue to do well!

That’s a good choice, I was honestly torn up between daggers and spears ngl

Hm, I think what makes me interested in a person is if they don’t exactly fit into any category if that makes sense. I often find myself very drawn towards the people that “stand out” or don’t conform to everyone else’s style, standards, beliefs and don’t bend to the pressure to conform. All of my friends and people I associate with usually are the oddballs, they don’t fit in but are kind and genuine. How about you?

What type of person do you want to be when you’re older?

[rosaliealvarez-deactivated20260]

Thank youuuuu<3

Eeeekk yeah, life's been a dream, im afraid it'll turn into a nightmare-

That's a rly good explanation tbh, but have you figured out the reason for you being more interested in ppl who r unusual?

I js bcm frnds w those who have similar interests to mine hehe basic but yeah.

When m older, I wanna be kind, helpful, financially stable, nd responsible. Wbuuuu?!?!?!?

[hypothermiatapes]

Of course :)

Even if it turns into a “nightmare” at least you had a good time at some point and it’s not like you won’t have good times later on. I say just enjoy it while you can and don’t worry too much about it ending or taking a turn because the bad is what makes the good valuable. At least that’s how I live my life lol

I’ve never really fit in so I think that’s why I’m drawn to them. Kids have always found something about me that sets me apart from them and how I act doesn’t always get taken well so eventually my friendships with “normal” people dissolve really fast. I’m often called sarcastic when I’m being genuine by people but the odd people take what I say genuinely unless I don’t want them to. I also don’t have to always talk to them to keep the friendship strong

That’s so valid, I actually rarely have similar interests to my friends and end up getting their interests by listening and then watching/reading what they love and loving it too. What type of interests usually do you share with friends irl?

Those are good ones! I think I want to be patient, kind and content.

Whats your favorite character archetype?

[joe-chungus]

Moot check up!!

@redtheredheadeddemon @victoria33787 @kcookiez @anaa15 @annathedreamer11 @iiiidleteen @pluraldinosaur543 @yurifulofjoy @z0mbi3gvtzzz @literalleah @lastsoulonearth @eyelessmari

How are yall feeling today? :33

[redtheredheadeddemon]

im alive

yall guyz alive??

@smthrelatedtotswift @wr1bs @shuichisdarkmistress @z0mbi3gvtzzz

[shuichisdarkmistress]

alive and well!!

tags: @lifecouldbeworsecalvin, @n3cr0crunk, @yukihirop-is-not-human, @cinnabrwonie, @redtheredheadeddemon @itsmeanatastia @pgeorgiemain, @sarosno1fan, @bxttxrflx, @bluenerdd34, @victoria33787, @goldenrat3, @xyourlonelywriterx, @hellicities, @raer0se, @spencer-reid-is-so--me, @emludavis, @screamerinajar, @thatgirlthathauntsyourdreams, @atlas-hates-geography, @chatimcookedfr, @thejesterfrog, @charmyontop3, @hanseltheidiot, @velvetinerabb1t @def-not-chrissy, @komokiri, @alpheiamoth

[alpheiamoth]

Surviving

@honeyed-dew69 @kcookiez @bthecasualdoofus + open tags

[honeyed-dew69]

Alive and somewhat well!

@schrodinger-ka-billa @tenshiiiiiiiiiiiiii @floweyrosie @dustsansm2

how yall doin

[floweyrosie]

Alive, a little carsick but alive !!!!

@jellyfishhyy @otakusheep15 @itsdesssuyo + open tags

How r u guys 👁👁

[itsdesssuyo]

hella sleep deprived and working on some art

@rasp-de-berry @ravenbc @xiaxiaoo @neodith @sothisish0witends @misteria247

What's the status report Kowalski 🌻

[sothisish0witends]

Tired.

