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๐ ๐๐ค๐ข๐๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐๐๐ฉ๐๐ข๐ ๐จ๐ข๐ช๐ฉ ๐จ๐ฉ๐ค๐ง๐ฎ ๐ฌ๐๐ฉ๐ ๐ ๐๐ข ๐๐ค๐ฃ๐๐๐ฎ๐ช๐ฃ (๐ฆ)
reader is gn, mild smut, lots and LOTS of fluff and aftercare, pet nicknames (such as baby, bubba, etc)
Content warning and disclaimer:
This story contains smut. If youโre under the age of 18 or/and is uncomfortable with these kind of stories, kindly click off. Before you intend to send me an angry paragraph, please note that this is NOT made for malicious intent at all. This was made for those whoโs coping in a way that is more leaning towards the โhornyโ end of the spectrum. This story shouldnโt make people feel alone or discomfort, rather it should help them go though such difficult times or allow them to guide through their sexuality without feeling ashamed.
Letโs get on with the story, shall we?
โHey.โ He finally spoke to you after he saw your head peek out of the covers as he sat down at the corner of the bed.
โI heard that you havenโt been feeling good. Is everything alright?โ And with that, you finally closed the laptop that was on your thighs and went to hug him. Tears poured down your eyes as you felt your cold, squishy boyfriend after what it felt like weeks.
โIโฆ I miss youโฆโ You quietly muffled since your head was on his chest.
โHm?โ He replied. โI canโt hear you, baby. Can you speak up a little more?โ
You wanted to burst out and scream, but you didnโt want to worry Jonghyun too much. Although he knew about bits of it and reassured you that he would love you no matter what, this thing would be the only thing you would keep from him. You felt embarrassed, disgusted and horrified at the same time. You wanted to do something about it, but that something shouldnโt mean talking to Jonghyun about it.
โItโs fine, bubba. Iโll make you tea before you sleep.* You got out of the bed to go down to the kitchen - hoping that you could leave him and try to reflect on the very thing that was bothering you. You couldnโt itch your head about it, which it almost made you want to scratch so much that you puke. Every time you relive it, you would feel a tingling sensation in your head. Soon, it would turn worse to the point where you could feel your brain making those squiggles that you would do at secondary school. Your face was about to puff up like a tomato, your eyes were swirling like you was dancing in a ball with the same person who caused you stress and the slow, but an unsettling fluctuation into darkness.
The next time Jonghyun would see you was on the very floor with the kettle just finished its little click to confirm its termination and your phone was still on. Your eyes were still frozen shut, so he used your phone to call an ambulance.
Throughout the whole ride, you was still unconscious - and all you had was Jonghyun holding your weak, unresponsive hands and warming it up with his. His tears falls to his cheeks as he chats to you that youโll be fine and that youโll come home with his arms always around you the entire time.
After about 2 hours, you finally woke up. Luckily, nothing bad happened. It was just your blood pressure going up.
โOhhhโฆโ You groaned. โW-where am I?โ
โYouโre at the hospital.โ Jonghyun replied. โBut you seem fine so we may go the same day.โ
โB-but- Iโm not sick-โ You whined out of fear. You had always been scared of going to the doctors. Since you was very young, you had always think that doctors would hurt you and take you away from everyone you knew and loved if you stayed long enough.
โBabyโฆ youโre not sick, but the doctors are here to check if youโre ok, honey. Youโll be fine, I promise.โ Jonghyun held your hand again, and you took your other hand with his. โI promise they donโt hurt you, baby. If they do, please let me know, but I doubt they would anyways. Theyโre very sweet people with lots of experiences and training.โ
โB-but- the knives- theyโre going to cut my mouth so I canโt speak to anyone anymoreโฆโ You shivered in fear as you watched Jonghyun lose it at that very moment. He knows that you wanted to leave straight away, but he wasnโt told that yet. The weakness in your eyes can indicate that you was exhausted, the red, bloodshot eyes also indicated that you had been up all night again.
โY-y/nโฆ is it that againโฆ?โ He looked at you firm in your eyes, trying not to cry.
Then, you bursted into tears and buried your head onto his chest. He pat your head as he strokes from your hair roots to your neck. He was massaging you so well, that you almost forgot what you was crying about. You looked at him with tears still on your eyes, but everything has been paused. You knew what you did and now Jonghyun knew. You felt awful for him to know, almost felt like you should of broken up with him.
As soon as you started facing away from Jonghyun, a tingle of pain arose. He felt all the pain you had to go through, and it was horrific.
โI shouldnโt even be around you.โ You said with a cold frown on your face.
โMe? But what did I do?โ Jonghyun panicked. This went on for the whole night, even when you was in bed together with him. Him wanting to make you feel better, he tried hugging you from behind. With that, you immediately pulled him away as you clutch the blanket more on your side as you slowly took Jonghyunโs side off him. Your blanket cocoon was the last thing you cared about and Jonghyun doing his hardest to please you. He was a sweetheart, and he wouldnโt take anything bad at all. He made you hot chocolate with marshmallows - which you left to cool for hours with barely no signs of consumption. He made your favourite sandwich alongside with your favourite snacks, but that wasnโt enough to satisfy you. He tried to make out with you, but that wasnโt it either. It seemed like you wanted to be away from him.
At this point, Jonghyun had enough and was worried for you. His beloved partner has been ignoring him for 4 hours and he needed to get to the bottom of this. He didnโt want you to be miserable like this, and so he tried to get you to the nearest GP at the nearest morning whilst you was groaning and refusing to help him out.
โI-I DONโT WANNA GO BACK!โ You screamed out of fear once the word โdoctorโ was mentioned.
โWell then why havenโt you spoken to me, my love?โ Jonghyun has always had this soft voice he would speak in, but it has gotten much firmer over the course of about 10 hours. He was losing his patience, but he surprisedly kept it in and calmly spoke to you.
โListen Y/N. You either speak to me, or this is for your own good.โ He went. โDo you understand me?โ
You nodded and Jonghyun continued. โSo, whatโs it gonna be?โ
Finally after few hours, you wrapped your arms around Jonghyun and cried on him. The sigh of relief could be heard as he smiled at you whilst soothingly stroking your back to make you feel comfortable again. His soft heart couldnโt take how vulnerable you was and so he began kissing you to see how you would react. You finally looked up after the 3rd time and did a little peck on his lips.
โYouโre alright now?โ He asked you.
โYeahโฆ Iโm alright now. Iโm sorryโฆโ
โNo no no.โ He said as he shushed you with one of his finger. โItโs alright. I know you had been going through a lot.โ
In what felt like days, you finally kissed Jonghyun and thankfully for him, it turned quite streamy. He carried you to a kitchen counter and began kissing you in different area of your body as he stripped you off your clothes after you finally allowed him to.
โHeyโฆ do you want to go to the bedroom?โ He asked as you jumped off the counter. You nodded at him and you both went hand to hand to your bedroom to continue the scene.
You laid in bed nude with Jonghyun as he gave small smooches on your cheeks. Every single kiss felt like a warm tickle as you would feel a slight tingle on your body. You enjoy being pampered by your boyfriend as he gives you all the love you didnโt think you needed this entire time.
And he was the only person youโd love to spend all of your time with.
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