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Vlive: Are you ready for Bon Voyage Season 3? Me:

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Today, i was completely convinced that the universe hated me. 

The plan was: i get home from my first job just in time for the release, watch the mv, download the album and freak out for a few hours before i go to my second job and listen to it on repeat. It was a great plan...except my internet was down. 

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Genuinely not sure at this point, whether j just made.it up, but I thought BTS had filmed for James Corden again? Whilst they were around for the 2018 BBMAs? I thought I'd seen a Twitter post or something? But it feels like it's been years since Tear came out (because I've listened to it so much) and I've heard nothing.

I really have no idea if it's simply wishful thinking on my part. Let me know guys? ATM I'm waiting for something I'm not sure has even happened.

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You know you're a national treasure when one half of your act gets done for drunk driving and instead of your reputation going down, everyone just cheers you harder.

I mean honestly, usually a person would get at least a bit of backlash, but instead, the whole country seems to have rallied behind Dec. We just want to metaphorically hold his hand whilst he has to present on his own.

I don't even know who's more beloved by the country than those two boys. Other than the queen.

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"우리 콘서트 절대 없어 포도" - Mic Drop

Your concert has no grapes? (Or in this case, little blue squares) Yeah, no kidding. *wails*

Question for all you people in the know;

Tickets at the O2, have been known to sell out in 38 seconds, high demand I guess right? But I was in the queue for BTS right from the begining and never even got a look in. 2.5 hours after going up, the tickets were sold and the queues closed. How does that work? If there was so much demand that I couldn't even see the booking page, why did it not sell out instantly? Does it actually sell out faster but they don't close the queue quick enough?

For that matter, how do shows even sell 20k tickets in 38 seconds? The max one person can buy, is 4 tickets, so surely they can't let more than 5k in to the buying page at one time? But how do you even buy a ticket in 38 seconds? You have five minutes to pick your seat and check out right? Before someone else gets your spot? So unless all 5k people buy four tickets and checkout in 38 seconds, I don't get how it's possible? Or does it actually sell out in five minutes but because all 5k initially let in, bought the max of 4 tickets, they count the time it takes to let the max amount of people in to the buying page? Which was 38 seconds?

Someone explain how it works please? At least my confused curiosity is distracting me from the trauma of not getting a ticket!

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I caught my dad humming Singularity today, so i guess my non-stop playing has paid off. According to him, the rest of the album is a bit forgettable, but i’m counting this as a win. I’ll convert him soon enough.

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It’s okay to say “Have a nice day!” to someone, but you can’t say “Enjoy the next 24 hours!” without sounding vaugely threatening.

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I like to be subtle about my fangirling, all i want is a snapback with the logo. I’ll make do with a shirt maybe. But everything loudly says BTS or something, and i’m just too introverted for that. I don’t want people asking me what my hat refers to, but i want to be able to nod at other Army in the street.

I want the logo. The ‘Love Yourself’ rose. 花樣年華/HWYH. Something only other Army know. I just want to quietly share my enthusiasm, if you see what i mean. *sighs*

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[KOR/ENG LYRICS] Magic Shop BTS

Korean

망설인다는 걸 알아 진심을 말해도 결국 다 흉터들로 돌아오니까 힘을 내란 뻔한 말은 하지 않을 거야 난 내 얘길 들려줄게 들려줄게

내가 뭐랬어 이길 거랬잖아 믿지 못했어 (정말) 이길 수 있을까 이 기적 아닌 기적을 우리가 만든 걸까 (No) 난 여기 있었고 니가 내게 다가와준 거야 I do believe your galaxy 듣고 싶어 너의 멜로디 너의 은하수의 별들은 너의 하늘을 과연 어떻게 수놓을지 나의 절망 끝에 결국 내가 널 찾았음을 잊지마 넌 절벽 끝에 서 있던 내 마지막 이유야 Live

내가 나인 게 싫은 날 영영 사라지고 싶은 날 문을 하나 만들자 너의 맘 속에다 그 문을 열고 들어가면 이 곳이 기다릴 거야 믿어도 괜찮아 널 위로해줄 Magic Shop

따뜻한 차 한 잔을 마시며 저 은하수를 올려다보며 넌 괜찮을 거야 oh 여긴 Magic Shop

So show me (I’ll show you) So show me (I’ll show you) So show me (I’ll show you) Show you show you

필 땐 장미꽃처럼 흩날릴 땐 벚꽃처럼 질 땐 나팔꽃처럼 아름다운 그 순간처럼 항상 최고가 되고 싶어 그래서 조급했고 늘 초조했어 남들과 비교는 일상이 돼버렸고 무기였던 내 욕심은 되려 날 옥죄고 또 목줄이 됐어 그런데 말야 돌이켜보니 사실은 말야 나 최고가 되고 싶었던 것이 아닌 것만 같아 위로와 감동이 되고 싶었었던 나 그대의 슬픔, 아픔 거둬가고 싶어 나

내가 나인 게 싫은 날 영영 사라지고 싶은 날 문을 하나 만들자 너의 맘 속에다 그 문을 열고 들어가면 이 곳이 기다릴 거야 믿어도 괜찮아 널 위로해줄 Magic Shop

따뜻한 차 한 잔을 마시며 저 은하수를 올려다보며 넌 괜찮을 거야 oh 여긴 Magic shop

So show me (I’ll show you) So show me (I’ll show you) So show me (I’ll show you) Show you show you