@katarithekat @istanthecapitalisticoctopusboy @misteria247 @the-legend-of-zzzzzz @gilmore-ezekiel @yourlovelyliss @not-kamenx @az-the-knight @afafsjhdfhiudf @ppickles4

How's it goin guys^^

[katarithekat]

tired, bc me and my mom had to go to a psychological counseling center, and I had to talk with strangers (my greatest weakness TVT)

but beside that, I'm ok :3

@fauna-loves-spinel @raffyslaboratory01 @ray1vv @the-chibi-nyabikofan @skypokemonfan @fuladarisdayotim @evee1308 @w3ndytheraccoon @roy-rvt @a-shiny-sylveonn @childeisasimp @pierrot-of-dawn @poet-treat @iyaptoomuch1000 @iheartleopards @cuddelsthecute @rottenapplejuicee

How y'all are feeling today??

[fauna-loves-spinel]

TIRED

@certified-dot-simp @lizzy-not-found @malwaregoose @bonierbonez @lemonsyourdem0n @marelimarlop @xsugarxxx @amethiossnowprinceandspouse @friedesleftsock @the-chibi-nyabikofan @roy-rvt @evee1308 + OPEN TAGS BC I'M A DUMBASS WHO FORGETS PEOPLE

HOW IS Y'ALL???

[the-chibi-nyabikofannn]

Mitosis is the division of a cell in which the chromosomes are pulled apart into chromatids, I think. (I've been studying bio all day 😭🙏😔)

@ena-the-eepy @rangergem @marelimarlop @certified-dot-simp @nitoisntdead

[nitoisntdead]

I was so bad at bio last year good luck with that! :c

Anyway I’m doing okay I hope all my moots are too!

@when-you-find-yourself @oshidorifuufu2 @whirringbrain @little-dipper-euni @live-laugh-lindy @randomfriendlyloser @bloody----snow @princefable @p0udrerie @cloveriz @jirai-haruhi

[randomfriendlyloser]

im feeling pretty bored right now

@landmine-dancer @drowningintohisocean @hrrrt-stops-beating1128 @miseryme4t @lotusangel222 @written-by-music @wolf-eyed-witchh11 @niitroglycerin @afterdarkafternight @actuallyvicfromptv @f4nd0m-h0pp3r @bloody----snow @ukinami @bunchanluvsu @npdsalem @wabi-seobie @mochiifrappe @dearestmika @gohhitthatggumjilgeong @agepoyolo @hanniesvampireprincess @atetheluck @gnabnahcgi @q-is-quinnie @ny4n-s0d4 @kawaiibugzlover @yanshiho @sunshinequokkka @porjaa-143 @minnies-girl @nitoisntdead @spookthelilguy @nico-flo @wabi-seobie @willsolacesbadasswife @melfresita-ruri2

[a-aaaaa-aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah]

alive and trying to get better- also bored @too-deep-for-moss @j41m3-1s-4-mvtt @dazaisfavbitch @untamedwolfcryptid @your-coquette + open tags

[dazaisfavbitch]

Me: Existing, surviving,

The walls: crashing out and jerking off daily-

Me: What-

The walls: what-

Me:... WHATT- *explodes into glitter confetti and blood in my own room

@rodrigueznews @empress-azrae1 @mitzkilvr @delicatebonerage @silvertrail-forgotten @quackaaa @monday-is-tired @1nternetpuppy @your-saving-grace @finla2 @vincian4 @puppy-exe-stopped-responding @butidonotapprove @l1fe1sp0ppli0 @leftist-lemon-shark @urlocalsadkid-l @jannahamma @mitzkilvr +open tags!

[finla2]

um.. i am feeling, something, definitely something, maybe 🤷‍♂️

@melancholic-whimsy @mackonfire @wizardingdaughterofathena @cherriesherry @clownies-coffee-addiction-pt2 @mitskifannnnnn +open tags and moots ive forgotten <33

[nuncasana]

I’m drinking my morning coffee and waiting for the bus, I’m doing pretty good^^

@isopod-action-time @bithesea @nowhere-4ever

[nowhere-4ever]

im good, and im glad youre good too! its the last classs of the day on the first day back after break and im just chilling, but some people are talking about stuff i dont care to listen to in the same room as me (im gonna tune them out with Trench)

@xombilog @mikeandwillsweddingofficiant @margaret-the-duck @thecatboyknight @queerbookbitch @vilf-lover

[thecatboyknight-offical]

I am doing pretty good, but I have a light cold for the first time in like forever.

