Some people die at 25, but aren't buried til 75

Kat ♌ I'm depressed, so I blog about it. All text posts are my word vomit.

[inyourworld-idontlive]

I wanna die. I wanna die. I wanna die. I wanna die. I wanna die. I wanna die. I wanna die. I wanna die. I wanna die. I wanna die. I wanna die. I wanna die. I wanna die. I wanna die. I want to die.

[inyourworld-idontlive]

It feels like I've seen too much it ever be okay. Unless I block it all out like I usually do..

[inyourworld-idontlive]

I hate constantly having the fear of being raped. I hate this world that men designed.

[inyourworld-idontlive]

I feel like rain.

[inyourworld-idontlive]

You make me feel like I never knew what it felt like to be home. I feel my happiest and most relaxed when I'm in your arms. It's like I never knew what love could be like without you. You make my heart smile and no one has ever been so close to me and made me laugh so hard. Your smile is contagious, and I'm an unvaccinated child that won't make it through winter. I love you more than I've ever loved anyone. I know you are the one because no matter how life changes, you have been around and I can't imagine anyone else to spend my life with. I want our own home some day. I wanna feel your warmth forever.

[inyourworld-idontlive]

It's been raining a lot.

[inyourworld-idontlive]

I hate myself.

[inyourworld-idontlive]

I don't want to be here.

[inyourworld-idontlive]

I get so tired of crying.

[inyourworld-idontlive]

I really, really fucking hate everything today.

[jumpingjaverts]

you got designer shades just to hide your face and you wear them around like you’re cooler than me and you never say hey or remember my name and its probably cause you think you’re cooler than me

[inyourworld-idontlive]

I just hope they understand after I'm gone. That it's not any particular person's fault nor is it one particular thing. I feel at peace. This is not a life I want nor do I want to spend years finding out. I'll just hit the restart button, thank you.

[inyourworld-idontlive]

I wish I wasn't so attached to people. People suck and I would be totally fine being alone.

[inyourworld-idontlive]

I'm still alive, but that doesn't mean I want to be.

[inyourworld-idontlive]

God has a sense of humor.

[darkcoastphotography]

[inyourworld-idontlive]

Current mood:

Tbh I just want to scream all the time. But I can't 'cause I have neighbors and it's 2:12 am.