I re-wrote my response like four times, and it’s taken me like two fUCKING HOURS because I was unsatisfied with everything I was saying becaUSE IT WAS GETTING TOO LONG. But anyway I’ll sum up vessel therapy, or at least who is generally involved in that. It’s like it’s kind of a verse on it’s own with people sort of set in a certain dynamic. Like sometimes it’s a bit different, but other times there’s sort of set relationships??? It’s weird how it works because of multi-versing and such.
Anyway there’s Donnie, Raphael’s vessel. (guardianhealer), There’s Matt, Michael’s vessel (fathersgreatflood) who is also still being possessed by Michael and the two have a good relationship. There’s obviously Nick. And there’s also Azrael’s vessel, Holly. (littlest-archangels).
Generally speaking Nick and Donnie are the only ones with truly bad experiences with their angels are actually the only ones to have real consistent complaints about it. Not that the others don’t also have complaints, just that Donnie and Nick are the only ones who got mentally destroyed in the possession process.
Still as long as Luke didn’t say he was still being possessed, because Matt doesn’t say he is, (and plus it’s Lucifer, they wouldn’t trust the name and would thus probably not trust Luke if they knew. Because how would they know that Luke wasn’t a cover name for Lucifer) they’d be pretty okay with him because over all most everyone would understand, “eh it wasn’t that terrible.”
aND SO BASICALLY what Nick’s reaction to Luke would be immediate resentment. Whether anyone else knew Lucifer was still possessing him or not, Nick would know because he has residual grace that acts up when real angels are around, hidden or not. And it especially would react to Lucifer. And so while he wouldn’t call him out on it, he would be immediately repelled and resentful.
Because he already feels isolation in the real world because normal people don’t get it. And among the other vessels he personally knows, it’s only Donnie that doesn’t make him feel like he’s isolated because Donnie having a bad experience as well. But he can handle the other vessels because they don’t have angels associated with pain and so he understands why they wouldn’t understand.
bUT WITH LUKE. OH HOHO. LUKE IS WITH LUCIFER. LUKE SHOULD UNDERSTAND BEING WITH AN ANGEL ASSOCIATED WITH PAIN. BUT HE DOESN’T. BECAUSE LUCIFER DECIDED TO SHAPE UP AND LUKE LIKES HIM. AND IT’S THE ULTIMATE ISOLATION. WITH SOMEONE WHO SHOULD UNDERSTAND BETTER THAN ANYONE AND HE fUCKING DOESN’T.
Logically he knows it’s not Luke’s fault. But it doesn’t stop him from feeling it. And he would be absolutely rude to him because of it to keep him at a far distance. The only way it would change is if Luke decided to try and befriend him personally and with persistence. And Nick would make that very difficult all things considered. He wouldn’t want someone who made him feel alone mentally.
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