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genre. fluff.
warnings. mention of sungchan proposing like twice lmao??
pairing. sungchan x fem!reader.
wc. 960.
request. requested by anon: sungchan finding out he's your first love?
a/n. skdjsk cute fluffy requests <33 esp for riize omg :( congrats anon, you made sungchan wreck me now đč
âI donât think I went out with girls that much before I met you. I got a lot of love confessions in school, though. Had my fair amount of crushes on girls, too.â Sungchan said as he scrolled through his phone. The conversation had been brought up naturally as you were doing your hair for your date tonight.Â
âDid you like any of them better than me?â You asked, sort of as a throwaway question. Though, you were slightly curious. You had your own insecurities about relationships. You had never had proper crushes beforeâ you never had time for it in high school. It wasnât until college that you met Sungchan and fell in love for the first time. He was your first everything. First crush, first kiss, first boyfriend, first love. You hoped you were comparing to his past girlfriends. He seemed happy with you, but you had never really asked him.
Sungchan scowled, looking up from his phone to look at you through the mirror on your vanity, âWhat kind of a question is that? I barely remember them.â
âHow do you forget your past girlfriends?â You frowned, confused at how that was possible. You definitely couldnât imagine ever forgetting Sungchan if you broke up with him in the future. You hoped that would never happen, though. You didnât need to have dating experience to know that Sungchan was one of the best men you would ever find.
Your boyfriend just shrugged, âI donât know. I think I always knew that it wasnât going to last. I could never see a future with them, no matter how hard I tried. It was inevitable that we were gonna break up eventually.â
You hummed in thought, âThen⊠Am I not like that?â
He giggled, âYouâre so cute. No, youâre not like that. I know I have a future with you. I want to marry you someday, you know.â He said it so easily, smirking at the way your cheeks grew instantly red. You really didnât know that because this was the first time that Sungchan had given you that little piece of information.
âWhat about you? How do I compare to your past boyfriends?â He asked to change the subject slightly, seeing how flustered he had made you.
You suddenly got nervous. Your boyfriend wasnât the type to judge you, but you just had so many experiences of being judged for being single in the past. âYouâre still single in your twenties?â or âYou didnât date at all in high school?â were the most common questions thrown your way. It always felt like something you should be ashamed of. Boys mustâve not thought you were pretty enough to ask out, or maybe it was something wrong with your priorities. You shouldnât have put your studies over dating for all those years.
You had finally found solace from that uncomfort when you proudly could say that Sungchan was your boyfriend. Your old friends who had once questioned why you didnât have a boyfriend seemed impressed with Sungchan, which gave you a much needed confidence boost.
âI⊠havenât reallyâŠâ You mumbled, your response crumbling before it could finish being told; your shoulders sinking in embarrassment.
âHm?â You glanced at your boyfriend through the mirror, finding his gaze soft and eager to hear what you were going to say.
âI havenât dated before this. Youâre my first ever boyfriend.âÂ
Sungchan looked shocked, and then his face bloomed with joy, âReally? Iâm your first boyfriend?!â He asked excitedly. You nodded, still a little embarrassed. âHow!? I mean Iâm happyâ unbelievably happyâ that Iâm your first, but how did no one want to date you before? Youâre the prettiest girl on the planet!â He insisted, and you only blushed more.
âI donât know⊠No one ever did.â You murmured.
âDid you have crushes?â He asked, the grin never leaving his face. His excitement was contagious, and you eventually smiled as well.
âNo, not really. Not until I met you.â You laughed.
âThatâs crazyâŠâ Sungchan giggled. He couldnât ignore the elated feeling in his chest, buzzing with a million butterflies in his stomach. He hadnât felt so happy since he had first kissed you.Â
Sungchan would never let it go after that. Whenever there was an opportunity to bring it up, he would be reminding you that he was your first love (as if you could ever forget). Heâd try to use it to get things he wanted as wellâ though, mostly hugs or kisses.
âYou shouldnât reject a hug from me because Iâm your first love!âÂ
âYour first love is sad and needs kisses.â
Particular times when he would use it at just the right moment, softly whispering into your ear that he was your first love and about how much he loved you, it would make your heart race. It was no longer something to be insecure about, thanks to Sungchan. Now, it was something you would always be glad of.
After all, there was something magical about only ever having one person that you had given your heart to. And Sungchan took extremely good care of it. He treasured your entire being with everything he had, and exactly a year after he first found out he was your first, he proposed to you. He had always said it was inevitable to happen. Even though you werenât his first, you still felt like it. He had never been in love with someone as intensely as he was with you, and he made sure you knew that. Even when he had put a ring on your finger and was absolutely certain that you were his for the rest of time, he still liked to make sure that you knew just how much he loved you.
genre. angst. breakup.
warnings. some language. fighting. crying. mention of drinking. angst. hwiyoung is kind of a jerk in this, reminder that this is just fiction-- it's not meant to accurately represent the real idols.
pairing. hwiyoung x reader.
wc. 1.1k.
request. no.
a/n. based off of drive5 if it wasn't already obvious... uhh sry in advance for this????? i promise i love hwiyoung idk why i wrote this lmfao
âYouâve changed, Youngkyun.â You mutter tensely. Youngkyun always has the aircon set 2 degrees too cold in his car, and a shiver runs up your spine. You always hated the cold, yet despite that, you had stupidly fallen for him. Heâs like a block of ice, yet no matter how much you tried to melt him with your warm heart, he stayed chilly.