@babylon-butterfly and @renanan88 , I haven't heard from either of them for a bit.

[renanan88]

aww get better D: hehe im so mysterious ooooo oooooohhh(im so sorry omg) im highkey stressed because ive got 2 c's in my classes and tomorrow is the last day to turn in assignments for the quarter(ap classes are evil btw never ever take them), someone also moved my bio project and i couldnt find it and i keep losing stuff.... auh theater is fun though and the only thing i look forward to is hearing the same 2 people sing because their voices have me ascending

other than all the overwhelming stress im doing GREAT

@miku-blue-n-pronouns @emocabin10boy @snumnerville @abbyhamlincoln @femininomenon01 how are we darlings

[emocabin10boy]

I'm chill tbh

I'm just listening to a bunch of songs from the musical Falsettos (even tho I havent watched it)

but Im good :D

@prosperoisadiva @infinitelypurple @ael-me1ko @m1cahx3 @fastestb0y-alive @justainsanenobody @justainsanenobody @toilet1and2 +other moots I lowkey can't remember rn, HOW ARE YOU GUYS??

[justainsanenobody]

I'm ill but okay

@b4rty-r0s13r-w1ll-fck-y0ur-m0m @b4rtycr0uchjr-4k4-m3-4t3-ur-m0m @tormentedstar @siriuslyepicrunner4 @eyes-withoutt-a-facee @witchwithwords2115 @ididntprepareaname @prosperoisadiva plus everyone else

How are you guys??

[eyes-withoutt-a-facee]

Tired and sadddd

@anglovestheirboyfriendddd @withutterdisdain-landen @lordelvensmellthesecond @asteroidlanding1981 @the-stars-are-never-far-away @ordinarily-unordinary

[litterallymoony-deactivated2026]

urge to relapse i'm so fucking done with this world

@whatonearthisgoingon @siriuslyepicrunner4 and anyone else

[sparkle-robin-4]

Aster, are we ok? U can talk to me about it bro it's alright

I'm actually getting better and it's scaring me lol

@redwine-supernova @rosaliealvarez @hdgepodgelovesfrogs @riri-shark-in-perpetual-motion @justainsanenobody

[rosaliealvarez-deactivated20260]

I'm gooddd! Nd aster - I'm a vent port, js letting you know.

@just-a-girlsos @hypothermiatapes @cuntyteardrop @xoxo-angel-girl nd all my other moots bro.

[hypothermiatapes]

I’m pretty good, sometimes things get a tad rough but I’m good

[hypothermiatapes]

Hi corv, how r you?

It's been so long! Love you nd miss you like crazy.

Hey Bluebird!! I was actually thinking of you but I couldn’t think of something to ask you 😔

I’m actually pretty good for the most part though my lovely horrible luck is really trying to do me in this year already and we’re only in March! I think I have a blood curse or something because my family’s bad luck needs to be studied but it does make for some good jokes. I would blame me being an ao3 author on it but I’ve had this luck my entire life so I cannot blame the legendary curse, how unfortunate.

I actually have to start taking supplements and vitamins due to my diet but I have a very “fuck it” attitude so we’ll see just how poorly this will go. It takes a lot of convincing and pain/sickness to convince me to even take pain meds so…I think I’ll need to be harassed to even take them. One of the supplements smells weird and lowkey tastes weird if I burp or something so not very willing to take it lol. It smells similar to like bugs and foliage, I don’t know how to describe it but that’s close enough.

My birthday is also coming up and that’s a terrifying thought which is weird because as a kid I couldn’t wait for my birthday and now I kinda don’t want to grow up. It’s bittersweet in a way but I’m interested to see how this year will go for me.

Also, may I say going to school in a small town in America is hell on Earth! Like bro, why are you guys trying to do so much unconstitutional shit and why are random dudes debating about women healthcare and if trans people are real or not in the middle of class? Did mommy never teach you the concept of an inside thought or were you just too busy sucking your own dick to process her words? Like damn, tell me you’re an arrogant ass who’s too busy trying to get girls with your “amazing” build instead of developing a decent personality.

