Maria khan

Don't play with my demons, they're dangerous. #AWriter #BoldGirl #PlusACrazyFanOfKendalljustinariSel

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Friendship.

Friendships across oceans, such wishes, willing to meet different countries, freaky time zones, here it goes with a flow like our hopes, talks and talks late night talks, endless conversations boundless love, Gucci eyebags, Chanel dark circles but we still stay up to say at least,  a goodnight. asking, what’s going on  catching them in lies, even from the distance  when they reply with “I’m…

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O My Motherland.

So far yet so close,like secrets to the heart I am from my motherland, a land of lions, a land of braves. O! The Holy Sky, order your clouds to wash away the pain of my people,  wash off the walls, such cowards painted with innocents’ blood,  O! The Holy Sun, shower your light upon my people in the darkest days, O! The Holy Moon, spread your cold shadow over them when the earth feels like a…

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Not a hunter anymore.

Artwork: @kayehaan on IG Your twisted words, Smoothy slipped off of your mouth, Your pale face, I wanted to paint  With the sunrise, you found in my eyes Red lights, empty streets  Grey sky, I am coming to you to please Stay with me, now I fear these chaos In my mind, they still play your role Stop stringing me along, I can’t bear it anymore Blame my behaviour but I still love your heart I’m…

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Reach me.

This is one of the best arts of @kayehaan on IG. I lived my dreams, When I looked warily into your dark black eyes,  Their tears told different stories of the same ache. I tried to numb the pain but I got drunk instead, I brought the worst out of me  to let you make something beautiful out of it, This picture is painted with your blood, fixed by my veins, Who knows, Who still cries under their…

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Drunk body.

Nasty eyes, Skin with scars Covered with tattoos. Names and blames, Gutted as always but how was she treated. Holding a cigarette between chapped lips, Blowing its smoke incessantly With relish, losing self so slowly. In a black car, driving back into a town Where she sold her heart to save her lover’s, Beckoning, beckoning to someone strange, Used to be somebody as close as secrets To a heart,…

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A wounded skin.

Your wounded skin, My pen began Wrote tales and bled it to end The treasure was hidden beneath  Tattooed my name on your heart                 Called out loud  yours. Every piece of me Ached for ages along yours Till we burnt each-other in front others..                                                                

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Left behind. 

‪So cold I must had been in a while ago, When I realised,  Got shattered by words, I froze In the mouth of my lover, In whom, I saw my bloody reflection That handed me a heart I unintentionally broke, Whilst you were dancing on some tiny pieces of a soul That literally seemed like mine, O my lover,  I am now just dust on the ground, Left behind doors, Let those tiny pieces Which once loved…

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The elements.

I was an air  There you were a burning fire, We were like two insane elements! Verily, I tried to extinguish but ended up falling in love with your flames yet water failed, Flew to their an edge, got me folding myself into your fiery waves until every part of me turned every part of you, Under pressure, caused me some real pleasure Beyond my expectations, you owned me this reputation of being…

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Neighbours.

I heard you right through my room’s wall, I heard some steps coming closer and closer, O darling,  I could clearly feel your heart beats, When you touched your wall, that connected to mine O!  We kept dancing to the same song that we sang along till we lost the beat, till we lost the plot, Puddings on the table, sweet talks through the wall, Half bottles of wine, hanging on the door, Empty hands…

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Homesick.

A road to a heart, drive me straight to it, No traffic, I care about Just wanna see the billboards of my name, No red light can stop you,                                           just know what my green light says to your soul, I might lose the map but there you come with another one, tattooed on my face Darling, take me back to home ‘Cause I miss being homesick.

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An imagination.

I am just a body, Without a soul, That I lost somewhere unknown, For somebody who was never mine, Nor was I ever theirs, Yet still, there is something hidden in between, That I now call it a magic,  A connection, that connects strangers, That I can merely feel but cannot touch it, O! Cannot touch it just like your an incredible soul, That I love and love, so blindly love Even though, I am so…

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My beloved.

These walls around my heart, O my beloved, you painted them so grey and blue, That I sometimes wish not to sink into the burning colours of your affection, Yet I am so afraid of losing  When it slams my door, When it turns into a cold breeze, When it leaves scars that can’t be healed, When it knocks at someone else’s door, Darling,  Do not play with my heart’s strings  that l wrote your name with.

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Wouldst thou?

Wouldst thou still listen if these scars spoke of their pain? Wouldst thou still love if I chose my imperfections over thine perfections?  Wouldst thou still stay if I pushed thee away? Wouldst thou still pray if God took every beloved thing of thine? Wouldst thou still write if thee ran out of words? Wouldst thou still call out my name if I kept remaining silent? Wouldst thou still bleed if I…

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A storm.

She is a storm,Walks the streets every cold and foggy night, When she feels nothingness and numbness and sings to the ghosts that dance along with her blue song, With no music around but her silent screams  and echoes of her trembling soul, Moles on her skin, scars dreaming of being healed, On the ground, she lays counts the stars and paints her body all red,  Heavy metals, beating shadows Sins…

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My people. 

Unstoppable tears, those eyes still smile shattered hearts, still beat and love Wrecked souls, still look for peace  wounded skins, still seem so perfect  Tired bodies still being optimistic  that someday, their future might be better,  that someday, their children might see a peaceful sunshine,  That someday, they might be no longer to feel their numbness, lifelessness, unhappiness and…

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Two skeletons in one body.

Now that I scent like you, feels like you live inside me, Now that I sound like you, seems like I speak your words, Spin me upside down for making you die of an ache,  that I gift me every night, Need your pieces just next to mine, So they could connect and vibe with each other  Another dream, another tale Met you in between and you owned me every beat of your heart,  Which mine now beats so slow…

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