finally, the time has come.... for me to publicize the fic of my dreams.
when I was in 10 years old in fifth grade, infinity war had just came out and everyone was raving. I had no idea what the mcu was (i saw gotg1 in theaters and only have a vague memory of leaving the theater) and I wanted to be in on the trendy stuff like my cool friend Marissa. so I convinced my parents to let me rent the movies on youtube and I watched them in my room on my stomach, on the floor between my nightstand and closet. that is, actually, after I watched infinity war. I watched IW first and then the rest of the mcu (minus hulk, I have no idea why I didnt watch that one). I didnt go in release order or timeline order, I watched them in trios of their characters. iron man 1, 2, and 3, then captain america 1, 2, and 3, then thor 1, 2, and 3, and then avengers, and age of ultron. and like many children my age, I fell in love with loki. this love would fade in and out over time, only being replaced by my love for bucky. I would daydream about being with loki, unaware of fanfiction's existence.
Then, i became aware. the first fanfiction i posted was a crackfic of peter parker and his friends. the first reall attempt at fanfiction though, was based on a dream I had. then, the first fic i wrote from my independent thought, was this exact fic. published on wattpad in 2024, I wrote the longest fic chapter id ever written (2k) and I was very proud. but, it was abandoned. I came back to the idea time and time again but never did i come back to the paper to write.
Until recently. "Will You Lie With Me And Just Forget The World" by me, scytheanastasia on ao3, is up with not just the 2k prologue I wrote 2 years ago, but with SIX additional chapters, with several being planned.
The fic is about Freya, Loki's wife, and their life after they met as children. Taking inspiration from Where Mischief Lies, Freya is cast out of Asgard in the 1800s and makes a life for themself until meeting Steve and Bucky and later, Howard Stark. Freya falls in love with Howard and becomes a family with him. Their identity is kept secret to everyone except the Starks and Nick Fury. The fic kicks off after the first chapter after the battle of new york and takes place over the next several years. most of the main mcu is canon until civil war/ragnarok because this is an everyone lives fic. once I wrap up the civil war era, it'll be loki and freya's life in freeform.
Bonus information only my tumblr people get to know: there's background pepperony, stucky, and brainstorm. there will be pregnancy featured in this story with Freya and loki. they'll have two children though.
I'd be incredibly happy if you guys checked it out :)