Youngkyun grips the steering wheel a bit tighter, flipping on the left turning signal and turning onto the highway. His foot pushes on the gas slightly as he matches the speed of the other cars on the highway. He still doesnât respond to you.
You let out a shaky sigh and look out your window, âDid you ever love me? Why did you ask me out a year ago if you never intended on paying attention to me in the first place?â You wait for a second, wondering if that would get him to utter even a word in replyâ even just a hum that he had heard you.Â
But, no. Heâs always the same. Stuck up in his own world, self-obsessed and unfeeling. You wonder how his friends even put up with him? Itâs as if he had no thoughts or feelings. Even when you tried to discuss something that directly affected him, he didnât even care enough to listen.Â
âI donât even know why I agreed to date you. Youâre such an asshole.â You tell him through gritted teeth, a bit louder this time. âI hope whatever poor girl you âfall forâ next drops your ass before you have the chance to brutally misuse her like you did with me.â
Again, he stays silent, spiking your nerves just a bit above the limit. Your eyes sting with tears but you blink them back. You wonât cry because of him. He doesnât even deserve that much. You hear him take a breath, and you turn to look at him, wondering if heâll finally say something back to you.
âIf you had so many problems with me, then why did you decide to date me?â
You hate that response. You hate how calm he is when youâre about to reach your breaking point. You hate that he doesnât have the decency to at least apologise to you before he spews more of his nonsense. Itâs like a stab straight through your chest. If he had ever loved you, even for a second, he would at least apologise for upsetting you before interrogating you.
âOh, so itâs my fault, is it?â You let out a laugh, and itâs filled with disbelief at his actions. âItâs my fault? I was holding our relationship together for months while you went out drinking and paid no attention to me! I always held out hope that one day you would treat me the same as when we first met. But since January Iâve never seen even a speck of feeling in your eyes. Is it amusing to see me try so hard!? Do you find joy in my struggles to get this relationship to workâ only to inevitably fail cause it will never work out with just one of us trying?â You spew, letting all your built up frustration flow out, hitting him like bullets. You were sure he had already built a repelling force field around himself to block you out; one that would only make the bullets bounce back to hit you.
âYou wasted your time trying to get it to work.â He whispers.
âI wanna get off.â You breathe out, feeling like the doors of the car were slowly closing in on you. It was suffocating being in the same cramped space with Youngkyun, where everything just brought up old memories.
The necklace that you had gifted to him was still hanging from the rearview mirror. He had never worn it. You realize in an instant that him hanging it there wasnât a compliment to you. He never wanted it in the first place.
âWeâre on the fucking highway, Y/n.â He points out, as if you werenât capable of noticing that before.
âJust pull over and let me out here. Iâll get a fucking taxi.â You spit back angrily.
âShit, youâre so impatient. You can wait 5 minutes for me to reach this exit.â He says angrily, somehow pushing your anger up even more. You let the first tears slip down your cheeks. You hate being around him in this way. You feel like heâs slowly ripping you to shredsâ limb by limb, leaving you broken beyond repair.
You do your best to stay silent and not let your muffled crying reach Youngkyunâs ears. It would be too humiliating for you to bear. The 5 minutes it takes to reach the exit feels like 5 hours. Youngkyun pulls over to the side of the road, stepping on the break harshly. You jerk forward slightly, and wonder if heâs doing it on purpose. You open your car door in a rush, trying to get out as soon as possible, but you feel him grip your wrist. You turn back around and stare at him, eyes burning to take in his features one last time.
âIâm not the only one who changed.â He says slowly before letting go of your hand. The blaring honks of cars behind you is almost deafening, some of them trying to find a way to get past Youngkyunâs black car blocking the road without causing an accident. You get out of the car and slam the door shut without another word to him.
It takes a second to register your reality. You stand still on the sidewalk for a few minutes, breathing in the crisp cold night air and letting the tears fall freely. You donât know how far away from home you are, but you know that youâre not in any hurry to get back. You just soak in the moment. You were done with himâ finally, you were free from him. You wanted to laugh, but it just came out as harsher sobs.Â
If he hadnât changed, would it have worked out?
If you hadnât changed, would it have worked out?
