thoughts in freedom

no judgments. pure thoughts. from the heart and mind.

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Trapped

I know no one will read this, i know i am alone in this world, but i just want to vent out what i feel. Today i got hurt by the person i truly love.. We got in to a fight that now i feel i have no choice in life. I should always just be quiet.. 

Would anyone know how it feels to be trapped? to do things not because you want to, but because you have to? and if there is a chance that you will do what you want, it would fire back at you hard?

As i am here now sitting at work, im crying. I want to sew my mouth and i should new talk again. i wish i can give my life to those that has a happier life. Those people that i know that will live on... 

I wanna ask for help.. but it hurts me more... i rather not..

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Rest

When can you really that you are RESTING? The irony of sleeping while your mind is wide awake, the struggle of moving forward with the thoughts of the past dragging you hard, what is the direct criteria of it?

or can we say that the concept of it is in this paradox of inconsistency?

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When the rain starts to pour.. and you have no choice

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Everytime i wait, its like something in me is broken..

Him

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Back to killing ourselves just to survive..

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Stop bullying ✋🏻 repost if you agree

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Refresh

Life is always been a roller coaster ride. I always thought of it a world that most people will see as “destiny” of some sort. But are we really trapped in the idea that we will be like this forever ?

In games, we have the restart button. With music, we can always rewind. How about in life ? I want a restart in life, not intirely going back in time, but being able to converse with new people without the fear of the old ones. Do things that are more free not thinking of what “was”.

Is it just me ?

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Society. Millennials.

[nostalgicandecko]

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Remember the brightest

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everyone is different, no one can ever be alike

anonymous