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This is so fucking stupid but I did a stick n poke pattern on my foot and my girlfriend hates it. Is it really that stupid to do something that gives me joy and is a little bit silly and is a good alternative to self harm?? Ugh

boingo1994-deactivated20210426

what the fuck

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Wit

genderfluid-and-confuzled

This is the tenth time I’ve rebloggged this and I only just saw it’s hozier

#I’m bipolar so I can do both of these!#it’s actually just fucked up brain chemicals

blankspace17

John Mulaney has apparently checked into rehab after being sober for a very, very long time….I’m sending all the positive vibes in the world his way. His humor has helped me find laughter and joy in some of my lowest moments. It is a reminder that in addition to the pandemic, everyone still is dealing with their own personal battles, and how horribly this pandemic can trigger/exacerbate addiction and mental health problems. Proud of him for getting help, and I am proud of everyone out there who is fighting similar struggles every day.

#this is incredible to see #and really gives me hope for not drinking anymore #checking into rehab is tough but damn #i’m proud of him

tachylyte

fun fact: trauma victims becoming obsessed/infatuated with what traumatized them (especially if that trauma came from abuse) isn’t creepy or disturbing. That’s literally a symptom of PTSD, and is often uncontrollable, so maybe don’t demonize people who get stuck or overly focused on their intrusive thoughts. We literally can’t control this.

#actuallyptsd #actuallytraumatized #hi thank you for saying this now I hate myself slightly less

On the one hand I’ve heard god doesn’t make mistakes. On the other I have the anecdotal evidence of my life.

#actuallybipolar #actually psychotic #I’m trying not to apologize for being a monster when I’m crazy #except I know that I need to #where’s the balance between owning up to my actions #and admitting it’s not all my fault

Had another psychotic break recently. Almost got hit by a truck so like. I’m smart or whatever.

#I threw a fit in a Baptist parking lot #became obsessed with music #felt like tv was addressing me specifically #the usual #at least this time I don’t think people laughed at me #they were just sad #which is totally fair #my dad removed the gun safe from my room #so I’m eternally grateful to him

mjalti

sometimes im like “tone down the Self to fit in” and other times, the voice of God comes to me in a dream and says “I didn’t make you crazy for no reason”

#now this is a mood #please god tell me there’s some point to all this

birlinterrupted

Barack Obama complaining abt getting friendzoned by a bi girl even tho he read Foucault to impress her is just too much. We don’t need to know that.

kalichnikov

I thought this was a joke

kasaron

catgirlforeskin

Considering Foucault became an intellectual to impress a bi boy, this is indescribably funny

catgirlforeskin

For context

#oh my gosh #that’s adorable actually

kristina100000

great ad from latitude_mental_health

#MOOD

03josten

stop fucking using the word psychotic to describe bad behaviour and violence already god fucking damn it

03josten

oh my god i'm so tired psychotic does not mean violent it does not mean angry or erratic. it refers to a person suffering from psychosis, a loss of touch with reality that includes hallucinations and/or delusions. psychotic people are not inherently violent and y'all need to understand how much stigma you create when you again and again incorrectly use the word psychotic without even thinking about it

03josten

would appreciate if non-psychotic people could reblog this

#honestly?#I’m fairly fucking certain I’m psychotic #and I’m so scared to go back on meds that make me feel like a zombie #but maybe that would be for the best

When you’re off your meds but refuse to tell anyone in your life