jeps;

all i know are sad songs.

[adeles]

“Hi! I’m Adele Adkins. I’m 32. You may know me for being the singer, Adele.” —  Adele on “The Bachelor” sketch on Saturday Night Live (October 24th, 2020)

[frogdilf-archive]

the front bottoms, everyone but you // s.j. watson, before i go to sleep // of monsters and men, little talks // little women (2019) // lorde, ribs // frank ocean, ivy // fleetwood mac, landslide // ladybird (2017) // adele, when we were young // john marsden, checkers

[tlirsgender]

What do you mean I have to "write" my "story"??? Is it not enough to have elaborate conversations between my characters in my head, stupid and plot irrelevant?

[kimsyerim]

stunning in pink!

[ssummerbliss]

after all I knew the most debilitating feeling was that no matter how hard I tried  I still wasn’t enough

- never enough

[writingplayingliving]

“I don’t know how to write about how it feels

to see you look at her

like I look at you.”

[ilovetoodeeply]

i didn’t know how good i was at acting until i had to pretend like i was happy for you dating somebody else

[lilacthoughtsforyou]

I lose people when I really start caring for them

I realized it last night

when I was crying into my pillow again

so please

someone tell me,

how can I stop my feelings

before they pierce my heart

[jepsferrera]

Can someone please stop me for chasing,

this is too much,

I really can’t control it anymore.

[ilovetoodeeply]

and here i am again, crying because of a person that wouldn’t shed a single tear for me

[jepsferrera]

PUTANGINA

[writingplayingliving]

“I can be there for you

when you are sad and alone and desperate.

I can hold your hand and hold you together

through your darkest times.

I can come to you when no one else would

and care for you like no one else could.

But I cannot make you love me.”

[my-writemind]

I’m sorry I wasn’t the poem you wanted.

c.r.m. (via my-writemind)

Sana naiintindihan mo ito.

[bargainbarbi3]

I am trying to convince myself that I no longer love you.

I’m not very good at it (via s-rendipityy)

[lost-words-left-unspoken]

A thousand stars could never shine as bright as you do.

[jepsferrera]

#7: Pag Hindi Sigurado

Baka naman gusto mo rin ako,

baka kasi pag inayos kita mapansin mo ako,

baka naman naaappreciate mo rin ako,

baka kasi may problema ka lang kaya wala pa akong halaga sayo,

baka kasi kapag lumayo ako mawala ka, baka kasi kapag napagod ako ngayon iwan mo rin ako,

Baka kasi may pagkakataon nga,

baka kasi di pa natin oras pero maghihintay naman ako, or baka lang kasi nadelay,

baka pinapaasa mo lang rin ako,

baka ganto nanaman yung mangyari satin, sakin,

baka bukas wala na tong mga binibigay mong ngiti,

malay mo bukas mag-iba ang ihip ng hangin,

malay mo ako na pala talaga yung gusto mo,

malay mo ikaw na pala yung ‘the one’ ko,

malay mo naiisip mo rin ako,

malay mo pinahahalagahan mo rin ako,

malay mo mahal mo rin ako,

baka naman mali lahat to,

baka naman wala lang talaga yun,

baka naman biro lang,

or baka naman lasing lang,

baka hindi sinasadya,

pero malay mo totoo,

malay mo meron talaga,

malay mo seryoso siya,

malay mo alam niya yung ginagawa n’ya.

[jepsferrera]

#6: Visiblenerable

we exists. yes we do.

sa kung paano lang tayo nakikita ng tao,

sa kung paano lang nila tayo naiisip.

we exist because they think of us. that's it.

Dahil ang lugar ay ni kailanman hindi nakakakilala ng tao.

dadaan ka lang na parang hangin at maglalaho, pagkatapos noon ay wala nang susunod na pahinang ililipat.

Ni minsan ba dumapo ako sa isip mo?

Hinayaan mo bang dumapo ako sayo?

If not then I will never exist in your world.

[anotheremotionalmind]

And I love you, I really do.

And I hate you, I really do.

-M.N

[jepsferrera]

#5: Salamin

Sumasaboy na naman sa aking paningin ang alikabok ng iyong ngiti at ang paulit-ulit mong pagtawag sakin, tila itinapon nanaman ako ng orasan sa panahong kaharap kita -- pero hindi ka makausap..

why do we have to be apart?

Dahil hindi pwede. Ang hirap humarap sa iyo ng wala akong mukha, walang bibig para makapagsalita, para masabi kung anong nais sabihin

paanong natuto akong piliin ka? paanong ninanais kong humiga sa lilim mo? makasabay sa mga yapak mo? pero kahit isa riyan walang posible, gayunpaman, di ako aalis rito kahit iniwan mo na ako..

mystery star still discovery

Narito ako ngayon sa daang madilim at mausok, nais kong matahak ang dulo, nais kong magpahinga na sa pagod, nais ko nang makalimot, nais ko nang tumigil sa pagsunod sa mga kinagisnan mong daan..

subalit kung ako'y papapiliin, mas nanaisin ko pang tahakin itong daang hindi ko alam -- dahil hindi ko 'to alam

And i'm wondering of you, no why, no why...

At kanina, ngayon, mamaya, bukas, samakalawa, kahit kailan, bawat segundo, lagi mo akong binabangungot.. mas nakakatakot pang magising kaysa sa pagtulog, mas nakakatakot pang maramdaman kong muli ang presensya mo nang hindi ka nagpapakita, sa mga emosyong walang kalinawan, at sa mga desisyong di na napagiisipan, tama na..