violentgallows:
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“Well you did manage to bring all of them to his place for weeks at a time. I heard a saying that fish and houseguests start to stink after three days, imagine the smell with every single one of you there,” she teased lightly with a bit of hesitation in her voice. Dani didn’t know what to make of yet another civil conversation with the other, when they often led two separate ways and this wasn’t one of them. Still, she wasn’t about to point it out to either one of them as she gazed back at the other in hopes that she didn’t at least seem like there was something missing in her life and she could see it standing a few feet away. That wouldn’t have been fair to either one of them, which she knew, but it didn’t make it any easier when they weren’t fighting as she pressed her lips together with a slim smile. “It’s better than the alternative where I’m either crashing on a couch or hoping that my welcome doesn’t run out at the hotel because I could not afford even a night there.” But home was better, even if she didn’t know how to go back to being so alone all the time even as she preferred it to the overflow of people back at the hotel ― though she had felt closer to her brothers them. Dani paused for a moment, the other’s words that stalled her thoughts in their tracks as she ran over what he said again in her mind as if trying to find the catch in there, but couldn’t find one. “I― not so sure that I would be welcome there, you know. Maybe after hours when it’s closed and only Jesus around to give me lessons but I don’t know if anyone else would like seeing me there after.. us.” But fuck how she wanted that not to be true, that she could be there and see him again without feeling the resentment that she was the cause of so many times over.
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“Wow, you’re calling me stinky, now? I don’t remember you complaining about my smell before.” In the eagerness of continuing the joke and the teasing tone of the conversation, Javi didn’t quite notice his words choice, until a few seconds later they were already out of his mouth. He only hoped Dani wouldn’t take it the wrong way, or just simply not think too much into it and ignore he even said that. “Being on your own bed is always nice, no matter how comfortable the alternative places were. I mean, at least I missed my old rugged mattress,” he commented in a lighthearted tone. There was a small smile on his features that slowly turned into a line once she spoke again. The mention of an us that used to be between them was like rubbing salt in the wound, but what really threw him off was the fact she said she wouldn’t be welcomed, and he wasn’t sure what she meant with that. “Why wouldn’t you be welcome?” He asked, raising a brow. “You think the guys are gonna be the problem or you’re... talking about something else?” Well, he had the question in mind, wondering if she was referring to him not wanting her around, but he didn’t find the guts to ask her. “You shouldn’t worry about them if that’s the case ─they like you. Besides, it’s my club and they don’t get a saying about who’s there or not.”











