โฌ๏ธEmo nonbinary loser fucks around on tumblrโฌ๏ธ
On this blog... i will post about my life, my interests and some photography & art. i love making friends, interact with me, dm me, whatever. ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
Yapping under the cut
About me: My brain- I am autistic and sometimes post about it. I am queer. I struggle with mental health and have a history of sh, but am basically recovered. I love pondering and questioning the world- lets have deep convos and not be afraid to debate. ๐ท๐๐ท๐๐ท๐๐ท๐
My hobbies- Photography, art, journaling, reading, listening to music, jogging, the gym, fucking around with basic graphic design, video essays and short films, diy. ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
Music I like- Mcr (my special interest), Seb Lowe, A Heartwell ending, Fob, Mitch Marsico, Signal the escape, Ptv, P!atd (1st 3 albums),death_on_impact, all of mcr's side projects, Snarg, anything midwest emo, Tragic age, picture me broken, EATMEWHILEIMHOT!, City of caterpillar----- I could go on but I won't. If you wanna know if I listen to a band pls ask me I love talking about music-- I don't use Spotify. ๐๐ท๐๐ท๐๐ท๐๐ท๐๐ท๐๐ท๐๐ท
Media I like- BBC Ghosts, BBC Sherlock, The mighty boosh, Staged, Takin' over the asylum, Good Omens, Dan&Phil, Friday night dinner, B99 ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
happy pride month๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ i love women๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐women๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐wom๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ en๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
Yo gays, theys and everyone queer!!! since its pride month and im bored asf ima start a tag trend: ur queer journey (apologies to cishets on this app if u exist)
Before age 11: [deadname], never heard of lgbtq, not thinking abt pronouns or labels but ig cishet, she/her ig??
Age 11: [deadname]/[nickname], heard of gay and lesbian, still not rly thinking abt labels, cishet still ig, she/they
Age 12: [deadname]/[nickname], learns more abt lgbtq, asexual, idkromantic, cis girl ig, she/they
under 12: barely knew much about the LGBTQ community or labels as I was sheltered and my dad was homophopic. I was told I was not allowed to be queer.
age 12: made queer friends, started being more comfortable being myself which included dressing the way I liked and not 'masking any possible queerness'. EVERYONE assumed I was a lesbian but I denied it.
age 13: bought my first binder but wasn't even questioning my gender identity. I just wore it to feel more comfortable. Was experiencing quite a bit of dysphoria
age 14: questioning my gender and sexuality. This was a turbulent year for me. Wondered about being trans for a while but settled on nonbinary. Dad reformed, learned more about LGBTQ, and said my sexuality didn't matter (he actually asked if I was dating my friend lol). I felt more comfortable delving into my sexuality, and came to terms with the fact I like girls. Told my friends who all said 'I told you so" also dyed my hair blue and got asked if I also had 'pronouns'
early 15: dated a boy and felt nothing leading me to assume I was aroace.
late 15: I now realise I am definitely not aroace. I go with pansexual with a current preference for girls. More specific non-binary label of agender. I'm out to my friends an use they/them :)
tags: @by-pr0xy @auschaden @dragonflychiaaa @immykayex @mirabelmustdie @xx-radioactivest4r it's late and I can't be arsed to tag anyone else.. Open tags!
i love that they added 'beat of the week' to the phodcast because it allows dan to do something he is very good at (sharing his passion for music) while also letting phil do something he is very good at (celebrating dan and making him shine)