Inadequate.

ACTIVE EVERYDAY / not pro ed / 5'5 / SW: 130 / CW: 111 / UGW: 100

[idesirestuff]

you ate your way up to this weight starve your way out

[siriuslypads]

i know we’re all mentally ill here and everyone is going to scroll past this but i feel like i have an obligation to make a post like this every few weeks.

i am not romanticizing what i go through at all. i am miserable. this disorder is miserable. please, if there is any hope you can recover, try it. i will be your biggest cheerleader. not because i want to see you gain weight, but because I want to see you live, truly live.

you will probably never make it to your ugw. if you do you will not be happy there, or you will die of complications when you’re finally happy.

[violetsgetfree]

”what are you thinking about ?“

just how i hate myself and i deserve to st4rve until i die bc im disgusting.

[ilovemetalcats]

Fight the urge and you won't have to fight the guilt.

[greenhairedfreakglobal]

The weight I aspire to be

[rayssecretblog]

“you look sick” why thank you

[rockyroadsblog]

I don’t need a normal appearance.

I don’t need a standard weight.

I don’t need an ideal physique.

I need to look sick and dead.

I need to be underweight.

I need to be skin and bones.

[4mtns]

My red flag is that I always want my hand in your hand.

[anaqueenpaige]

Back on my bullshit

[samywings]

i hate food. i hate being fat. food is just a temporary pleasure. it’s like being in a toxic relationship. i wish i could be skinny. skinny like the other girls. thighs the same size as their legs. perfect waist. clothes that fit. a world that loves and respects you.

[nos-xl]

always haunted by the idea that im wasting my life

[samywings]

each time i eat or think about food i feel like such a fake

[ahola-witch]

Don’t eat, it’s easier than counting calories.

Don’t eat, then you can’t gain weight.

Don’t eat, you’ll save money.

Don’t eat, you’re not hungry anyway.

Just don’t eat.

[onceuponatimeiwasaskinny]

Yep, I'm the girl who st@rves but still ends up fat cause I'm a weak b*tch

[the-purge-parade-3]

yeah the ed is gonna work this time. no i don't have any proof but just trust me bro.

[l0wcaltrashkitty]

you fatties better lock in this march

and by fatties heheh let’s just say me

[gabapentinblues]

i cried so much, worked thru so much anger, put in so much effort all for someone who never cared like i did