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where we go when the curtain fades
IM CRYINGGG luca was really just saying whatever huh. this was in response to a post asking ppls origin stories for getting into ntb
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Bdsm jayjared fic hope everyone enjoys :)
in my beautiful mind palace and also real life jaredluca rpf was one drunkwn handjob at the zapruder christmas party which then led to multiple usually drunken nightmare events over the course of like four years until jared moves out and it unceremoniously stops and the next time luca tries anything jared is like ❤️ Thats enough oomf and luca is like ohhhhhh ok and jared will occasionally think about it like damn that was weird it was probably bad of me to let it go on so long but our relationship seems fine so im sure hes ok and luca goes home and wants to kill himself every day for the rest of time
wait i almost forgot they fucked after the canadian screen awards and jared was frighteningly sober
gifs i made based on an inside joke with friends but i like them so much i want them here too
the accursed third mattjay saturday
erotic roleplay where youre my celebrity crush who ive been stalking for weeks so that i can "coincidentally" encounter you in a bar and i keep ordering you drinks so youll get drunk enough to cheat on your wife with me. and you do have to have "your" entire filmography and wikipedia memorized so i can quiz you on it the whole time. especially while we're having sex
i see him hanging out an open window... and well this guy's in... forever
free use is kind of a funny kink bc it relies on the idea that everybody wants to touch you and have sex with you but what if they don't. what if you tell everybody at the party you're free use but they all ignore you and mind their own business
taking notes
trying to say this in the least parasocial way possible but i am struck by how gently jay treads when talking about matt's appearance—to the point of it bordering eggshell-walking, albeit well-meaning. matt has been very transparent about his issues with food and weight and both are topics he is sensitive about. i think of the zine interview where jay says he would eat matt in a plane crash scenario (lol) and even in a joking circumstance, he says "matt has a lot of …" and then pauses for moments that stretch out to near-comical lengths to land on the word "meat" which relates ofc to the cannibalism of it all but it's also a way for him to describe both muscle and fat in a way that doesn't use either word.
and then alternatively there are jay's delighted comments that are purely about matt's appearance (buff/yoked/handsome matt) which are genuine and teasing simultaneously. it's like. i am someone who loves you and thinks you are beautiful inside and out and i will keep saying these things to tease you affectionately and also in the hopes that you believe me and if even a fraction of my physical (and metaphysical) appreciation of you permeates your self-loathing barrier and your very real struggles that is a win in my books. and i will keep saying these things btw. because you are so beautiful and special to me. as ive said before.
which! also makes me think of the one flashback in ntbtstm when jay [mis]remembers himself during the meet n greet; he dismisses matt and calls him "fat" (and "mentally ill") to laughing onlookers. what if we played fictional versions of ourselves and when im being mean to you i insult you the way i wouldnt ever do in real life. when i/my character feel/s really bad about shunning you/your character, reality warps and i/my character remember(s) hurting you/your character far worse than what actually happened. hm.
thou shalt not
in my beautiful mind palace and also real life jaredluca rpf was one drunkwn handjob at the zapruder christmas party which then led to multiple usually drunken nightmare events over the course of like four years until jared moves out and it unceremoniously stops and the next time luca tries anything jared is like ❤️ Thats enough oomf and luca is like ohhhhhh ok and jared will occasionally think about it like damn that was weird it was probably bad of me to let it go on so long but our relationship seems fine so im sure hes ok and luca goes home and wants to kill himself every day for the rest of time
one drunken handjob at the zapruder christmas party
i do not have a humiliation fetish i really dont like it at all. its something that i dont like happening to me
and what of mr. raab
forgot to mention i had an rpf dream last night which was kind of boring but the strangest thing about it was that jared was inexplicably married to a man like my brain respects his wife too much to involve her in its sordid fantasies but is so pro adultery it has to invent some annoying gay guy for him to cheat on
when the fanfiction involves awkward, cringe, bad, entirely unsexy intimacy between the characters