You stare up at the sky, sniffing your last tears away. Itâs dark and a mesmerising blue; itâs beautiful. You wonder if Youngkyun was also looking at the night, contemplating how cruel it had been to both of you. Though, with a scoff you realize that he wouldnât care. This would all pass by for him like it was nothing, because it had already been too long to recall the last time he had cared for you.
genre. fluff.
warnings. kissing.
pairing. husband!chanhee x wife!reader.
wc. 1.1k.
request. no.
a/n. chanhee husband agenda idk what else to say...
Chanheeâs breath was taken away every time he walked into your art studio. Falling in love with you and your paintings had been one of the dreamiest experiences of his life. But now, being able to walk into your little art studio a couple blocks away from your house, visiting you as you worked as your husband? That reality was infinitely more dreamy to him.
He would truly never get tired of any of it. The smell of fresh paint and clean fabric as he walked through the door, the soft classical music that you liked to listen to while creating your paintingsâ it was all so beautiful to him. Your whole process was unique, and each painting turned out so beautifully different from the last.
You specialized in portraits; another of the many reasons that Chanhee had fallen for you. You had a passion for capturing a personâs emotion and soul in a painting. The way you painted them held such vulnerability, like you were telling a whole story through each stroke of paint to the canvas.
Of course, as you started dating Chanhee, and fell more in love with the man than you thought possible for a person, your paintings slowly found themselves a new muse. He held the title more proudly than anything else. He was a muse for an artist. He was your muse. And, oh, how you loved to paint him.
Chanhee could name about 30 or more paintings that you had done of him over the years. You could name at least 50 more. You only showed him ones when he begged you to. And he always wanted to see when he was aware you had painted him againâ which is why you stopped telling him.Â
You didnât mind showing him the ones you were proud of, but you never felt like your art was really good enough. Chanhee strongly disagreed, though. He always praised your paintings as if you were the next Leonardo Da Vinci (which, in his mind, you were). You had a secret stash of scrapped or unfinished paintings of your husband which only you were aware of. It was like a small treasure troveâ and you had full intention to fix and finish each one of the paintings over the course of time.
You were working on one of those unfinished paintings when Chanhee walked in. He always knocked softly on the wall to alert you of his presence since there was no door to your painting room. You easily got zoned into your paintings and were easily startled by loud noises or suddenly appearing husbands who wanted back hugs. (Not that Chanhee knew from experience, or anything.)
You hummed softly when you heard his knock, a small sign to Chanhee that you were aware of his presence and that he could come in. You were focused on applying a burnt orange colour to the background of the painting, and your husband watched you with a smitten smile on his face. When you finished applying the orange and put down your paintbrush, turning around to him, his smile widened.
âWhat are you painting today?â He asked curiously, seeing the beautiful mess of colours on the large canvas. It wasnât immediately noticeable to the naked eye that his face would soon be on that canvas as well. Your art style was always a mix of mediums and colours. You never liked to do just simple portraitsâ there always had to be something special about it.
âTake a guess?â You walked towards him, easing your arm around his waist and leaning into his side. He reciprocated the hug, resting his chin on the top of your head.
He hummed, âPerhaps a certain Choi Chanhee?â
You scoffed, âNo way. Iâve painted him too many times already. His face is getting boring.â You said, glancing up at your husband with a teasing glimmer in your smile. Chanhee rolled his eyes and squeezed your waist gently, showing his unamusement with your little joke. He took your face in his hands, leaning down a little, staring straight at you with his shiny eyes.
You were expecting a kiss, but instead Chanhee just looked at you seriously for a few seconds before cracking a small smile, âYou could never get bored of my face.â He whispered.
He was right. He knew he was right, and a surge of confidence ran through him as soon as he saw colour creep up to your cheeks at his whispered remark. You really shouldnât have allowed him to have free access to your studio at any time. Not only was it distracting to have the prettiest man on Earth looking at you so fondly as you worked, but you also froze up under his gaze, often resulting in works you were less proud of.
âMy paint is getting dry.â You mumbled, trying to pull his hands from your blushing cheeks. He was stubborn in keeping his face close to yours, though.
âIâm not leaving without kissing my wife.â He said simply.
You gave inâ really it was almost impossible to resist Chanhee for as long as you had. You leaned up and pressed your lips to his, sighing in content as he deepened the kiss, hands sliding to hold your jaw softly. Your hands were on his shoulders, grounding you so you couldnât get lost in the feeling of his lips.
The first time you pulled out of the kiss, Chanheeâs lips found yours again quicker than you could get a word in, causing both of you to giggle. The second time, you were sure you would be able to escapeâ but Chanheeâs hands had slid down to your waist, and held you securely so that you couldnât end the kiss before he was ready.
Once you finally pulled away for the third time, you were both slightly out of breath. Chanhee seemed satisfied and let go of you, though you didnât walk away from him immediately. You caught your breath first, still resting your hands on your husbandâs shoulders, laughing at each sharp exhale of his breath and how the kiss had left you with a swarm of butterflies in your stomach.
