Steve (staring at billy's lips) :
"The sweetest .."
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Steve (staring at billy's lips) :
"The sweetest .."
For my Harringrove Hot Summer requests event!
This one is for @lovebillyhargrove ,thank you for the many ideas you "dumped" on me! =D I went with this: "but what about skinny dipping or just swimming in the lover's lake? Or, chilling by the fire on the shore and looking at the starry skies?"
and thinking of the lake and a starry sky, this image popped into my head when I thought about the boys having a little fun in the water at night! I even have a little story for this under the cut! I hope you like it!! =D âĄ
Ilya + healing
Love billy's oral fixation and he doesnt clock it for Real he just thinks the expressions of disgust people make are hilarious. Little ragebaiter at heart. Wags his tongue at steve, tongues his bottom lip open and sneering at some crony at school, goes through gum like crazy when he cant afford cigarettes. Bites at his nails sometimes, clicks in disapproval and nashes and grinds his teeth.
And then theres this little grin he'll give steve, a little manic and cute when something delights him. Not-really biting down on the tip of his tongue inbetween his perfect bared smilling teeth, blue meeting brown. and the way his eyes will crinkle, how he'll giggle and then snort and guffaw at whatever he found so godddamn funny-
Anyway he catches steve using his mouth to hold shit (theyre helping miss byers and her fucked house because slimy byers has noodle arms) and almost drops the fucking hammer on his foot
The Marlebo billy offers him after a couple hours hard work is similarly dangerous, and he almost ends up eating the cig when steve lights his off billys
How it started: Billy struggling on his own in a tiny apartment with baby Samuel đ„ș
How it's going: Married to Steve, living in a big house with six more little nuggets đ„č
Billy knows all the hidden meanings behind giving a certain kind of flower.
Steve has a severe pollen allergy.
Steve: I'm telling you, I think the new kid is an etsy witch hired to curse me, because all I keep thinking about is his smooth pink kissable lips...
Nancy: You could have just said lips.
TW: child abuse, usual Neil hargrove bs
Steve doesnât buy Billyâs stories about where he got his recent bruises. The other sit in awe at his tales of getting into a fight with some girlâs boyfriend at a bar in another town he snuck into, or how some husband chased him out of his house after finding him in bed with his wife. The guys hoot and holler, but Steveâs began to suspect it isnât the truth.
He sees the way Billy flinches when a locker room door is slammed too harshly. How he shies away from adult men he doesnât know at the arcade when heâs dropping Max off, even though all theyâre doing is walking by with their kids. How heâs always looking over his shoulder when theyâre hanging out at Scoops with Heather and Robin.
Steve wants to reach out, to ask whatâs really going on. Because thatâs what friends would do, he tells himself. And heâs tried, several times, but heâs always brushed off. Itâs always played off as a joke, Billy trying to feed him the same bullshit everyone else is eating up. But Steve isnât hungry. Loses his appetite entirely, in fact, when the blooming bruise across Billyâs waist this week has the distinct mark of a belt buckle. Can practically make out the name of the brand.
Steve needs to get to the bottom of this before itâs too late, whether Billy lets him or not.
Billy: 'Course you did, baby. Now help me get it out and we can be together.
Billy, unable to fall back asleep, counting the moles scattered across Steveâs side as he honk-shoo-mimimiâs the morning away.
Oh but if you think Steve's so innocent
Doodle idk xD
If Billy was like "idgaf I'm jumping off that cliff"
Or, if Steve was braver
Steve: I'm listening...
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Alright but realistic Harringrove:
Steve and Billy feel their tension overtake themselves and before they know it, theyâre heading to the bedroom. They deal with it a bit and promise each other that itâll never happen again. But it does and it does again after that, it just keeps happening over and over.
But one day, one of Billyâs friends ask him if he is dating Steve Harrington and because heâs a dumbass with a tendency to put his foot in his mouth, Billy is all âno weâre just fucking. Itâs just a way for me to get my dick wet. Nothing more.â
But Steve overheard
And things go to
S h i t
Also, this is an old post of mine but I have stuff to add.
Steve already has low as shit self-esteem after Nancy dumped him for Jonathan Byers and Billy is all internalised homophobia.
So hearing this, god, it would be like a goddamn freight train hitting Steve and he just feels awful and achy everywhere.
But god, Billy starts to notice his pretty boy becoming thinner and more tired-looking, stressed and sad, god, Steve looks so stressed and sad that Billyâs heart aches and his head whispers that itâs his fault.
And god, Steve canât sleep at night. Tosses and turns because he misses the feel of his big strong lug next to him or at least, the phantom of him all over his body in hickeys and love confessions whispered into his ears.
They seem to be haunting him:
Youâre so pretty, Harrington, you have no idea.
You ever been fucked like this? No, no you havenât âcause youâre all mine.
God, I want to spend my time making you this fucked out.
Youâre mine, understood?
And god, he canât sleep because Billy Hargrove is haunting him.
It felt like so much more, almost like a relationship or the starts of one-
Itâs just a way to get my dick wet.
Jesus Christ will this ever have a happy ending?
(I couldnât help myself iâm sorry)
And then one day Billy just goes up to Steve in the corridor, after noticing that for the past few weeks the boy he canât stop thinking about hasnât been eating or smiling, wonât pay attention to him when he teases, puts no effort into class, into life, and heâs concerned as fuck.
He tries getting Steve to open up to him, to talk, like they used to at night when they shared their problems and nursed eachother through them in whatever way they needed, whatever took their mind off it all.
And Steve snaps. He fucking snaps at Billy because âarenât i just a way of getting your dick wet?â And Billy staggers back, shocked that Steve had heard that, but breaking because he knows the bones poking through Steveâs skin and the bags under his eyes are his fault and if there are tears in his eyes then Billy doesnât notice. Doesnât notice the way his body starts to shake.
And then before he knows it, Steve is running off down the corridor, his name clinging to his tongue, the truth never given sound.
Billy stood in that corridor and watched as Steve ran off, watched as he wiped his hand over his face, watched as the doors shut behind him, never once finding the courage to just say âiâm sorryâ.