Here On Earth I Want To Stay

Joey. 19. Single. Hipster Aesthetic. Art and Animal Enthusiast. Proud fighter. A lot better than before. Survivor.

[jesustookmywonderbread]

I've decided after thinking for a decent amount of time that I'm done with this account. I'm gonna create a new tumblr and try to keep it as well hidden as possible from people I know. Sometimes it's better to start fresh.

[jesustookmywonderbread]

Staring at the ceiling at 3:50 am wondering if I still even want to be alive isn't how I imagined life at 19.

[jesustookmywonderbread]

I'm so fucking tired of not being who I wanted to be.

[indieteen]

[quietvoiced]

[bl-ossomed]

Maybe we’ll meet again, when we’re slightly older and our minds less hectic, and I’ll be right for you and you’ll be right for me. But right now I am chaos to your thoughts and you are poison to my heart.

(via bl-ossomed)

This.

[thepersonalquotes]

[jesustookmywonderbread]

I'm tired of losing.

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Fuck you making me feel unlovable. This is who I am.

[jesustookmywonderbread]

4:19 A.M. 12/15/16. Season 4, Episode 8: Debbie Gallager hits me hard. Debbie hit me hard on this episode. She's talking about how she was in love for the first time. How she doesn't think about the major things about her lover. In fact, she's in love with his hair, the light in his eyes, and his smile. Every time her mind rests, she thinks of her lover. She can't get her mind off him. She can't think of her world without him. And I think that's what I want. I want someone to like the little things about me even though I don't know what those would be. And I'm not even sure if I would ever notice. But that's something I want. Something I crave. Someone who doesn't want anything more than me. Someone who doesn't want anything more than me.

[jesustookmywonderbread]

You're all I want

Well who is this

[jesustookmywonderbread]

i miss you

Who are you.

[jesustookmywonderbread]

Home.

[jesustookmywonderbread]

"It's much easier to not know things sometimes. Things change and friends leave. And life doesn't stop for anybody. I wanted to laugh. Or maybe get mad. Or maybe shrug at how strange everybody was, especially me. I think the idea is that every person has to live for his or her own life and than make the choice to share it with other people. You can't just sit their and put everybody's lives ahead of yours and think that counts as love. You just can't. You have to do things. I'm going to do what I want to do. I'm going to be who I really am. And I'm going to figure out what that is. And we could all sit around and wonder and feel bad about each other and blame a lot of people for what they did or didn't do or what they didn't know. I don't know. I guess there could always be someone to blame. It's just different. Maybe it's good to put things in perspective, but sometimes, I think that the only perspective is to really be there. Because it's okay to feel things. I was really there. And that was enough to make me feel infinite. I feel infinite." #ForYou #ForMe #ForUs #Quote #Motivation #Love #Follow #infinite #perksofbeingawallflower

[jesustookmywonderbread]

[furynkazan]

[jesustookmywonderbread]

This isn't a question but I hope one day you find someone who gives you endless love and support and is good for you. You deserve it from what I've seen.

Nah I'll probably die alone. But love is out there for everyone.