âIâve got to get back to painting, love. Pick me up for dinner, okay?â You grinned at him. He hummed and nodded, waving goodbye to you before he could further distract you.Â
As he left, you noticed the slight smudge of your lipstick to the side of his lips. You smiled to yourself, picking up your paintbrush again, deciding that a kiss mark was just what this painting needed.
genre. fluff.
warnings. a little profanity and a lot of kissing. hwiyoung flirting SKDJS HELP. ME. i don't think it's suggestive at all, but...?
pairing. hwiyoung x fem!reader.
wc. 948.
request. no.
a/n. ITS INSANE HOW DELUSIONAL I AM FOR THIS MAN LIKE IT DOESNT EVEN MAKE SENSE HOLY SHIT IM SO DOWN BAD IM SCREAMING EVERY DAY BCUZ HES SO SKDFJHSKD(@#*$(???????
You loved watching your boyfriend write songs. He liked to do things the nostalgic wayâ spending his time in an old car garage with a crappy sound system set up, an electric guitar and bass at his disposal. He wrote down lyrics in a little notebook. He said he got more inspiration for the song when he wasnât staring at a computer.Â
Youngkyun had already been writing for an hour before you arrived with coffee for him. Your heart raced whenever you stepped into the garage, sliding down the metal garage door after you stepped in. You had made a lot of memories with your boyfriend in this old garage. You had even spent some dates here, and participated in more than a few makeout sessions.
Youngkyun looked as stunning as always, but what you would never get tired of looking at was his long hair and bare face. There was no arguing that the mullet style suited him the most, and it drove you absolutely crazy to think about. Along with his rings, oversized t-shirt and 4 or so loose-chained bracelets on his left hand, he looked like a proper rockstar boyfriend. You slid the iced americano over to him, flashing him a smile which he mirrored.
âThank you, baby.â He muttered, focusing back on the lyrics he was jotting down, taking a short break to sip the coffee. You sat next to him, watching him work for a few minutes before taking out your phone. You heard a frustrated groan after a while and looked up.
âNeed a break from thisâ âfucking frustrating.â He mumbled, tossing the notebook onto the table. He looked over to you, grabbing your wrist to pull you over until you were sitting on his lap. You wrapped your legs around his waist, pushing some strands of his pretty hair behind his hair.
âYouâll get it eventually. You always do.â You reassured. Your hand lingered on his face, feeling his soft skin beneath your fingers. You traced his cheekbone and he sighed, closing his eyes under your touch.
âJust want a distraction for now.â He told you, leaning his head back to rest on the top of the couch. His Adamâs apple bobbed up and back down as he gulped.
âPretty.â You whispered to yourselfâ ever enamoured by your pretty boyfriend and his attractive features; one of the most attractive being his neck.
His lips lifted at your comment, and he opened his eyes again to look at you, âI was the one who wanted a distraction, not the other way around.â He reminded you, teasingly smirking at the way you quickly brought your eyes back up to his face from where they had previously been focused.
âWeâre both a distraction to each other. I have a shift in an hourâŠâ You trailed off.
âAnd?â
âAnd it takes 45 minutes to get there from here.â You completed.
Youngkyun laughed, âThen I have 15 more minutes to be distracted by you.â He pulled your face down to meet his, starting to kiss you slowly. He had always been a passionate kisser, sincerity and warmth shown to you every time his lips touched yours.
âGuess Iâm going to be late⊠Again.â You breathed in between kisses. Not spending too much time talking before finding Youngkyunâs lips againâ they were too addictive not to want to keep kissing. His lips always tasted like the orange lip balm he used.
âIs that a problem?â He questioned, pulling your waist closer to him. You shook your head immediately, both of you giggling at the situation. Your boyfriend sighed as you slipped your hands into his hair, the gentle movements of your fingers folding through his locks massaged the tension from his head, relaxing him further.
He kissed your lips again, always soft and gentle with you despite his evident frustration with his work. He had been shown enough many times in the past that letting out his pent up frustration through gentler actions worked the best. He just needed relaxation and attention, and you were more than happy to provide both.
He wished he could have your lips on him all day, especially when you shifted yourself to be able to kiss his neck. Your plush lips pressed short kisses to the side expanse of his neck, slowly travelling towards his Adamâs apple. Once you pressed another gentle kiss to it, you pulled your head back up, untangling yourself from your boyfriend and finally standing up. You glanced at the time on your phone and let out a laugh, slightly short of breath from all the kissing.
â10 minutes late already. Not too bad.â You grinned at Youngkyun and he scoffed. He held your hand back, stalling a little longer until you had to leave.
He gave it a gentle, loving squeeze, âThanks for the distraction. Can I take you out for dinner after work?â He offered, staring at you with such an adoring gaze. He was so in love with you it felt like he was going crazy.
