iris

were you honest with yourself, every version of yourself? #bands5ever

[bones-to-perfection]

Inner demons just won’t go away.

[heiwa457-deactivated20201114]

Would anyone care if I ended my life today? I doubt it…

[imjustoneteenagegirl]

I disappoint everyone. I have no talent. I’m useless.

[shiva-k47]

[thin-derella-deactivated2019051]

How I realize that it gets worse

I don’t reply to messeges

The little energy I have left is used for exercising

I can’t sleep at night

But I’m tired all day

I don’t want to leave my bed

I want to shut out the world

I don’t want to be touched, yet, I still crave for someone to just hug me tight.

I cancel meetings with friends

I’m angry and sad and at the same time numb

I can’t concentrate

I don’t shower as often as I should

I just clean my flat, go to work etc because my duteousness is my biggest grit

Am I hungry or just unhappy?

That tight feeling in my chest

[a-b-a-e-t-e-r-n-o-deactivated20]

[properocd]

“how are you today?”

[depressedanxietydeath]

I’m talking, crying and screaming towards the moon in this cold, lonely night. 

[imjustoneteenagegirl]

[depressedanxietydeath]

Why?!

Why does no one truly care about me? Am I unlovable? Why is everything going wrong? Do I really ruin everything I do? Why does everyone leave me? Am I that toxic?  Why am I in so much pain? Is it my own fault? What did I do wrong to deserve all of this? Was being born my biggest mistake? Why am I the way I am..?

Please tell me. I need to know

[irishtotle]

Plz

[scatteredrevelations]

I’m not okay, but who cares anyway?

[depressedanxietydeath]

“There is so much beauty in this world, it’s just not meant for me.”

— Aletta S.

[anothredhead]

everyday is a fucking nightmare.

[irishtotle]

Let me sleep forever

[queerlysad]

[myburdenalone]

[icanseethedeadpain]

Not To Do:

- Kill yourself

- Treat people badly

- Don’t eat

- Continue to hurt yourself

- Cry all day

- Have only negative thoughts

- Be afraid of everything

And more…

⬇️ GO ON ⬇️

[irishtotle]

So hardddd to sleep

[depressedanxietydeath]

I’m told to stay strong, to keep fighting; But they don’t understand… I’ve already lost.

[irishtotle]

Damn it. Why is it everyone says "ive been there"