나도 모든 게 다 두려웠다면 믿어줄래 모든 진심들이 남은 시간들이 너의 모든 해답은 니가 찾아낸 이 곳에 너의 은하수에 너의 마음 속에

You gave me the best of me So you’ll give you the best of you 날 찾아냈잖아 날 알아줬잖아 You gave me the best of me So you’ll give you the best of you 넌 찾아낼 거야 네 안에 있는 galaxy

So show me (I’ll show you) So show me (I’ll show you) So show me (I’ll show you) Show you show you

English

I know that you’re hesitating because even if you say the truth, In the end it will all return as scars I’m not going to say anything blatant like “find strength” I will let you hear my story, let you hear it

What did I say? I said you’d win, didn’t I? I couldn’t believe it (really) Could I win it? This miracle that isn’t a miracle, did we make it? (No) I was here You were the one that made your way to me I do believe your galaxy I want to listen to your melody How are the stars in your Milky Way embroidering your sky? Don’t forget that I found you anyways at the end of my despair You’re the last reason For me who was standing at the edge of the cliff Live

On days where I hate myself for being me, on days where I want to disappear forever Let’s make a door, inside your heart If you open the door and go in, this place will await you It’s alright to believe in it, it’ll comfort you, Magic Shop

While drinking a glass of hot tea And looking up at the Milky Way You’ll be alright, oh, this here is the Magic Shop

So show me (I’ll show you) So show me (I’ll show you) So show me (I’ll show you) Show you show you

Like a rose when blooming Like cherry blossoms when being scattered in the wind Like morning glory when fading Like that beautiful moment I always want to be the best So I was impatient and always restless Comparing myself with others became my daily life My greed that was my weapon suffocated me and also became a leash But looking back on it now, truthfully, I feel like it’s not true that I wanted to be the best I wanted to become your comfort and move your heart I want to take away your sadness, and pain

On days where I hate myself for being me, on days where I want to disappear forever Let’s make a door, inside your heart If you open the door and go in, this place will await you It’s alright to believe in it, it’ll comfort you, Magic Shop

While drinking a glass of hot tea And looking up at the Milky Way You’ll be alright, oh, this here is the Magic Shop

So show me (I’ll show you) So show me (I’ll show you) So show me (I’ll show you) Show you show you

Would you believe me if I said that I was scared of everything too? All the sincerity, the remaining times All your answers are in this place you found In your Milky Way, inside your heart

You gave me the best of me So you’ll give you the best of you You found me, you understood me You gave me the best of me So you’ll give you the best of you You’ll find it, the galaxy inside you

So show me (I’ll show you) So show me (I’ll show you) So show me (I’ll show you) Show you show you

Trans cr; Denise & Mary | Spot Checked by Yein @ bts-trans © TAKE OUT WITH FULL CREDITS

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It wouldn’t be a BTS album if it didn’t have me in tears at least once.

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Jennifer Morrison on the many Captains in her life

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Hey guys, help a girl out here? Are they legit giving us this beautiful hixtape for free? I can buy it for four quid on iTunes but bighit are just throwing out free downloads?

I've only been around for a little over a year, so idk if there's a precedent and this is confusing tf out of me.

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Tbh i’m so glad that mess of an awards show is over, i got so stressed watching it. I don’t trust MAMA one bit, everything is so suspicious.

And that stresses me out because i can’t even be happy when my favourites win. Or when artists are up there accepting their award and crying with joy, i just feel bad. It’s like ‘Yay you won! But did you actually deserve it?’ I mean they all deserve it, everyone works so hard, but if we stay objective about it all, we could find legit winners for each category. Unfortunately i just can’t trust in MAMA’s decisions, and it casts a negative cloud over all the artists. Which sucks. Majorly. Get if together MAMA ffs!

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The curiosity is honestly killing me.

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Despite only getting two hours of sleep last night, exhaustion hasn’t hit me yet. I’m still so hyped about everything, so unbelievably proud of and happy for our boys, they did amazingly! Honestly when they finally got to the stage, i was shaking so badly and my heart was beating so loudly, that it was genuinely a struggle to hear the music. I’m not sure i could have been any more tense evn if it were me performing up there! 

But despite all that, i think my favourite part of the night might have to be ‘Army’s around the world have been asking us to ask you this question’. You guys seriously, this is why i love Army. Everyone went: ‘We’re fed up with these repetitive, shallow questions. Ask them something we care about, ask them something meaningful, something important. This is an introduction to BTS for most Americans, and these boys are real people who have real, interesting thoughts, let them show why we love them so much. Ask about their very important UNICEF campaign and highlight something that matters.’ 

I just love that Army care like that. I’ve never seen a fandom do that before and it kinda makes me tear up. Ofc there are some sucky Army’s, like there is in every fandom, but as a whole, whenever i see Army comments, they’re just so caring. It’s always ‘Please take care of our boys. They work really hard, so treat them well, feed them, make it fun for them.’ Or, ‘Don’t overwork yourself, make sure you’re healthy, it’s okay if you don’t do a schedule, we just want you to be okay’. Isn’t that just lovely? 

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Honestly idk about the AMAs being publicity for BTS, more like publicity for the western artists.

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Waiting for the Bangtan Bomb like:

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