âIâll make sure I look pretty for you, then.â You responded with a smile, âGotta match up to you somehow.â
He frowned, âYou already look absolutely gorgeous, angel. Donât look too pretty. Iâll get a heart attack.â
âIâll keep that in mind.â You assured him, grabbing your bag and heading towards the garage door, âLove you!â
He smiled as he watched you leave, calling out that he loved you too before you shut the door behind you. He picked up his notebook again, fiddling with the pen before starting to scribble words down. Thanks to your little distraction, he had found the perfect lyrics to finish the song.
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genre. fluff.
warnings. none.
pairing. seunghan x fem!reader.
wc. 971.
a/n. seunghan baby photos are THE MOST ADORABLE THING EVER SKDJKSK I LOVE HIM
âLook at your little hoodie! You were so small!!â You gasped, an infectious smile plastered on your face as you flipped through pages of an old photo book from the mid 2000s. Seunghanâs childhood was documented in candid photos, starting from when he was a newborn to around his 8th birthday.
You were having the time of your life adoring how precious your boyfriend was as a baby. Seunghan, however, not so much. He had been hiding his face in his hands for the last 5 minutes, begging you to stop just seconds after his mother had handed you the book. He dug his head into your shoulder, getting clingier out of embarrassment. You paid no attention to him, only having eyes for the much smaller and just-as-adorable baby version of him in the photos.
âY/n, canât you do this later?â He whined, clinging to your shirt as if he could possibly change how you spent the next hour.
âNopeâ Oh my God! Youâre so cute!â You squealed this time, eager to hold the page open for Seunghan to also see the photo. The date tells you he was around 2 at the time, playing with toy dinosaurs in an adorable fuzzy onesie pyjama set. The sight was almost too precious for you to handle. Seunghan took a glance at it before hiding his face even more into your shoulder.Â
âStop looking at them.â He pleaded in a weak mumble, his voice almost completely muffled by your shirt. You giggled, reaching your hand up to stroke his hair, gently leading his head to lay in your lap.
âJust 5 more minutes. Theyâre too cute not to!â You bargained with him, flipping to the next page with a grin. He sighed and closed his eyes, resting the back of his hand over his forehead, trying to relax while simultaneously staying tense each time he hears you react to another photo.
âSome things never change, huh?â You commented, attentively looking at the next photoâ 4 year old Seunghan holding a packet of jellies in his hand, smiling happily at the camera. âYouâre so precious.â You gushed, your hands combing through his hair, messing it up slightly and causing him to groan and swat your hand away.
âItâs been 5 minutes.â Seunghan said as soon as the second passed, quickly snatching the photobook out of your hand. You frowned. You would have rather spent another 20 minutes looking through them, as you knew his mother had several other photobooks of the same sort. But, your boyfriend was stubborn. You let up for now, mentally reminding yourself to look through the rest of the photos later after dinner.
Seunghan placed the book back on the shelf with the others, glaring at you once you made eye contact with him. You cracked a smile at him and opened your arms.
âYou havenât changed at all, you know?â You reminded him as he settled back on the couch.
âI have! Iâm much better now.â He pouted. He let you wrap your arms around him, but he didnât hug you back, still putting up an annoyed front. He wasnât really that mad at you, just incredibly embarrassed. There were all kinds of photos saved in those booksâ and even though he knew you were the one, it didnât cut back on the humiliation.Â
âI was going to see them sooner or later.â You persuaded him, kissing his cheek softly to try to cheer him up. It doesnât quite work as well as you would hope, though it does get you a reciprocated hug back.
He was pouty for the rest of the evening, sending you glances all through dinner and post-dinner board games as his mother and older brother teased him to no end. You heard endless stories about his childhood, both funny and heartwarming. It wasnât until you were getting ready for bed that Seunghan seemed more cheerful.
âWhen we visit your parents⊠Iâll get to look at your baby photos as well, right?â He asked while you were brushing your hair for bed. You looked up to the doorway of the guest room youâd be sleeping in, seeing Seunghan leaning against the doorframe.Â
You laughed, âWhy? You barely let me look at yours.â
He scoffed and walked closer to you, âI let you look at it for a long time!âÂ
â10 minutes is not a long time.â You corrected, âBut, alright. I guess you can see my baby photos too. Why do you want to, though?â
âFor the same reason you do, I guess. Youâre just cute.â He said simply, smiling at you.
You were the one scoffing this time, turning your attention back to your hair, studiously ignoring your boyfriend as he gets even closer to you. He planted a kiss on your forehead silently before walking out of your room, mumbling a casual âgoodnightâ and âsleep wellâ. You shook your head with a smile, fondness for him bubbling up in your stomach
At times, Seunghan was the most attractive boy you had ever seen. He had smooth pickup lines for days, and was sweet enough to melt anyoneâs heart. But it was times like these that you liked a little moreâ when he showed his more vulnerable side. He got embarrassed and petty like any other person would, and you liked the reminder that you had that effect on him.
