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"Something filled up my heart with nothing. Someone told me not to cry. Now that I'm older, my heart's colder, and I can see that it's a lie." [Indie OC RP blog]

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I can’t get these memories out of my mind, and some kind of madness has started to e v o l v e

Indie OC RP Account

Mainly directed towards Merlin/GoT/other Medieval fandoms. 

Crossover and AU friendly! 

[cfmusings-blog]

                what if HOME is a person          who is not there anymore? 

[iimpulsivityy-blog]

@itexiicon​

    "I guess I will make a note of that Do you want        a customer service form?”

       “You think this is funny. Yeah. It’s so fucking hilarious.        Y’know right now, you’re just proving my whole point.        You and all the other doctors don’t care about anyone        but themselves. You can say all about how you wouldn’t        have chose this job if you didn’t care. Yeah well that’s bullshit! You think you’re so goddamn superior of everything. Why? Why do you think that? Because you run around in ‘nice’ clothes? Because you have the control everyone else here would kill and die for?”

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@iimpulsivityy called for a starter

“So cell phones off, no smoking. This is a highly top secret facility therefore none of it can be spilled. When you exit you will be asked to sign something that will contract you to secrecy. Failure to sign or failure to oblige will lead to consequences and you will probably spend the rest of your life here, with us. Because you’d ahve seen too much. Then being your height, weight and age I’m sure we could find something for you to be a part of Are you ready for the tour?”

[iimpulsivityy-blog]

The woman was spitting out so much information that after a few seconds, Nyx completely blanked out. It was like she was a dear in headlights. So petrified that she couldn’t jump out of the way. It took a few moments after the other finished talking for Nyx to realize she was expecting a response. Opening her mouth to speak, the young girl couldn’t get a single sound out. Like something was jammed in her throat to make it impossible to make a sound. So, instead, she just gave a quick nod.

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[iimpulsivityy-blog]

@the-immortal-warlock

Merlin studied the younger girl that sat across from him, at Gaius’ work bench. He’d just treated her arm for injury - a rather nasty, mysterious cut across the forearm - and Merlin was currently in the process of making up a salve for the wound, to help with the pain and to accelerate the healing process. His brows furrowed as he took in her statement, confused. “What’s so bad about being like you?” he couldn’t help but ask.

Lots of things, she wanted to say. And not only that, she wanted to go ahead and list the reasons... but something got in the way. Instead of answering his question, Nyx merely looked down slowly at her arm. It hurt, no doubt. But when she looked at it, it was almost like it was some signal passed to the arm that made the pain worse. Maybe it was just because she was focussing on it when she saw the cut. “It doesn’t really hurt anymore. Be sure to thank Gauis for me... and thank you, but um... I really should be on my way. I’ll stop in if it hurts more though, if you’d like?”

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@iimpulsivityy liked this post for a book quote starter!

“How are we to pay for these?”

“We’re broke, or hadn’t you noticed?

[iimpulsivityy-blog]

“Y’know... You don’t have to pay for them if you don’t get caught taking them. Right now, you’re looking awfully suspicious... so do yourself a favor and play it cool, yeah?”

[offerocia-deactivated20161016]

They had fostered kids before, but those were all short term arrangements – somewhere for the kid to stay temporarily. This, however, could be for the long haul; with the added possibility that if it worked out for everyone, they could look at adopting Nyx. It was a big step for Stef and Lena, it was something they’d talked about a lot but hadn’t followed through on until now. And how would Brandon deal with having a new sibling? 

Lena smiled, as she walked into the kitchen that morning; “Morning…” Her voice rising in pitch as she greeted the child. It had only been a couple of weeks, but so far everything seemed to be going well. “Any plans for today?” She asked, making her way over to prepare herself some coffee. It was a Saturday and she was thinking of maybe doing something as a family ( or at the very least, herself and the kids, if stef had to work ); if Nyx didn’t have other plans — maybe she had made some friends at Anchor Beach.

@iimpulsivityy

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Nyx had just finished eating a slice of toast when Lena greeted her. Looking up at the woman, she offered a small smile as she responded with a simple “G’morning.” She hadn’t been in many foster homes up until that point... and she supposed she was lucky for that. Nevertheless, what she learned from those ones was that you could never be too careful. 

