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[iwillkillthem-all]

           I will kill them all !

                                   Returning Eren Jaeger Rper for SNK

 Six years of role playing experience

 Crossover & oc friendly

 Multi-para & One-liners, multi-para preferred

 Mun is over 18, all NSFW under readmore + tagged

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[iwillkillthem-all]

He jolted awake.

Normally, memories would rush back, telling him what happened when he went into his Titan form. At the very least, pieces of what he was doing before he turned into a Titan should come.

Today, however, there was nothing.

Complete silence.

Was he...Losing it? It was getting harder to focus. If there was a day when he couldn't control himself one bit, then humanity would have a Titan within the walls. They would have nothing to protect themselves, except for the military soldiers who trained alongside Eren. If that ever happened...

"Kill me." He whispered out loud, without noticing there was another in the room with him. Raising his head, Eren met the eyes of his visitor. 

[iwillkillthem-all]

You and Mikasa do the frickle frackle yet? Bet you want to~

"There is no time for that! Titans could be coming in any moment and we could easily die! Do you know what happens to the soldiers who misbehave that way in the military? The corporal will kill me. Six times." 

Not saying anything about whether or not he wants to though. 

[miscellaneous-anime]

Attack on Titan - Brides (screenshot at end of eps 19)

Credits go to Redjuice.

[tatakainuku-blog-blog]

What time is it? Time to cover up half her face with the trusty scarf. Not talking or answering that at all.

[iwillkillthem-all]

Mikasa, you are supposed to say deny what the grey faced Titan said. Otherwise, people might think it's true. Rumors will be spread and the next thing you know, people will be separating us thinking it's not safe to leave us together. 

[iwillkillthem-all]

You know Mikasa likes you, right?

"What did you say?" 

That couldn't be possible.

And why was his face feeling oddly hot? Must have thought about killing Titans too much tonight. Right. 

[cristianime]

[iwillkillthem-all]

[ the end ];

It had never been more difficult to be in this situation.

Hundreds of eyes on were them, at the few green cloaked soldiers who were stubborn enough to continue breathing. 

The cart moved slowly, pulled by exhausted horses. Those wooden wheels squeaked as they rolled past the uneven road, leaving a small trail of red behind it. 

Eren's eyes filled with fresh tears. He didn't want to acknowledge their existence, but had no choice in the matter. So many died. He didn't dare count all the bodies they had with them and there were certainly twice more bodies that they couldn't recover. 

Shouldn't he be right there, in the mountain of bodies? Be there right beside that Jean, who was once so terrified of death. Beside Connie, who could never attempt to rebuild his broken village. Beside Sasha, who could never eat another one of her beloved potatoes. 

I can't do this anymore.

Little kids were watching, with their hands over their lips to keep them from calling out. Adults watched with wide eyes. Not one of them dared to step up and ask the critical question, the question that commander Erwin would have been prepared to answer had he survived. 

I can't do this...

He wound Mikasa's scarf tighter around his neck, letting its fabric soak up the first tears that made their way down his cheek. 

Finally, one man separated himself from the rest of the group and calmly walked up to what's left of Recon Corps. He held up a hand to stop the troops from moving, his lips parted to speak. Eren clutched the cold fingers in his hands harder, trying to remember his duty, the last order he received from the captain he respected so much. 

"...Is it true, then?" The man asked, his arms trembled, though not nearly as badly as Eren's. "Tell me...Tell us...If it is true." 

Eren took a deep breath and recalled that precious last order. Eren, when you make it back to the wall. When you see the people. When they ask you the question...Raise you chin... He did just that. Tipped his chin slightly so his eyes were on the man. Smile. This was difficult. He was certain what was displayed on his face was worse than a grimace. Project your voice. Tell everyone...What our sacrifice gave them.

"It's true." Eren looked about the faces that surrounded him. At the simple words he uttered one of the women burst into tears. "Never again. Never again will humanity have to live in fear of the Titans." His voice grew steadily louder. "Today..." He gently let go of the hand that he had been clutching to all day long and stood up on unsteady legs. Surprising even himself to be able to do that. Perhaps it was the strength of the others. Others who had died. Their faith, their sacrifice, their dedication gave him strength.

"Today humanity achieve victory against the Titans, once and for all!" He screamed those words. "We won!"

And everyone erupted. There were cheering, screaming and most certainly crying. At this point Eren's own vision was blurred by his tears. He fell on his back against his dead comrades, his eyes towards the faintly orange sky above him. We won. He shut his eyes, losing himself in the smiling faces that he thought he saw among the clouds. 

[iwillkillthem-all]

Kill. 

                 Kill them all.

         And then die.

    Yes.

                              Right now. 

All of you.                Kill and die. 

Kill                           and                             die.

                                                      Because I told you to.

