i love wha because it embeds nuance into every fiber of its storytelling. There isnt just a canon gay couple, its a canon gay couple that has to swerve around the legalities of the system theyre born in in order to count as family. There isnt just multiple charcters with disabilities, theres actual representation of how even in a world with magic, the world doesnt accommodate for them because they just forget that theyre there.
my wonderful beautiful fantastically talented angel baby mutual @fr-wiwiw has presented me with this absolutely stunning piece to commemorate my final TDJ fic, Defilement.
the story of two catholic priests who’s love for god is challenged by their devotion to each other, this last fic was such a labour of love for me to write and I’m so thrilled to have this beautiful artwork to celebrate it.
(why yes that is kang yo han depicted as my favourite painting of the martyrdom of saint sebastian, thanks for noticing)
please reblog to boost my friend’s artwork! go and commission them, they never disappoint! 🩷
it's that time of year again, and I need to keep up with bills, paying for an online course, and saving for a future baby, so:
1-5k fic 20$ CAD
5-10k fic 30$ CAD
10k+ fic 40$ CAD
included in commission:
review and approval of outline
review and approval of draft (optional, if you want to be surprised)
original fic poster designed on canva
will do:
ratings G through E (ao3 scale)
fluff, smut, pwp, angst, whump, character death
canon compliant, canon divergence, fix-its, AU
most kinks (if unsure, ask)
most fandoms (may need a little context or research)
won't do:
body horror
scat/coprophilia
watersports/omorashi
omegaverse (I'm just not good at it, sorry)
types of fics I'm pretty good at:
angst
domestic fluff
praise kink
priest kink/priest corruption
joseon era
heian era
fix-its
fandom writing experience & samples:
악마판사 | The Devil Judge (TV) (83)
Sherlock (BBC TV 2010) (72)
괴물 | Beyond Evil (TV) (29)
감사합니다 | The Auditors (TV) (6)
손 : The Guest (TV) (6)
The Pitt (TV) (2)
Sherlock Holmes (Granada TV 1984) (2)
モブサイコ100 | Mob Psycho 100 (1)
Onmyouji | The Yin-Yang Master (Movies 2001 2003) (1)
Star Trek: The Original Series (TV) (1)
you can secure your commission here, or simply donate if I've ever written something you've loved and you want to support me that way.
DM me to discuss your commission idea.
please reblog this post, don't just like it - I'm technically unemployed for the next two months and need people to see this post. thank you.
Something I wish more heated rivalry fans were aware of is pre season games. More importantly, that Ottawa and Montreal play each other for the pre season. Which means the first Ottawa vs Montreal game after Shane signs with the centaurs is a game that will have zero consequences and will not affect their playoff chances in the long run at all. Ilya Rozanov is spending that entire fucking game in the sin bin
...so, I've figured out which ship this could be about: Joowon as the stylist and Dongsik as the other sex shop customer while Gaon is the idol - and Yohan is there, too, obviously but I don't know which role he would have... and of course a romcom with bdsm themes is the fic I'd write as my first Beyond Evil and The Devil Judge crossover... is anyone even still surprised.
Joowon would be so flustered and Dongsik would be delighted. I wonder how far this would go before Joowon thinks he finally has to admit he's never even been with anyone (at least not in the way Dongsik thinks)... seriously though, I cannot get the idea of idol!Gaon with a Taemin-style Catholic Guilt meets Queer and Kink Awakening kind of concept out of my head... and a prettily blushing Yoowon who is so, so into the hot older guy who, whenever they meet up for coffee, keeps looking at him as if he wants to be put in those very handcuffs that got Yoowon into this whole mess... and why, when one random day when they end up in Yoowon's flat together, is Dongsik pulling out a certain kind of contract and wow, okay, it's perhaps a good thing Joowon did lots and lots of research... does this still count as part of his job though? he seriously doubts it does but he doesn't care at all anymore...
don't mind me while I tag people who might want to read this: @gaylilsherlock @clawbehavior @little-arcadia @deepbutdazzlingdarkness @uhhhhmanda
If I had a nickle for every time there’s a South Korean show where the close relative of a murder victim gets (subtly or not so subtly homoerotically) involved with the son of the man who (supposedly) murdered said close relative, which starts with mutual dislike as work partners where one even initially wants to punish the other for what happened in the past only for this distrust to turn into devotion and the willingness to literally die for the other, with people eventually commenting on how these two work partners behave around one another as if they were a couple, I'd have two nickels... which isn't a lot but it's weird it happened twice
Bite me, Han Juwon. Bite me, bite the case, bite Kang Jinmuk. I will find Yuyeon, find Han Jeongim, and return the missing people to the families who are waiting for them. Until then, you mustn't give up on me. The day I hear from Kang Jinmuk where they are, the day we get everyone back, you can handcuff me yourself. I will pay the price for touching Minjeong-ie’s corpse and the price for neglecting the moment when our Minjeong-ie might have still been alive.
‘I’m not going to turn myself in. I don’t want a reduced sentence. Handcuff me yourself with your own hands.’
‘Of course. Don’t forget that promise, Sergeant Lee Dongsik.’
The case wasn’t over. So don’t give up on me until this is all over, Inspector Han. And don’t give up on yourself.
Even if your father, the Deputy Commissioner of the National Police Agency of Korea, is a terrible criminal, even if he is a shameless man who sold his son and dead wife, don’t become a monster Inspector Han Juwon.
Don’t be like me.
Juwon-ah.
These particular lines stole my breath away, because it's such a heartrending insight to the desperate hope Dongsik had for Joowon to finally be the answer to the justice he's been seeking all these years.
Joowon, against all odds, truly has become a beacon of hope to Dongsik—the only one he can rely on, the only one he can desperately hold on to, the only one he can believe in.
And there's something almost tenderly, sweetly naive amidst this desperate hope—a seemingly unfounded belief that Joowon isn't like the others. That here, finally, is a good man that Dongsik can trust.
And the thing is—Dongsik has no concrete reason to have that trust on Joowon, not just yet, not until Joowon has continuously proven him right to believe in him.
All in all, with how tremendously unfortunate Dongsik's life has become because of the monsters surrounding him, he had that one lucky streak in trusting in Joowon.
Because what if Joowon had been exactly like his father—only worse? Because unlike Han Kihwan, Han Joowon is not a coward. With a bravery like that, had Joowon's morals been just as corrupt as his father (as Joowon consistently masqueraded as a guise in playing his own father until the end), and an intellect like that—Dongsik could've easily trusted the wrong person.
Yet somehow, Dongsik was right.
After everything he had been wrong about his whole life—this, trusting, Han Joowon—
Minjeong saving her name in Dongsik's phone as his eternal love and Sangbae saving Dongsik's name in his own phone as his dearest is such a heartbreaking layer to the way their stories are linked to his. he became their chief mourner, neither of them were connected to him by blood or law, he inherited both of their houses, he caught both of their murderers, he came so close to saving both but couldn't save either. the way the love wasn't silent even in life, it was always there in a contact name, and it continued after death in him. he loved them, and they loved him, and that love is what gave Dongsik the right to be their family beyond anything else.