Gosh, my head hurts like crazy but other than stupid people, having to take supplements and my blood curse seeming to love either injuring/killing/making people in my life suicidal/getting someone in my family sick I’m chilling pretty much. I got some new interests which is fun and occupying my time, I’ve been hanging out with my friends and family and the good times are pretty good at overshadowing the bad. I might be going to an expo with my mama over the summer so that’s fun, I also went and saw my first ever musical which was awesome!

How about you, how are you Bluebird? Also, I just realized how much I sound like my age in this lol.

(Side note!! If you could choose a weapon of your choice to learn what would it be? I think I would choose a spear ngl, they just seem so versatile)

[rosaliealvarez-deactivated20260]

Ahhhhhh.

I hope you get better soonnnn that medicine sounds horrible wat tha faqk is Dat smell?

Nd that curse joke you made- I js got a writing idea.

Schl sounds shit- same here T^T

Ppl r assholes. What a weird topic to debate on.

Hope you get to go to that expo nd I wish I could go to a musical!

I'm gud koi fish, m dating Lance! (My crush I used to talk abt-) he is so amazing.

10th grade has started nd it's giving me a headache alr

Our schl held a state lvl sports meet nd my branch wonnnnnn!!! I've got like- 13 gold medals, 7 silver, 9 bronze, nd 5 black ones for securing 4th place. I played the Volley ball, throw ball, tho kho, kabaddi, shot put, skipping, nd participated in 50 metres, 100 metres, 150 meters nd 200 metres running! I didn't participate in basketball, football, nd badminton. We stayed in another state for a week! It was a rly amazing experience.

Hmm, I'd think I'd learn how to use a dagger! Bcz they're small nd you can use them easily.

What things abt a person interests you?

[hypothermiatapes]

Musicals are so fun, I think you’d adore them! I went with a friend who’s a big fan of them

Yay!! I’m so happy for you! I hope you’re enjoying yourself, you deserve the love!

I forgot that school years are different around the world but I guess that means me and you are temporarily in the same year :) I actually just finished picking out classes for my Junior year.

That’s so cool! I’ve never been very athletically inclined in any way so I’m amazed that you did all of that and it sounds like an amazing experience. I’m proud of you, your branch did spectacularly and I hope you guys continue to do well!

That’s a good choice, I was honestly torn up between daggers and spears ngl

Hm, I think what makes me interested in a person is if they don’t exactly fit into any category if that makes sense. I often find myself very drawn towards the people that “stand out” or don’t conform to everyone else’s style, standards, beliefs and don’t bend to the pressure to conform. All of my friends and people I associate with usually are the oddballs, they don’t fit in but are kind and genuine. How about you?

What type of person do you want to be when you’re older?

[sl4sh3r-b0yfr13nd-deactivated20]

WAIT

Reblog this to have your mutuals describe what their first memory of you is

[thejohnlockedfemboy]

@calamity-collective @chaoticcha0s @k1kimiki @originallyandyy @orangejuiceatdawn @ilovecapjohnprice @chronophobiaclown

[transphobiaclown]

Man I don’t even know 😭😭 dog you were my first mutual

I think there was some long reblog chain that was literally just us talking about smth I don’t remember and you kept using gifs and i thought that was really cool 🙂‍↕️ ur such a cool moot

@autophobiastar @autopilotangel @bigbaldslut @bucket-of-axilotl @cloudyskiesandstarrynights @can-i-explode-now @callofwinter @cow-cutie @ghostie-blu @hi-imaflamingo @i-had-a-bad-feeling @kitab00m101 @kaeruutv @lunathetunaaa @magical-ethan @toadfree @theboybehindtheflowerspng @thelongferret @the-bug-carnival @yourlocalavian

Hopefully I got everyone :] no pressure <3

[yourlocalavian]

Hmmm… my first memory of you, Chrono…..