[skilledxmikasa-deactivated20131]

"People look at me as a clingy sister, and think i’m always obessed with you" She glanced at him "I want my damn respect, when i want something i want it now—I don’t want to be called a brat Eren..people think i can take a dozen of titans down—it’s hard, our last mission was scary..you..you"

"Nevermind"

[iwillkillthem-all]

Wasn't he usually the one to panic?

Eren took a step closer, surprised at the sudden burst of emotions. Mikasa rarely got riled up, and whenever she did, it was always about him. For a moment he didn't know what to say. He had never been good at dealing with outbursts and comforting people. There had been a time, when he was a child, when he knew how to lighten up his parents' mood with a bright smile. That smile, along with the boy who wore it, both died.

Buried. Gone. 

"Mikasa." He took her hand and managed to speak with surprising calmness. This was a serious topic and he finally had time to address it. "Mikasa, I can die. That is life of a soldier." A part of him felt like he should shut up, because the idea of him dying may not be something he wanted to bring up when Mikasa was already upset from the last mission.

"When I do, I want you to live." Just like how mom wanted them to live. "Can you promise me you will live?" She nearly threw her life away the first time he was eaten, and it haunted him.

[yoite-sama]

[skilledxmikasa-deactivated20131]

"When i get older, i want to be Leader and powerful—"

[iwillkillthem-all]

"You are already powerful." It was good to want to become stronger and that was a thought Eren had on his mind. He should have encouraged it...But somehow, his first thought was actually to reassure Mikasa of her already impressive skills. Guess the desire to kill Titans hadn't consumed his mind entirely yet, and he still had words of comfort. 

[iwillkillthem-all]

I am supposed to be humanity's hope, but I am doing nothing for my title.

I am not killing enough Titans.

I am not beating the Titan shifters. 

People come to save me and get hurt as the result. 

Humanity's hope, my ass.

I am nothing like that. 

I can't even control myself and every day I run the risk of betraying everyone's blindly offered trust.

Maybe it would be better if everyone just left me.

Let me go out of the walls by myself and slaughter in a rage filled frenzy until I no longer knew who I was. 

Then no one will have to come and save me just to die.

[iwillkillthem-all]

[ monster because of monsters ];

[concealed-benevolence]

How Levi’s travels started was not something he was proud of.  In his youth, Levi was involved in the slave trade. It did not bother him at first, for it was a common practice. The people were not even considered people, merely cattle to be bought and sold. Over the years though, his mind changed. Unlike his peers, he began to see the slaves as people and not cattle. They were people with families and a will to survive. However unlikely as it may have seemed, Levi became a humanist.  In some form of penitence he decided to devote himself to aid humanity.

There was a downside to aiding humanity: sometimes it came at a price. At the moment, there was quite a bounty on Levi’s head. He aided and abetted the escape of slaves, which was something their ‘masters’ were not exactly pleased with. Forced into hiding, there was little the land had little to offer him. He felt like his carefully honed skills were atrophying.

There were great changes afoot that would affect Levi’s life forever. The human race was slowly making its way across the sea.  There were rumors of new and different cultures, creatures, and even treasure. With his mobility on land hindered, it only seemed natural that he would turn to the open sea.

The freedom which the sea offered did come with a price. The pirate ship Levi found himself on was absolutely dreadful. Not to say he was not appreciative for the opportunity, he just wished he had paid less for it. He could not fathom how people could merrily live in filth. Much to the surprise of the crew on board, Levi had made it his mission to clean the entire ship from top to bottom. It was a shame he could not get the others on the ship to follow his lead. Not that he expected them to aid him, but any sort of attempt at cleanliness would have been appreciated.

Life on the ship became so tedious, Levi almost wished he would have stayed on land. As the months went by Levi slipped into a routine. Just like any other day, he was polishing his sword when a commotion started on board; he found himself more annoyed than interested. That was until he heard an unfamiliar voice saying, ‘Turn back this instant!’ Whatever it was was a break from the monotony, so he decided to see from himself.

It was man, no a boy that was half fish that was causing the commotion. He had taken it upon himself to be a harbinger. The perils that the boy-fish cried out did not seem to resonant with his traveling companions who continued straight for him. If they did head into trouble Levi knew he would survive, but he would most likely end up injured saving this lot. They may have not been pillars of the community, but they had the balls to travel into the unknown. That was worth something, he thought.

As the men got closer to the boy-fish, they began to change. The captain seemed to have the brilliant idea to capture the creature. Something Levi wanted nothing to do with it, in fact he was quite against it. For it seemed sentient and non-threating. The way the creature called sailors away showed compassion. So in a sense one could say it possessed humanity; a trait which the sailors were quickly losing.

The frenzy in which the sailors attempted to capture it almost started Levi. They were acting like starved animals that just got tossed a turkey leg. They tossed a net over the boy-fish. “Fuckin’ little shits.” It sickened him to see his fellow humans act like mindless monsters. If they were going to act like monsters, he would treat them as such.