You were happy that Seunghan hadnât noticed the stack of photo books sitting on the bed. Once you were sufficiently ready for sleep, you dipped under the covers and grabbed the first one you were looking at, flipping back to the pages you left off on. And a thought came into your brain as you scanned over the last photosâ it wasnât even a fair competition; Seunghan was objectively the cutest baby ever.
Wonwoo x gn! reader | fluff, est. relationship | approx. 250 words | no warnings
Today was one of those days. You just didnât feel like going anywhere or doing anything. Amidst the business of everyday life, sometimes, you need a peaceful day spent at home doing what you like with the people you love.Â
You were currently curled up in bed under the covers reading a book that your boyfriend, Wonwoo had recommended. It wasnât a genre that you would normally read, but Wonwoo had thoroughly enjoyed the book so you decided to give it a try.Â
Speaking of Wonwoo, he was sitting at his gaming table in the bedroom intensely playing a new game that he just bought. He looked like he was really enjoying himself. He also looked extremely adorable focusing on the new game. His eyes were bright as he moved the buttons on the game console around quickly. You sighed, content that you were able to spend this time with Wonwoo.Â
Similarly, occasionally, in between levels or quests, Wonwoo would look over at you to see how you were doing. Being so introverted, Wonwoo found that sometimes, he would have trouble expressing himself. However, that was never the case with you. He knew exactly how he felt towards you. Today was no exception. He thought you looked beautiful curled up in bed (and in your kitten pajamas). He loved the way you would stick out your tongue in concentration when you got to a particularly intense part of the book. He loved the way you would scrunch your nose if you read something you didnât really enjoy. He just loved you.
There were no words spoken between the two of you, nor was there a need for any words to be spoken. It was simply a restful, peaceful afternoon spent taking in each otherâs presence and enjoying each otherâs company.Â
genre. lil angsty. fluff. headcanon.
warnings. fighting >:( kissing.
pairing. woonhak x fem!reader.
wc. 1.1k.
request. requested by anon: what if y/n and woonhak have an argument and y/n says "you are not my favourite teddy bear anymore" and cuddles her plushie teddy bear instead of him đ how do you think he would react
a/n. gif by @/mattwooks <3 idk how good this is i haven't written for baby woon in a while skdjs but tysm for requesting!!
you never meant it to escalate into a proper fight
really, you had never fought with your boyfriend beforeâ not even once
Woonhak was tired and you were on your period, cramping badly and grumpy
all these factors made it so that it didnât take much to push your buttons when he came home and unfortunately, he did it in the first few minutes
you just wanted to cuddle him as soon as he came through the door
you definitely didnât want to start fighting over something as stupid as his work schedule
yet you found yourself rambling angrily about how he was always busy and that he didnât care about anything but his work
he was busy, and you understood that
being an idol was demanding, and you couldnât possibly expect to get much of his time
especially with preparations for the year end shows, boynextdoor had been busier than ever
but you had really, really missed him
and when he didnât immediately give you his attention when he came back home, it was like the last straw
you had woken up with a sore neck, gotten your period, had to deal with bad cramps all day, had a stressful school presentation, bombed a test, got yelled at by your teacher, cried on the way home, failed at making the food you wanted, ended up microwaving a tasteless frozen meal instead, and waited for your boyfriend to show up for 2 hours
of course, Woonhak didnât know any of it
he had been at dance practice all day and his body and mind was tired at this point
when you suddenly brought up how he was never there for you, he was shocked
the fight only escalated, with you bringing up petty insignificant things that Woonhak did that annoyed you but you always brushed off because you loved him
Woonhak responded how anyone would while upset and tired, and decided to be petty back
it was unnecessarily stressful for both of you, and you hated every second of it
your boyfriend could take most of your hurtful words
he knew you didnât mean half of the things you said, and he clenched his jaw to keep from spitting words back that he also didnât mean
but there was something you said that made his eyes widen
âyouâre not my favourite teddy bear anymoreâ
you shouted it in the heat of the moment, tears streaming down your face, and ran upstairs to your room
Woonhak stood in the middle of the kitchen, stunned for minutes
this was something he was scared you actually meant
Woonhak had always been your teddy bearâ your favourite cute little soft warm teddy bear
from when he started dating you, he had quickly replaced your childhood teddy as your favourite thing to cuddle with
you even called him my teddy bearâ and whenever you did, he melted completely, broken down into a puddle of a lovesick mess
he didnât like you saying that he wasnât your favourite anymoreÂ
he hated it
his chest tightened up and he could feel the tears that he had worked so hard to hold back begin to build up
he had never really fought with you like this before
there were always little fights, given your and his immaturity
you were still only 17 after all, you couldnât expect both of you to be the most mature when handling arguments
but it was usually something that he never had to worry about before because arguments never happened
he paced around in the kitchen for a few seconds, sniffling back his tears, running a stressed hand through his hair
he didnât know what to do
he didnât know what you wanted either
would you be mad if he tried to reconcile with you? did you want him to come to you or to give you space? why were you so mad at him in the first place?