At SacAnime…. and and my friend were grabbing food by the food trucks… then I saw you and screamed JOEL 🫵

And then picture <3

Then I came over to Tumblr, found Auto and Blub, which led me to find you, then the rest is history :D

Omg wait I found the picture lol-

(Ik you’re fine with your face being shown I just didn’t wanna post it w/o your permission iykwim 😭🩷🥀)

Tagsss~

@lunathetunaaa @serendipitys-dragon @wynnbellamy @ghostie-blu @jellyfishizhere @no1likemickey @demigoddessofthetrees @birddoesstuff @p3skybirdd @sharinosaur @iicor @aussiebeth @mars2moons @moon-storm @lemoneblossom @autopilotangel @autophobiastar @kaeruutv @thelongferret @the-bug-carnival @theboybehindtheflowerspng @a-sucker-for-a-sucker-offical @callofwinter @opal-and-pumpkin @bucket-of-axilotl @con-the-kobold @callofwinter @wiltingtu1ips @kitab00m101 @pinkparrotwrites @silvertheindignantfox @hellohellohellohellohello3579 @aqxuastars @phoenixrainsfire413 @purrrrplecats @museyphobia @haboinga @nerd-alerts @skeletal-spire-man-aka-overfit @rusty-spooooooooon @maimaitheartist @beanzdabean +open tags (I still needs update my list euhdhdjwhshwj)

[sunshine-snake]

finding out about Lunavian <3

open tags, specifics below cut

Keep reading

[biteygremlinanon]

I have no clue, you just showed up one day

[karnak-the-novelty-machine]

Same.. hhhh

@ladyluckisonyourside @coppperrrcoinnnn @this-orange-anon024 @kaihasmoreswagthanyoumore

[coppperrrcoinnnn]

oh this person followed me

*months later*

WAIT I DIDNT FOLLOW THEM BACK….

@hopingitdontbreak @theyearningidol @minnadekanpai @fluffycreampuff56 @kiro-sage @pwuppietreatz @burnttoast7272 @crypticbasiliskinsight @cloudvonblue

[burnttoast7272]

maths, a gift from god, sent me this angel who goes by the name of river /silly

I LOVE MATHS…. AND YOU RIVER /silly

@psychic-wound-sharkdog @kaihasmoreswagthanyou3 @walking-mushroom @this-orange-anon024 @theyearningidol @biteygremlinanon @toastyghostie87

idk if i missed any of my moots bc i haven’t got a list. sorryyyy

[walking-mushroom]

“99 followers!!!!”

“NOT ANYMORE”

:3 (Im tagging people I dont remember the first memory of)

@chr0nically-b0red @lelethetopicchanger @theglitterwarrior @forgthetheaterkid @lavaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa @emoemu69

[chr0nically-b0red]

sum cool person who does crochettttttt :D

@lelethetopicchanger @theglitterwarrior @redwine-supernova @waitingonabook @iiiidiotnathanieliii @thatsmyineffablelifeline + ANYONE ELSE

[thatsmyineffablelifeline]

i think we connected through the agender community?? im not sure though

Keep reading

[wallyblack1925-offical]

I kept seeing you on my fyp, you were mutuals with a lot of my mutuals, and I thought you were rlly cool :), but I was also scared you would think I’m boring and not follow me back

Lees verder

[joylivie]

You were my first moot I think idk i was just scrolling on tumblr trying to figure out how it worked and then I saw a post from you and I checked your acc and was like yeah she seems really cool so I followed you and when you followed me back i was so happy and confused lol

@krow-offical @dramaticinlyf @ravensncrowsx @darknesswrappedinfallcolors @printer-reads-books-505 @the-aricher @coneheadobviously @lotions-potions-and-notions @souperache

[darknesswrappedinfallcolors]

You were moots with another moot of mine at first

But memory when u texted me and I was like who is this sweet diva

@darlingmylovethatsmurder @7975348473 @aryan717 @istillwishforyouateleveneleven @krow-offical @lunarlee101 @daydreamer131313 @constantlymusing @dramaticinlyf @oops-i-guess-i-did-a-full-180 @em0tionallymotionsick

[em0tionallymotionsick]

omg i think my first real memory was you interacting with one of my kyd posts and me warning you about it LMAO

@withdevovotion @knightmossy @starcroww @arikakari @istillwishforyouateleveneleven @darlingmylovethatsmurder @tumbleintomyheart @four-toast @rosekiller27 @b4rty-r0s13r-w1ll-fck-y0ur-m0m @coffeestainedstars no pressure ofc but im so curious 👀

