Joongs.laptop

23 Hoyocreator on TikTok- @joongslaptop Focusing on wuthering waves and nte here!

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INTRODUCTION:

Hii, I’m joongslaptop (obviously not my real name). I’m 23 years old and live in Australia. I don’t make my work too long most of the time

I am mixed! - (🇦🇺🇮🇶)

MBTI- INFJ

I like to write , but I don’t like to read// I know you think I’d enjoy reading but I cannot

- I do have phases where I will go into angst mode .. I like angst. So yes. I tend to do that when my moods are down

- most of my work is either some poetic quotes, headcanons and short stories

What my page is about - Posting headcanons here , the same way I do over on TikTok.

I think I’ll post more things about wuthering waves here , since I already do a lot of HSR content on TikTok

Last year when I was going through a dark time I decided to write a little mini book. Nothing fancy, just my favourite characters with poetry and quotes.

Link is here

GOOD COPY- moonlit scars

INTERESTS:

- Wuthering waves, Honkai Star tail, Ariana Grande , Ateez. Any music. I’m always listening to music. I enjoy kdramas from time to time as well. I love everything to do with fantasy. I have a playlist for all of my fav characters too. I also love taking photos of everything and recording things. ANDD I LOVEEE philosophy

I love the Moon. The moon is my favourite thing ✨// and the Ocean.

I always tend to love characters who are extroverts , but I am an introvert myself

I love Cats, Goats, jellyfish, and foxes 🩵

I love coffee so much

And energy drinks

MAINS:

WUWA: - Brant. Loved him since release and he’ll always be my main there <3

(Yes I am the person who says “where there is Brant there will be me”, in every TikTok comment section)

Luuk- I love Luuk so much. He’s gentle and caring.

Qiuyuan- I love writing about him , he’s beautiful and interesting.

HSR: Aventurine is number 1, then Anaxa, Sunday , and Jiaoqiu.

Also recently started playing Neverness to everness. Obsessed with Baicang, he’s a cutie

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I love men who are not real❤️

(And I still haven’t made any content on tumblr for ages SORRYY🙁)

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Guys if any of u are following me coming from TikTok lmk and I’ll follow u back here ❤️

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HES SO HANDSOME. IDC what anyone says❤️😭😭😭😭 the man can be bald and ill glaze him

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TODAY IS THE DAY TODAY IS THE DAYYYYYY

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LMAOAOAJS CHAOS AND CAMILLE ON THE SAME DAY LETTSS GOOOOOOOOOOOOO. When im done looking at camilles lore, I’ll make headcanons

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I’m being so lazy with tumblr omg . It’s hard to jump between TikTok and tumblr and balance it out

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UHHHGHGN FINEEE HOT MANNNNNNNNNNN OH MY GOSHHHHHHHHHH HES SO HANDSOME I LITERALLY CANT OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG IM GOINT INSANE THAT OUTFIT IS SO HANDSOMEEEEEEE OMG ONG OMG IM MELTINGGGGTTGGGGG IM GOING INSANE IM SWOOOOOOONING SOOOOO HAAARDDDDDDDDD IM SWOONING GIGGLING BLAUHIJF JEJJRJRJJRJH

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LMAOAOA I got a random idea

You’re with Baicang , but you’re stuck in an elevator with him??😭😭

Maybe I’ll write about it later??

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NTE QUEST ANALYSIS

SPOILER WARNINGS

Analysis:

Nanally has a strong fear of abandonment. Due to her past sorrows, in the present she has been afraid to lose those she loves again. This is why when daffodil had left, depression took over. Deep down , old trauma lingers within her heart, which caused her to shut down

Because of Daffodil being gone, Nanally craved for a connection again. This is why when the Tehee bear chose Nanally as its target , Nanally was tricked into the anomaly realm. It took advantage of her because it knew she was vulnerable and weak at that very moment so she could be trapped forever. For example , the vulnerability in her soul often links back to guilt. She feels guilt because of her past. Because in her past she was “wrongly blamed for things but still held back.”

The childhood anomaly from Nanally’s past shows us a lesson too. A lesson that we can’t hold on to things forever. Her badge is a symbol of this. Although that childhood anomaly does not exist anymore , the memories of childhood still linger within.

Quotes:

“The ones in pain move backwards. The newcomers are the ones who usually haven’t awoken their truths, thus hold up alone in their rooms. Beware of those who devour dreams , they resent how you walk without dreams , ready to make a move on you.”

“Why is growing up different for all of us?”

In this quest , the Mc does her best to protect Nanally. We get to see MC on a deeper level here , and I believe it was truly inspiring. Doing everything to protect Nanally because at the end of the day, everyone in Eibon is family and does their best to protect each other. Nanally is a child , a child that still has a lot of learning to do but is a very selfless child who cares about others before herself. In this quest I believe it shows us , that we are NOT running out of time. Whether we are a child or an adult that gazes into the mirror , and can’t define ourselves, that’s okay. We need to face challenges , and over come them , move forward and learn to heal. Do not be stuck in your own sorrows. For being stuck will only lead you backwards. You must move forward , even if the fog controls that path. Hold your light up high, and fight. Fight for who you are, and move forward through the fog. That’s where you will find your path.

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Petals Ablaze

TRIGGER WARNING- mention of taking your life in the beginning and giving up on life.

Short story with Baicang x reader

I got inspo to write this from Ariana’s mv “hate that I made you love me.” And Castorice from HSR. If you’re unsure about Castorice , everything she touches dies , so in this story , I made every flower you touch die , rather than everything.