“Oh.. um... No, I don’t have any plans.” People at Anchor Beach were okay. Nice, for the most part. Sure they got the bullies or whatever, but doesn’t every school? Having a positive outlook of the school as Nyx did didn’t make a difference. She couldn’t connect with any of them. Was that really true, though? Was is that she couldn’t? Or that she didn’t want to? 

[iimpulsivityy-blog]

imessage - tbd.

tyler: i know i promised but theres just one problem,

tyler: i was drunk.

tyler: drunk me makes promises that sober me can't keep.

Nyx: Yeah...

Nyx: So if you wouldn't mind, I'd love it for you to delete my number off of your phone.

[katiemcgrath]

- Sincerely yours, everybody. 

[dragvnflare-a]

                                DAENERYS STORMBORN

            I am Daenerys Stormborn of House Targaryen                    of the blood of Old Valyeria.  I am the dragon’s daughter          and I swear to you that those who would harm you                                        will die screaming.

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@thesiilverqueen​

A soft sigh escaped her lips at yet another lie that seemed to slip past his lips. She had found him out after much searching and now confronting him he was acting like he did not know. She slowly shook her head and made another step toward. “You lied to me! I TRUSTED you and took you in and fed you. Will you stop lying and tell me the truth. I want to hear it from YOU, and you alone.”

“Yes and I’m GRATEFUL for you’re kindness, but that doesn’t change the fact that I did nothing wrong. I did what I had to do.  Don’t tell me you never did something necessary even though others see it as betrayal. Mother of dragons, breaker of chains, rightful heir, and anything else you and everyone else calls you... All of the best titles in the world won’t make you perfect.” 

He paused, realizing he was raising his voice beyond the proper volume. Before saying anything else, he lowered his head and took a deep breath.  “Yes. I lied. But if I didn’t lie, I wouldn’t have survived. Now, that may mean nothing to you. I’d be surprised if it did. But those are honest words.”

[dragvnflare-a]

Daenerys felt a soft smile cross her features. “Yes I am a Targaryen.” She spoke calmly, violet eyes glistening beautifully. “Oh really? Perhaps you will see them at some point. Here just through here…” She watched as two guards pushed open a pair of doors to which she entered where there was a table full of food and wine.

[iimpulsivityy-blog]

He wasn’t quite sure whether the dragon comment was a friendly invitation or a blatant threat. Someone told him he could never be too careful, though. When he saw the table, with all of the food and drinks sitting on it, Nixon bit his lips to prevent his mouth from hanging open. He slowly looked over at Daenerys, after admiring the food for a good amount of time, as if he was pleading for her permission to eat. He was hungry. It was the most genuine thing he showed... and he didn’t even have to say a word.

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@iimpulsivityy

“Nyx!” He seemed genuinely excited to see her, like a host whose guest had finally arrived. “Sit down, please.” A hand lifted in a gesture towards the seat across from his desk as the correctional officer tidied up his paperwork, tucking it in- to a folder.

“—You’re not in any trouble, I promise. I just wanted to touch base with you.” It was no news to Luther that being alone with someone of such authority could be intimidating and it was doing everything he could to prevent that. His smile stayed polite, his posture relaxed. 

[iimpulsivityy-blog]

She had to admit, seeing an officer happy from her presence was a rare sight, and it made her quite skeptical of him. He was a good guy, she knew that. However, knowing he was a good guy, and trusting that he was a good guy were two completely separate things. Regardless, she sat in the chair. 

“I’m fine... thanks.”

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Send “What are you doing?” and I’ll generate a number for your muse to find my muse..

1. Exercising 2. Singing  3. Dancing 4. Stabbing someone 5. Stealing something 6. Kissing someone 7. Naked 8. In shower 9. Sleepwalking 10. Drawing 11. “Playing with themselves” 12. Picking up flowers 13. Cooking 14. With bloody hands and clothes 15. Playing with pet 16. Secretly crying 17. Writting goodbye letter 18. Talking to a bird 19. Climbing trees 20. Suffocating someone 21. Slapping them 22. In bed with someone else 23. Reading your muses diary 24. Preparing bath with rose petals 25. Practicing archery 26. Cosplaying 27. Lost in forest 28. Copying them 29. Trying to scare them 30. Talking in their sleep about them

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