I Don't Know What I'm Doing And You Can't Stop Me

This blog is run by an idiot with a keyboard and internet access. I reblog a lot of things. My main fandom is The Owl House, but I also post about other stuff (sometimes personal stuff). I'm here to have a good time and be feral. Icon is by @/k-chips! Hope you all have a great day!

[insaneillusionist]

(DMs are open to you guys if you ever want to talk, please do, it’ll probably help my mental stability, you guys are really cool anyway and I’m just super shy and not really able to start conversations well right now but I wanna hear about you guys and your passions and just whatever!)

(Also here’s my AO3!)

The deal with the mutual bracket is that I just want to spread some positivity and blather on about my mutuals!

Remember, there are no winners, only losers, because you all follow me and that means I get to affectionately bully you.

Feel free to reblog these with propaganda, I want to tell these people how cool they are! Both those in the bracket and those not in the bracket can do so. This isn't cheating and there's no prize anyway so enjoy!

(My only rule is that propaganda has to be positive. You don't have to cheer for both sides, but do not disparage the other person. Friendly rivalry is fine, but this is about positivity, and barely anyone will see this, so be kind!)

[insaneillusionist]

I'm going to be taking a break from Tumblr for a bit. I'm trying to improve myself and my mental well-being, and right now that means I have to be away from here. I'll be back once I'm doing better. Love you all and wish you well!

[my-midlife-crisis]

[velvetys]

Wait I have another one sorry

[eclogues]

me when im giving birth to my twins

[thedreadvampy]

me when I'm giving birth to my triplets

[soberscientistlife]

[insaneillusionist]

I’m not sure if I’ve ever linked the one PJSK fic I’ve ever written on here, which is funny because I have PJSK followers now.

[zoesupreme]

this is unedited. this is the original audio.

[mid246]

[moringmark]

[molabuddy]

that one vocab test question haunts me so i drew it

[ladyshinga]

[disgustinggf]

[into-the-groove]

favorite photo of all time not even joking

[lockdown-nostalgia]

FUN FACT! I've seen this post on various blogs for quite some years and I can finally tell you guys: I know this cat! It is THIS VERY ONE:

The bar is called Prik obviously, it's in Amsterdam, and last time I checked, the cat is called "Prikkedik" (I've left Facebook a long time ago so maybe they've replaced her since, idk).

It's also a very nice gay bar with Very Nice People by the way. Highly recommended if you want a gay cocktail in Amsterdam Centrum (10-15 mins walk from Cantral Station). The cat may be hard to find when it's busy on evenings.

And on the second picture you can even see where the first pic was taken:

Thank you for attending my TED talk.

Please clap.

[so-much-for-subtlety]

[so-much-for-subtlety]

they have him on their website 🧡

[animentality]

[my-midlife-crisis]

[thetrippytrip]

We asked you not to catcall.

[sanacibo]

they should invent a hobby that doesn't require potentially destroying your wrists

[discoursedrome]

If you broaden your horizons just a little, there's a whole world of hobbies out there that destroy your knees instead

[hollow-toy]

i guess my main problem with those "do you actually like xyz or do you just want abc" posts is not that they're boring attempts at psychoanalysis, though they are. my main problem is the "or". they're not asking if you like xyz because of abc. they're presenting it as if having a reason to desire something somehow negates the desire itself. as if you actually want abc and your desire for xyz is just a misguided attempt to get it. "you don't actually want to engage in hard kink, you just want someone to love you. you're completely normal and once your desire to be loved is fulfilled you'll stop wanting this hard kink thing. i have to imagine it this way because if i accept that sometimes people just want this taboo thing for no discernible reason or a different reason than the milquetoast one i projected onto them, i'll have to reevaluate how i think about desire and sexuality" maybe i'm being dramatic but that is the underlying tone of a lot of them to me