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this world is a wasteland where nothing can grow. I used to have strength, but I ran out of hope. I know it's my fault that I'm here all alone. this world is a wasteland... please let me go 🕯️𓏲ּ𝄢

[interyuurei]

You want a symbol?

You can call me Metzli, or if you know me by another name, that.

•27 years old • it/its • two spirit intersex transfem•

•ᏣᎳᎩ & Otomí (Hñähñu) • finromantic apothisexual•

•questioning apothisexual lesbian • fem(me)4fem(me)•

•msn autistic, dyscalculia and hyperlexia, hEDS, visually impaired. DID system. AvPD, CPTSD, other comorbidities physical and mental. Diagnosed.•

My current main hyperfixations are: Arcane (if you couldn't clearly tell), deep sea animals, vkei, 2000s alt aesthetics, classic horror films and gothic horror literature.

My special interests: Silent Hill, dolls and figurines, Creepypasta and Slenderverse (except for TribeTwelve), anatomy and osteology.

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As put, I am visually impaired. I am in fact blind I just do not have total vision loss. I do not currently have or use a screen reader, which are not actually accessible to everyone with a visual impairment if we have other comorbidities that hinder their usage or usefulness, and I do. I may miss things on your profile in regards to dn(f)i's if not written clearly, if i violate yours it’s certainly accidental and not malicious. If I ever reblog AI “art” it’s most assuredly not on purpose. Never hesitate to tell me in either case but also I ask that you please not be needlessly nasty about it. Accidents do happen.

This is mainly to make my own stances clear and for my own comfort, rather than believing it actually deters. I have no intent or inclination for discourse or debate on anything, some things much less than others. I simply block. I also frequently block from purposely undisclosed triggers. Apologies in advance if you do nothing, are not the following and I block you:

DNFI basic criteria, conservative, transmedicalist, Zionist, anti-land back (wanting to burn countries to the ground instead of returned to indigenous peoples IS in fact colonialist and fascist mindset by the way), pro/"neutral to"/call yourself a non-traumagenic or mixed origin "system” of any kind, pro/"neutral to"/call yourself a non-cdd "plural,” if you exclude asexual and intersex people from the lgbtqia2s+ community, if you exclude intertrans and cistrans people from the trans community, if you don't think that trans people can be gnc or have a snit about them when they are, if you are anti-good faith contradictory labels (especially when used by intersex people), anti-mogai, "psychologically intersex"/think you can transition to intersex/think transitioning makes you intersex, other transIDs, “agab" truther, "socialized male/female" believer…

DNFI radfem/TERF/TWERF/TRF/etc, pro GenAI, profic/comship/etc, pro censorship, think you cannot be both anti-censorship and anti-normalization of harm/abuse at once, conflate non-fetishistic and non-condoning portrayal of dark topics in media (especially created by survivors) with profic ideals, (pro) harmful paras such as kodo/necro/zoo/inc*st and refuse/encourage refusal of recovery, are anti recovery in general, you conflate paras with being lgbtqia2s+ or conflate paras with kink, (pro) radqueers and xenosatanists, if you demonize dissociative/personality/psychotic disorders including if you believe in narc/cluster b abuse or armchair diagnose"bring back bullying", isff supporter or in her circle, support gooseworx, think a lgbtqia2s+ (especially trans) person being awful means you now get to be -phobic to/about them, etcetera.

I am no hypocrite, if we accidentally interact in passing and you are in the DNFI ^^^ I do not consider that an intentional violation of my boundaries, however intentional ones I do take as harassment and will block you (and or report you as well depending on the circumstances).

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This is not an NSFW page, the closest I will come to it is horror media and venting posts, I do my best to tag thoroughly and properly. Always feel free to ask me to tag something I forgot to. Do not send or attempt to talk to me about sexual NSFW topics/material, you will earn yourself an immediate block (and or report depending on circumstance).