[b4rty-r0s13r-w1ll-fck-y0ur-m0m]

I think it’s when you changed your name from r0sekiller08 and I was utterly distraught over it

Npt!! @pyromaniacbibliophile1832 @thestarsshineevenwhenhidden @obsessed-frog @blackbrother2508 @lilyyyevans @ineffablelyqueerwolfstarshipper @cherieetree @macchickenlegend @lady-st4rdustt @shazzagotkickedoff @sonderingsometimes @fictionalsimp09 @stargazingwithstarburst @sophi-spilled @tacocatwithchocolatetihi @justainsanenobody @5tars-in-my-eyes @em0tionallymotionsick @selenophilesheart @not-jester @xx-v4mp1riqu3-xx @maliciouslittlewhiteboy @pandorarosiermybeloved @riri-shark-in-perpetual-motion @lawnmower56 @7975348473 @istillwishforyouateleveneleven @emmypotter7 @laced-in-ruin @coffeestainedstars @elio-fandom @rosaliealvarez @reggie-little-mermaid @prosperoisadiva @nelly-rebellyyyyy @b4rtycr0uchjr-4k4-m3-4t3-ur-m0m @darlingmylovethatsmurder @rosekiller27 @vivaciousmessypixie @urfavsherlockholmeskinnie + anyone else who wants to <33

[rosaliealvarez-deactivated20260]

Lol, I js saw ur user name, choked on whatever was in my mouth, nd followed you while trying to survive a choking/laughing fit heheh.

Tags<3:

@hypothermiatapes @cuntyteardrop @just-a-girlsos @siriuslyepicrunner4 nd any1 else who wants tooo!

[hypothermiatapes]

I had just woken up and checked my phone while half awake and saw I had gotten an ask from you and answered it and then the rest was history lol

[hypothermiatapes]

Hi corv, how r you?

It's been so long! Love you nd miss you like crazy.

Hey Bluebird!! I was actually thinking of you but I couldn’t think of something to ask you 😔

I’m actually pretty good for the most part though my lovely horrible luck is really trying to do me in this year already and we’re only in March! I think I have a blood curse or something because my family’s bad luck needs to be studied but it does make for some good jokes. I would blame me being an ao3 author on it but I’ve had this luck my entire life so I cannot blame the legendary curse, how unfortunate.

I actually have to start taking supplements and vitamins due to my diet but I have a very “fuck it” attitude so we’ll see just how poorly this will go. It takes a lot of convincing and pain/sickness to convince me to even take pain meds so…I think I’ll need to be harassed to even take them. One of the supplements smells weird and lowkey tastes weird if I burp or something so not very willing to take it lol. It smells similar to like bugs and foliage, I don’t know how to describe it but that’s close enough.

My birthday is also coming up and that’s a terrifying thought which is weird because as a kid I couldn’t wait for my birthday and now I kinda don’t want to grow up. It’s bittersweet in a way but I’m interested to see how this year will go for me.

Also, may I say going to school in a small town in America is hell on Earth! Like bro, why are you guys trying to do so much unconstitutional shit and why are random dudes debating about women healthcare and if trans people are real or not in the middle of class? Did mommy never teach you the concept of an inside thought or were you just too busy sucking your own dick to process her words? Like damn, tell me you’re an arrogant ass who’s too busy trying to get girls with your “amazing” build instead of developing a decent personality.

Gosh, my head hurts like crazy but other than stupid people, having to take supplements and my blood curse seeming to love either injuring/killing/making people in my life suicidal/getting someone in my family sick I’m chilling pretty much. I got some new interests which is fun and occupying my time, I’ve been hanging out with my friends and family and the good times are pretty good at overshadowing the bad. I might be going to an expo with my mama over the summer so that’s fun, I also went and saw my first ever musical which was awesome!

How about you, how are you Bluebird? Also, I just realized how much I sound like my age in this lol.

(Side note!! If you could choose a weapon of your choice to learn what would it be? I think I would choose a spear ngl, they just seem so versatile)