this is nothing like it was in my room

(actual certified adult) hi. I'm a dyke from jolly old italy, I like a whole bunch of stuff and this is where I come to cry and obsess LittleSister on ao3, in case you wanna yell at me

[waddingham]

ted lasso & rebecca welton

[boygeniusstuff-deactivated20260]

boygenius

Photo credit: lmk and I’ll add it

[stray-dogsick]

"to you i am obscene but to myself i simply am"

the new frankenstein movie peeled my skin back, looked at all my gory, horrible inadequacies and said "i understand you" and now i need to go curl up and die. everyone go watch it right now.

[engiqueers]

shout out to the little monk in each of my cells that transcribes my DNA by candle light

[tiredegggo]

Quote- Marcel Proust

[swallowthekn1fe]

This line. Mads, I'm gonna need you to be a worse actor for a second, ok bud? Because what. The look of betrayal on his face. The way his lip curls like a dog ready to bare its teeth. Lump in his throat. Swallowing back tears that were never supposed to see the light of someone elses eyes. Almost disgusted at himself for not only entertaining the idea of letting Will see inside of him, but actively giving him the looking glass and saying, "Here. This is me in all of my depravity."

He specifically says "I let you know me." He gave permission. Encouraged it. He wanted it. It's the human in him getting sedated. Put down. Bad dog or whatever.

This guy drives me insane because he knows what he is. Knows that what he does is "the most disgusting thing in the world" to others. But then some twitchy man is placed in his field of vision, and being the hawk he is, zeros in on him. For as smart as he is, as strategic and deadly, he still feels deeply. Maybe not in the same way Will does (obviously) but he still hopes. Still yearns. If he was devoted to a god he would've probably prayed about it to. But he didn't need a god. Didn't want one to confide in. He was fine on his own. Until Will.

I'm sure that he sees Will as some form of otherworldly light. Dark. Grey area. Whatever the vapid space between stars is called, he sees that in Will. That is Will.

Giving into human desires is beneath him. And yet he let his perfectly curated human suit be unraveled because he finally met the one person who could understand him. Finally met the person who he could hold a mirror to and see bits of himself in the reflection. And that mirror got shattered like a teacup. Seven years of bad luck or something.

Betrayal is an ache deep in your gut. Feels like your organs are being ripped out of you just like the rug beneath your feet. And you can only think about how foolish you were for wanting anything in the first place. Disappointment requires expectation and good lord was that man close to his own heaven on earth. An alter he would worship without prying eyes. A love that would shelter him. Cut him and hold pressure to the wound.

Jesus christ love is so fucking humiliating sometimes

[thatsthewrongwallcraig]

[awkwardbirdsdreaming]

I'll probably delete this post later but I just need to share -- this is probably my favourite painting wip ever. I'm so scared I'll ruin it if I do more work on it. what if the finished one doesn't look derpy anymore.

[awkwardbirdsdreaming]

@thechandraraj why would you do this to him

[batmanisagatewaydrug]

unexpectedly sexy part of the Sinners credits. we LOVE a thoroughly sourced film.

[hotboyproblems]

does it scare you that in less than 3 months it’ll be 2014

[paper-stars-still-glow]

im gonna be real with you hotboyproblems it scares me somuch

[skincareroutine]

i love things that come in glass jars because once its over the glass jar is mine

[mortimermcmirestinks]

[clementiens]

[joomju]

Reblog so she lives forever.

[the-wave-finally-broke]

Happy 20 years sweetheart

[rain-44]

The embrace that feels like home

[gothyeehaw]

next years mood is love, same as always

[vamptual]

everyone tell me the album you're obsessed with rn

[hauntedforsport]

"you are annoying about x & y" okay. this is the being annoying website.

[kalliopii]

yeah and they’re good games so like??? i will speak

[kalliopii]

wait

[xoiue]

[sandushengshou]

"My thing with love and Louis is that the last person that Louis told that he loves, walked off a roof, immediately after. So, saying, 'I love you,' is a really big deal for him. It's not just about withholding. The most meaninful moment in Louis' human existence was what happened to Paul, or what Paul did. What preceded that was, 'I love you.' He feels it, but he doesn't necessarily say it." - Jacob Anderson

[poisonedteacups]

i’m going to kill myself