Why is it so hard to resist being absolutely insane? Im obsessed with this guy and all i wanna do when hes not talking to me is pester him for his attention but thats unrealistic. Even if he gave me all his attention it would be forced and unwanted. Just like how other people have treated him before. I dont want to be like them, I want to show him love can be patience and understanding and unconditional. Yet I love him so much I want to track him down and hold him so he cant do anything but be with me. I cant be doing this.









