ère de l’auto-indulgence. 🪐

sideblog <3 . blog name is “indulgence in [the] Blue” in English displayname is “self-indulgence era.” in English

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sideblog things, for the self. <3

// des billets sur le côté, pour l’âme. <3

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trying to label myself with the least amount of words always backfires

like,,,,

my current gender? demiboy+ APDthing.

my gender when i try to explain it typically? transneomasc adfeminine demiboy+ bluething (or something, i know i’m forgetting a bunch)

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how about intrix transneomasc adfeminine demiboy+ bluething

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this aged like milk 💀

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trying to label myself with the least amount of words always backfires

like,,,,

my current gender? demiboy+ APDthing.

my gender when i try to explain it typically? transneomasc adfeminine demiboy+ bluething (or something, i know i’m forgetting a bunch)

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how about intrix transneomasc adfeminine demiboy+ bluething

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trying to label myself with the least amount of words always backfires

like,,,,

my current gender? demiboy+ APDthing.

my gender when i try to explain it typically? transneomasc adfeminine demiboy+ bluething (or something, i know i’m forgetting a bunch)

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my face when i gave my number to someone for the first time 🫠

// mon visage quand j'ai donné mon numéro à quelqu'un pour la première fois 🫠

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currently fucked up on the idea of space. like,,,,

how can nothing exist ????? where did the mass of energy that resulted in the big bang originate from? how can nothing be everything ?????????

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i need to learn more German — more Duolingo and resources through tumblr perhaps. but like,,,, wordbuilding is 🤮

🇩🇪 // ich muss mehr Deutsch lernen - vielleicht mehr Duolingo und Ressourcen durch Tumblr. aber wie,,,, Wortbildung ist 🤮

🇫🇷 // j'ai besoin d'en apprendre plus d'allemand - plus de Duolingo et de ressources grâce à tumblr peut-être. mais comme,,,, la construction de mots est 🤮

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French words that make me stimmy

il y a (eel-eee-aah)

ici (eee-see)

très (trey)

crème (cr-eh-m)

du (doo)

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yeah, i’m a freak ;

freak as in queer. freak as in lesbian. freak as in biromantic. freak as in bi lesbian. freak as in lesboy. freak as in demisexual. freak as in demiromantic. freak as in nebularomantic. freak as in demialterous. freak as in demiplatonic. freak as in fictoromantic. freak as in fictosexual. freak as in neopronouns. freak as in transgender. freak as in nonbinary. freak as in demiboy. freak as in demigirl. freak as in demiagender. freak as in genderfluid. freak as in xenogender. freak as in catgender. freak as in pupgender. freak as in bunfoxgender. freak as in duckgender. freak as in colorgender. freak as in bluegender. freak as in rainbowgender. freak as in disabled. freak as in crippled. freak as in anxious. freak as in depressed. freak as in autistic. freak as in ADHD. freak as in Auditory Processing Disorder. freak as in hard-of-hearing. freak as in visually impaired. freak as in Dependent Personality Disorder. freak as in Avoidant Personality Disorder. freak as in alterhuman. freak as in copinglink. freak as in synesthete. freak as in plural. freak as in traumatized. but most importantly:

freak as in fuck you.

🤍💖❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤♿️♾️

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just told mom i’m genderfluid & demi !!!

and she knew before about my biromanticism so i feel like i’m getting closer this feels fantastic

finally she didn’t shut me down about being nonbinary and listened to me this time 💛🤍💜🖤

// je viens de dire à maman que j’ai fluidité de genre et identifie avec demiromantique/demisexuel

et elle connaissait auparavant mon biromantisme, donc j’ai l’impression de m’approcher, c’est fantastique

enfin, elle ne m’a pas arrêté sur le fait d’être non binaire et m’a écouté cette fois-ci. 💛🤍💜🖤

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never mind 🙄🫤😭

“i can understand if you’re gay, asexual, or fuck, even bi. but you were born a woman and to call you my son would be a lie” like thanks a fucking bunch for sending me into a panic attack and driving me to the ER /sarcastic

// peu importe 🙄🫤😭

"je peux comprendre si vous êtes gay, asexué ou même bi. mais vous êtes né une femme et vous appeler mon fils serait un mensonge" comme,, merci beaucoup de m'avoir envoyé dans une crise de panique et de m'avoir conduit aux urgences /sarcastique

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just told mom i’m genderfluid & demi !!!

and she knew before about my biromanticism so i feel like i’m getting closer this feels fantastic

finally she didn’t shut me down about being nonbinary and listened to me this time 💛🤍💜🖤

// je viens de dire à maman que j’ai fluidité de genre et identifie avec demiromantique/demisexuel

et elle connaissait auparavant mon biromantisme, donc j’ai l’impression de m’approcher, c’est fantastique

enfin, elle ne m’a pas arrêté sur le fait d’être non binaire et m’a écouté cette fois-ci. 💛🤍💜🖤

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l’envie masculine de parler français pour le reste de la journée sans traduction

vraiment,,,,, :(