antidepressants r truly a wonderful thing, im having an autism renaissance over here bc i feel like living again
updates:
my nails grow like crazy bc im not anxious biting anymore
drinking more water
sleeping better !!!!!!
really really loving my job. i look forward to it and excited to go do it!!!!
much more unmasked n relaxed
a SHIT TON of motivation to get things done, i just worked like 30 hrs this week and managed it well
some more updates since i came across this post again
-actually, genuinely like myself and like being me
-not in fight or flight 24/7
-im able to learn a lot more from my mistakes bc im not so focused on berating myself over them
-driving doesnt make me want to curl into a ball and die of fear anymore
there r more but its late and these will do for now












