if tomorrow never come, this is my story

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[iftomorrownevercome]

02:21 dini hari.

Pikiranku melayang, detik jarum jam terdengar begitu riuh.

Banyak yang kusemogakan, berharap Tuhan sudi kiranya mengiyakan.

Banyak yang kutakutkan, berharap Tuhan meniupkan semilir ketenangan.

Banyak yang kuadukan, berharap Tuhan maklum dan mendamaikan.

Akhirnya, di tahun ke tiga puluh enam, rumah yang kucari kutemukan.

Ternyata tak perlu jauh sampai ke ujung bumi, ternyata bersama dia, rumahku ada.

Semoga, semoga, dan semoga... amiin.

05.02.2025

@iftomorrownevercome

#thisismystory

[julaibib]

Astaghfirullah for all the times I've been ungrateful. The things we take for granted, someone else is praying for. Even at our lowest point, we have a lot more to be thankful for, than to be hopeless about. Alhamdulillah for everything.

[mal-studyblr]

january 27th, 2025 || corporate law + salted honey iced latte i’ve been having on repeat lately 🍯

[her-written-thoughts]

It’s me and my “rabbi inni lima anzalta ilayya min khairen faqeer” all the way.

[iftomorrownevercome]

semoga ini hanya fase,

semoga rindu mendalam, berkecamuk, dan tak tahu diri ini akan segera berakhir.

"firasat ini, rasa rindukah atau tanda bahaya?"

karena rasa ini tak pantas,

karena rasa ini tak benar.

kamu, .. apa bahagia?

22.45 11.07.2024 bwi

[iftomorrownevercome]

I called your name di depan ka'bah.

Don't know why, I just did.

[iftomorrownevercome]

The only thing that's left is the manuscript. One last souvenir from my trip to your shores. Now and then I reread the manuscript. But the story isn't mine anymore

~ the manuscript. taylor swift

[iftomorrownevercome]

To all the guys who has loved me before, I'm sorry for everything.

[iftomorrownevercome]

Akhir tahun, jadwal rutin pulang dari perantauan.

Namun Rumah, terasa berbeda..

Kursi favoritmu kosong,

Celotehanmu hening,

Terkadang kuberharap mendengarmu memanggil, "Nduk..."

Ma, obrolanku dengan ayah sunyi, karena biasanya kamu penterjemah kami.

Ma, bunga-bungamu mulai kering, karena biasanya kamu yang setiap hari menyirami.

Ma, jalanku ke depan hambar, karena biasanya kamu yang selalu menyemangati.

Ternyata memang sesepi ini.

[iftomorrownevercome]

Kusambangi medsos sebelah yg mungkin sudah berdebu.

Terdiam, kupandang lamat-lamat yang masih tak kupercayai muncul di layar,

Namamu,

Masih terdiam. semua perasaan yg kukubur menyeruak menjadi satu.

Gemetar, masih, sedahsyat itu.

Masih terdiam. semua kenangan merangsuk cepat dalam benakku.

Gemetar, masih, sedahsyat itu.

untukmu yang hanya mampu kupandang sebatas punggung,

November, 2023

[iftomorrownevercome]

or maybe it's true, God is the only place you can call Home?

[qvotable]

“You get a strange feeling when you’re about to leave a place. Like you’ll not only miss the people you love but you’ll miss the person you are now at this time and this place because you’ll never be this way ever again.”

— Azar Nafisi // Reading Lolita in Tehran

[wedarkacademia]

[iftomorrownevercome]

I stayed, didn't I?

[direitostudyblog-deactivated202]

evening journal prompts of the day 🖋☁️

[iftomorrownevercome]

things i'm proud of today? telling my best friend about her attitude that i was not comfortable with

things i love about myself today? more listening

what did i learn today? communication is the key about everything, but only apply for the people who want to listen and do care for you.

how did i feel today? feeling blue, yet amazing at the same time

what was holding me back today? still thinking about you.

i forgive myself for? still dreaming about you.

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[tana-the-dreamchaser]

Autumn, we welcome you

[iftomorrownevercome]

Saya? yg notabene ngurus diri sendiri aja masih sering gak becus. Katanya mulai sekarang, saya harus bisa ngurus manusia2 di unit, ngurus masalah2 mereka, ngurus masalah antar mereka, ngurus masa depan mereka, ngurus semua informasi yg masuk dan keluar untuk dan dari mereka, ngurus semua printilan di "dapur" unit, jadi muka unit ke orang luar dst,,, yg tak berseri. Saya? saya lo ini.. yg nonton reels mengharukan aja masih suka mewek, yg masih suka pasang status galau gak jelas, yg masih suka nyanyi2 gak jelas di ruangan.