he frowned, thinking back on the argument like a lost childâ he hated feeling unwanted, and right now he felt like you neither needed him nor wanted anything to do with him
it took a while for him to work up the courage to go upstairs to where you were
he found you on your bed, hugging a stuffed teddy tightly to your chest while listening to some music
there were balled up tissues scattered near the trashcan from when you had thrown them and missed the bin, and Woonhak frowned at the sight
you didnât notice him standing at the doorway until he awkwardly cleared his throat and you looked up
you already had some time to cool off from the heat of the argument, and when you saw your poor boyfriend standing in the doorway, pouting sadly and looking so so small, you broke
your lip trembled and you silently opened up your arms for him, feeling absolutely horrible about everythingâ you shouldnât have taken your frustration about the day out on him
he hugged you so so tightly, burying his face in the crook of your neck, some tears slipping down to soak into your t-shirt
he just wouldnât let you go which made you frown even more
how could you have shouted at this precious boy?
you stroked his hair and back and whispered apologies into his ear
âI didnât mean what I saidâÂ
âI just had a rough day, Iâm sorryâ
âI love you so much, Iâm sorry babyâ
this seemed to only make him cry harder and hug you even closer, squeezing you so tightly but it was exactly what you needed
âam I still your favourite teddy bear? please say yes? please?â
he asked you, truly scared that you had really meant that part
âof course youâre my favourite teddy bear. youâre always my favourite. nothing could replace you, baby bear.â
you kissed his face and wiped his tears and kissed him some more
seeing him sad and seeing him cry and knowing that it was because of you was infinitely worse than the bad day you had had
Woonhak always came first for youâ he was impossible to replace
and you made sure he knew that, repeating the âI love youâsâ and praises to him without stopping
he returned your kisses and apologies with his own, and eventually got comfortable laying on top of you; his head nestled underneath your chin, arms wrapped around your waist
as much as he was your personal teddy bear, you were also his
he looked so small and cute all curled up on top of you, his warm breath hitting your chest as he relaxed and closed his eyes
and you napped with him like that, both exhausted
but not before swearing that you would never fight unnecessarily like that again
Synopsis: Just a drabble of how Jeonghan's sentimental nature makes us all swoon.
Jeonghan x gn! reader | fluff | 570 words | no warnings
Jeonghan is obsessed with the little things. Iâm not just talking about his fascination and habit of playing with little objects. Iâm talking about Jeonghanâs love for the little moments and objects that he holds dear to his heart. I mean, weâve seen how he treasures even a small piece of lego given to him by a fan. His little âaigooâ was so endearing (and adorable). Thatâs why I think Jeonghan has a gentle and tender soul, one that allows him to have an extremely sentimental nature.
Moments and objects, no matter how seemingly irrelevant or unimportant to others, will be treasured by Jeonghan. In your relationship with Jeonghan, itâs a trait of his that you will come to realise and absolutely adore. Itâs a trait that makes you fall in love with him more and more everyday.
When you first meet Jeonghan and get to know him, whether as a friend or as a partner, you will notice the way he talks about moments that happened in his life. Obviously, you get sucked into his stories because Jeonghan is such a great storyteller. He tells you what happens, giving you just enough detail to help you understand without over complicating the story. Heâs told you all sorts of stories, be it exciting ones about his trainee days, his days as an idol, or even the most mundane stories about eating bibimbap or going to the grocery store. Regardless of what the story is, they all sound like exciting adventures.
As time goes on, you realise that heâs such a great storyteller because of all the emotions he puts into it. He associates all these moments with a whole complex mix of emotions, be it sadness, pain, worry, hope, happiness, fondness, love. Fondness and love. The two emotions that are the most distinct when Jeonghan is talking/ reminiscing about his memories of moments spent with you. It becomes increasingly clear that he values each and every moment that he is able to spend with you.
Jeonghanâs way of remembering and treasuring these moments are not just confined to him recounting them. He keeps the objects associated with them as well. I guess, you could say that at this point in your relationship, you literally have a gallery full of objects that literally chart the whole history of your relationship. Each object holds the stories and memories that he made with you.
The objects seem random, and you sometimes question why he keeps some of them (theyâre old and really you think they might be decomposing), but Jeonghan simply asserts that they are his precious treasures. Small objects include the faded receipts from your first date, a small bottle of sand from your first time at the beach together, a half used bottle of soap from the hotel that you stayed at during your first trip. Other larger objects include a bunny toy you won for him at the fair, your first set of couple rings. Jeonghan even keeps the random little sticky notes youâve written for him over the years.
All the memories that come with these objects, all the moments youâve spent together, nothing is too small or insignificant for Jeonghan to remember and treasure. They are all important to him, just like you. Jeonghan might be a millionaire, but itâs his sentimental nature and ability to value all the little things that makes him rich. And if the velvet box hidden (poorly) at the back of his drawer is any indication, he definitely thinks so too.