Just as the sailors were about to capture the fish-boy, Levi sprang into action. He almost seemed to fly as he cut down and knock out the men in his was. “Goddamnit,” he groaned as glanced the blood that stained the wood panels. He hated to waste time, and due to their greed his cleaning was for naught. It did not take him long to injured or kill a majority of those on deck. With one final slash on the back of the captain’s neck he slid down the rope to the net.

As Levi reached the boy-fish he cut the open the net. “You better have been worth all that bullshit…” His left hand still hung onto the rope. “Is land nearby? Or am I going to have to take on the annoyin’ task of taking this entire ship?”

[iwillkillthem-all]

As usual, money was worth more to certain humans than their lives. Eren felt anger flare up in his chest and tried his best to take control of his temper. If he became violently angry, things could get ugly indeed. "Listen to me-" Of course they didn't. One of those on board started talking about Eren and how much money a talking fish boy was worth. It was ridiculous. Someone threw a spear at him and the dark haired sea creature swiftly swam out of the way. The captain slapped that one who tossed the spear hard, but the concern was clearly not for the fact the man was attempting to capture Eren but the method he took. His worth would surely be lowered if a spear tore his teal scaled tail.

A net was cast towards him. Eren could have sank deep into the sea and prevented his own capture, but that would give him no further chance to convince these idiots to escape. So instead, he allowed himself to be netted and pulled closer to the ship. He was starting on his list of newly learned profanity words when one of the humans did something unexpected and attacked the people who held Eren. With a confused, but intrigued frown, the sea creature watched the scene. 

Blood shed was ugly, but he knew why it happened. To this new comer, these greedy people were shaming the human race. Eren lifted his head, staring at the unhurt people on the ship - they looked too bewildered to think. "No land is nearby. You need to steer the ship back before the sky turns this murky grey..." His voice trailed into silence, for sharp waves picked up across the originally peaceful sea surface. "Too late." He stated.

Bright, shiny horns of different colors peeked out from the sea and was coming rapidly this way. Each of the horn was about a meter in length and should give some hint about how large the monsters underneath them were. Sea creatures, attracted by the scent of blood, came much sooner than expected. Eren didn't have much time to think over things and decide if what he was going to do was wise - he just had to go for it. "Jump in my mouth in a second!" He brought his hand to his parted lips. "Trust me." Blindly. Blood fell from the wound he created with his teeth. A single drop made a trail down his arm and fell into the ocean. Then, the transformation happened. 

A strange mist picked up, surrounding the fish boy. A few seconds later, what sat in his place was the most dangerous looking thing in the world. He had black scales, meter long horns sprouting from both sides of his forehead and massive teal eyes. As promised, Eren opened his mouth. He had no idea how many people would actually listen to him, especially when his mouth held teeth sharper than blades. He looked no different from the sea creatures slowly appearing from all sides of the ship, ready to tear all intruding humans into tiny pieces to consume. Hurry the hell up! He internally screamed at the people on the ship, half of whom already froze with fear and shock. There wasn't a lot of time. The sea creatures coming this way were young and lack intelligence. If he fought them, the chance of him winning was reasonable. That said, he preferred not to. A battle between sea creatures can color the ocean a red too sinful for this world. 

[iwillkillthem-all]

[/hisses at and kicks dirt in yo inbox before rolling out]

[iwillkillthem-all]

All of the symbols

This girl knows what she wants. ;D

❤ - Any tumblr senpais

mutigeseele is my precious senpai. <3 since vindicem-deum is my senpai’s senpai, she is my double senpai. 

❣ - An unpopular opinion I have

I think Eren Jaeger is an excellent main character. 

⋆ - A ship I have with my character

I ship a lot. owo I ship Eren x Mikasa, Eren x Armin, Eren x Levi, Eren x Jean, Eren x his anger, Eren x his pain, Eren x his immaturity. I am willing to attempt a lot of ships under the correct circumstances. I will say this though: No one is a shota and violence is not sexy. 

❧ - A ship I have with your character

Eren x Mikasa, duhhh~! I’ve wrote you lovely drabbles about these two. 

✗ - A ship I can’t stand

I can’t see Hanji x Titan. Or ANYONE X TITAN. I CAN’T.

☒ - A fact about the mun

My drawings are more hideous than the doodles made by six year olds. No, I am serious. If you want to see one, let me know and I’ll post you one. 

☑ - A fact about the character

Eren would like to let you all know that he is not cute. That is all.

✾ - Why I chose my character

I just love the passionate characters. It also doesn’t hurt that his eyes are of the most beautiful color. I always role play the main character. I feel like that way, I get to interact with MORE people.

◎ - Relationship status

Single in both cases. Mun has someone she likes. Eren has too much pressure on his shoulders for love.

❂ - Post a picture of myself

I’ll do it as a follower thing later, how about dat~!

☄ - My opinion of you

You are my first Mikasa and will always have a special place in my heart. Now come here I will hug you.

[iwillkillthem-all]

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I think I'm ready for my first M!A on this blog. * o * Someone give me one that is not UBER crazy.