Please do not follow if under eighteen, I won't bite your head off if we interact in passing, you have a right to be here too so long as you are old enough to be by the site’s TOS (if you are not then heed my warning to just steer clear of socmed in general for a long while for your own well-being). I do not mind being a safe adult in spaces within reason, but do not follow me. Thank you.

This is my old pinned post, which contains important information about my situation. If you are able, please help me, otherwise please share the link to my k•fi around in trustworthy spaces or with trustworthy people, and or click the link to my old pinned and reblog that.

Have a good day, or night, depending on where you are in the world.

⏳extended💣

[zephyraes]

STIM - Holo Slime

Link back to this post directly if used.

[joelpersels]

[altarofdeceit]

❝ He speaks from above … ❞

🪽 ‌ ‌ ᎫᏇ . quail‌ ‌ ︵︵ ‌ ‌ a cherokee individual who identifies as femme.

already exist? consider this an alternative flag.

Tagging : @radiomogai . @goatgai . @evangeliki

Pt. He speaks from above. ᎫᏇ/quail. A cherokee individual who identifies as femme. Already exist? Consider this an alternative flag. Tagging radiomogai, goatgai, and evangeliki. End pt.

[malaviksa]

dream

[road0flife]

[hauntedearth]

[anti-willo-miku]

You aren’t a real “mental health safe space” if you won’t support addicts.

You aren’t a real “mental health safe space” if you won’t support pwCDDs

You aren’t a real “mental health safe space” if you won’t support people with personality disorders

You aren’t a real “mental health safe space” if you won’t support people with unhealthy coping mechanisms or “weird” responses to their trauma.

You aren’t a real “mental health safe space” if you won’t support people with delusions, psychosis, people on the schizophrenia spectrum, or if you use the term delusional as a way to degrade or dismiss others.

You aren’t a real “mental health safe space” if you won’t support people who are viewed as “too much” or if their needs “inconvenience” you.

You aren’t a real “mental health safe space” if you won’t listen to poc, queer people, physically disabled people, or literally any other marginalized group talk about their experiences and how it affects their mental health.

Theres probably so much more, but to sum it up, if you claim to be a safe space and you act in ableist ways, even if it’s to “spite” people you disagree with, you are not a safe space for ANYBODY.

[important-cat-pics]

[sea-slug-daily]

Thordisa bimaculata

Image source: https://www.inaturalist.org/observations/233433841

[unusual-suspects]

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[interyuurei]

I keep referencing that tree image used to demonstrate why the LGB without the T is awful, and will not help transphobic pericis queer people at all like they seem to think, to explain how intersexism in the trans community is the same. I tried to find it to make an edit of it to but couldn’t. So, have my shoddy stick figure attempt at recreation:

I just realized I misspelled something, but oh well. The ALT text fixes it, and my handwriting is awful I know, I am try to make a better version later but until then or unless I don’t the alt text could help you understand it better as well.

Anywho. The 2S keeps getting docked off, too, dismissed and mislabeled so that’s why it’s with the I. And the vast majority of the I is not queerphobic or transphobic, before someone zeroes in on that thinking they got a real zinger. They do exist, though, unfortunately. There are also intersexist intersex people, whether they consider themselves trans or not, whether they are queer or not who are not -phobic to the acronym at large (or insist they aren’t) that join in on sawing off other intersex people but I didn’t know where to put those. Being gender diverse or queer sadly does not automatically make you a good person.

I don’t know what else to say other than we need to love each other more than they hate us. We need to protect each other. We should be lifting each other up, being an actual community, not ripping each other to shreds. Our scapegoating our already scapegoated community helps fascists, they attack from outside and you do from within doing that.

[sirica-stims]

Pink white and blue crystal lava lamp

[adastrabbit]

[faeberrywine]

ID credit: 947547550 on 小红书

(please like, reblog and give proper credit if you use any of my gifs!)

[pulsiveheart]

[The Chosen Ones.

#2

[lazer-exe]

I'm gonna say it, I do think that even the laziest person imaginable should have a roof over their head, food in their stomach, and access to healthcare