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genre. fluff.
warnings. kissing.
pairing. woojin x fem!reader.
wc. 1k.
a/n. the woojin brainrot is extreme sdkksjds im going crazy
Woojin had a habit of singing as he walked through the front door. You thought it was probably because of his excitement to be home for the day and back next to you, and that makes you feel all warm inside. Today was no different, and his absent-minded singing woke you up from your slumber, bringing a small smile to your face. You knew he would soon come find where you were sleeping and pepper your face with kisses, as was his routine when he came back after a long day.
Woojinâs absence today had felt heavier than usual. Your decision to listen to his many posted covers on YouTube only made you yearn for his presence and to hear his voice singing into your ear. The day had been exhausting, and you opted to go to bed early instead of waiting up for Woojin. Now you lay under the covers, having no energy to get up or even open your eyes for that matter, so you stayed where you were, just barely awake enough to hear Woojinâs humming as he walked around the house.
âY/n, Iâm home!â He sang, replacing the original lyrics to Baekhyunâs âAmusement Parkâ as he hung up his coat and took off his shoes. He continued humming until he reached your bedroom.
âOh- Asleep? Iâll be quiet, then.â He hushed himself with a smile, continuing to hum in a much softer tone to finish the song. You heard him open the dresser drawer and then disappear into the bathroom. When he came back out, he was in much comfier outfit: sweatpants and a hoodie. He joined you on the bed, still careful enough not to disturb you on the basis that you were still sleeping.
You quickly realized that he wasnât making moves to hug you or give you the kisses you craved to let you âsleepâ more, so you rolled over and placed your head on his chest. An uncontrollable smile grew on your face as he wrapped his arms around you. It was a natural reaction that he had. When you were close, he needed to have his arms around you, holding you close to his chest, breathing in the scent of your perfume.
Then commenced the usual routine of kisses. Woojin eagerly pressed soft kisses to your face and lips, and each time you pulled apart from his lips, he would find them again and reconnect in another sweet kiss. Once he seemed satisfied, you settled your head back onto his chest with a laugh.
âDid I wake you up?â He asked, running his fingers back and forth over your back.
âYeah. I heard you humming when you walked in the door.â You replied, flashing him a smile so he knew that you didnât mind. You pulled on his hoodie string to pull the hood open more, giving you access to press a gentle kiss to his neck, right beside his Adam's apple.
âAre you taking good care of your throat, baby?âÂ
He hummed, âI got a kettle for the practice room. Started making the tea you got for me every day.â He told you happily.
âGood.â You kissed his cheek, making him smile. Now that you were in the ideal position (lying on top of Woojin), you were hit with another wave of tiredness, and a yawn escaped past your lips.
âWant me to sing you back to sleep? Itâs late.â He pouted, feeling tired himself after the long day.Â
You nodded, happy to agree to Woojinâs offer. He often sang to help lull you to sleepâ maybe a bit too often, because it was now hard to sleep without it. You had found out the hard way; about a month ago when he had hurt his throat and couldnât sing, resulting in insomnia for both of you. Since then, you made sure that he was taking proper care of his vocal cords by checking up on him and making him tea when he needed it.
Woojinâs voice was gentle and calming. Almost immediately after he started singing, your eyes felt heavy with drowsiness. You snuggled closer to his chest, pulling the blanket over you both and focusing on your boyfriendâs voice to forget about the long day.
Woojin smiled when he heard your breathing deepen and felt the finger that had been tracing shapes on his hoodie slowly come to a stop. He sang two more songs, even after you had fallen into slumber, enjoying the relaxing moment and every quiet exhale from your mouth.Â
He treasured these soft moments with youâ the times where he could truly relax from the demands of the day and focus on more pleasant things, like how cute you looked while sleeping. He pressed several kisses to the top of your head before closing his own eyes, welcoming much needed rest.
He was woken up by you kissing his face. A kiss to his cheekbone and then to his temple and forehead. By the time he was awake and giggling at the ticklish feeling, you had made it back around his face to his lips. You paused, hovering above his lips to smile instead. He smiled back and whispered a good morning to you, his voice deep and slightly hoarse from sleep.
You thought he looked the prettiest like this. His hair was messy and his face was bare. His eyes were still tired, but you felt as if they held all the stars in the world. You closed your eyes and pressed your lips to his before you got too distracted with staring at him. The kiss was slow, no urgency in it; it was gentle, the feeling of his soft lips against yours would always be one of the most soothing things you experienced.Â
You hoped this didnât stop anytime soon. Just like you had today, you wanted everyday in the future to start and end with Woojin. Starting with the drowsy love-sick kisses and ending with his sweet voice lulling you to sleep; there was nothing more perfect than that in your mind. You couldnât ask for moreâ nor did you want more. Woojin already brought with him a perfectness that you could only hope you completed somehow. But with the way he kissed you so tenderly, you knew he felt the same way.
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