Images from Pinterest

STORY:

Its the middle of the night, you live alone in the middle of a Flower field. A field of Oleander Flowers. You’ve grown up around that singular Flower all your life. It’s always been a dream of yours to see a Flower that isn’t so toxic, but due to your curse , you’ve never been able to see another Flower. Whenever your hands reach for a Petal that isn’t an Oldeander , the Petal dies and withers away. During this night , you sit up and smell something. A fire is ablaze across the field of Flowers. You have no one to come save you, so you just stand there not knowing what to do. “Do I save myself?, or do I try to put the fire out.?” You choose to not do anything and let the flames consume you. In this moment , you have given up on life, and felt it would be better to wither away, the same way Flowers do when you touch them.

An entire day passes , and you find yourself in bed. But this isn’t your home? You sit up, and a man suddenly appears. As you eyes gaze up at him, you see the sun reflecting on him. A ray of light shining into the room. Only shining on him rather than you. “You should lay back down.” He gently touches your shoulders signalling to lay down. Somehow you listen to him?. “I’m Baicang… you were unconscious since last night. I was going for a walk in the Forest when I noticed the whole field on fire. I ran into your home and carried you all the way to mine. You gaze up at him holding your head. “Thank you.. I’ll repay you for saving me some day.. my name is… Petal .” As you gaze out the window you see a field.. Sunflowers? “You can stay here until you get better, I live on my own anyway! In this field here.” Baicang says gently. “Get some rest and we can talk more during dinner.”

Dinner time arrives , Baicang wakes you up gently. “Hey.. come out here” He gives the brightest and most enthusiastic smile as you sit down. He gives you a plate of spaghetti. “Thank you…” you say shyly. “You must be going through something, considering you didn’t wanna leave that fire.” Baicang says. “How did you know I-“ Baicang cuts you off. I read people well… I was once in your position. That’s why I had to save you. I can’t watch a beautiful Flower wither away again.” “Wait a minute.. the fire? How do you put it out?” Baicang smiles gently as you ask him.” I… have the ability to make any plant wither away, so I put the fire out by doing that , although it was tiring , I had to save you.” You can?? Make things wither? That’s your ability?” You seem very curious about him now. Suddenly Baicang smirks at you. “Why? Interested in my … gooood looks He winks at you. “Pfft , for a man I just met you seem pretty confident.” Baicang switches back to normal. “It is my ability , I was born with it. I only use it when it really is needed.” You speak ..You’re lucky… I was born with something similar , but instead it’s a curse. Every Flower I touch dies. The only Flower I can touch is an Oldeander.” Baicang looks at you with a more curious look, invading your personal space , looking at your eyes.. studying you hard. You feel a bit flushed as he does this.

You scold him. “Uhhh… .. how improper, you don’t have any mannners.” Baicang giggles at you scolding and smirks. “Have you ever touched a sunflower?” Thinking about it, you’ve never seen sunflowers until Baicang appeared. “No? What’s so special about that? It’ll just die too.” Baicang gets up and comes back with a bouquet of Sunflowers. “Here touch these.. but when you touch them .. hold my hand.” You seem to be sick of his silly ridiculous talk. “That wouldn’t be appropriate for a man I just met!” You scold him and refuse to do it. “Suit yourself, but I could be the key to that curse of yours…” you look and glare at him. As you glare at him , he smiles at you. He places his hand on his chin in front of you at the table, admiring you shamelessly. You glare again , but this could be your only chance, to understand what he means. “Fine! I’ll try it but if this is a lie I get to flick your head.”

Baicang hands you the bouquet of Flowers. One Petal dies.. but then Baicang reaches for both of your hands. The Bouquet is now placed between both of you. Rays of light emerge from both of your hands … “w… what???” You say shocked and breathing heavily. Baicang smiles, he knew this would work. “It is written in history. You’re .. someone I’m meant to find. To lift this curse , one must joins hand with another who isn’t cursed. We resonate with each other, and now the curse has been lifted off of you. And somehow.. it worked. Your curse is lifted and you can touch any Flower you choose now. In history, there is a story between two lovers , they resonated with each other.” You look at Baicang and cry into his arms. “After all these years, someone finally cured me.. and that person was you, thank you.” “You now , have the same ability as me rather than the curse , you can choose to make a Flower Wither. But when we join hands, we can restore dead flowers”

This was the beginning of something happening between the two of you. It was fate. A repeat of history written in old books.

Part 2?

QUOTE:

“You have a flame, hidden deep within you. You do not use your fire often, which sets you back. You are afraid your sparks will ignite a blazing fire, which will cause everyone to run away. Although your flames allow a singular Petal to wither ,it does not cause harm, it shields everyone. Learn to set your sparks ablaze more often … and shield those whom are stuck in toxic flower fields. Lets us run together , in fields of Sunflowers.”

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Baicang the type of guy part 3

Headcanons- scroll down to read

(Sorry I was lowkey just hooked into the kdramas I’ve been watching so I haven’t posted 😭)

Headcanons-

Baicang is the type of guy to keep random things you have given to him forever. Even if you don’t talk anymore , he would keep a small box away in his room for memories. Even if it was a random petal off of a flower, he’d take it and preserve it forever

Baicang is the type of guy who’ll research things you like constantly, to understand you on a deeper level more. He’ll make you things you like and practice a lot, even if he fails a lot in making those things, he still tries. Once he perfects his gifts, he kindly hands them to you, saying how you deserve to have treasures too.

Baicang is the type of guy who will be himself still, but start changing in many ways after he met someone like you. Small gestures such as opening doors, or holding your hand in public. He became extra soft for you. When he falls , he falls hard. Like a petal falling off a flower.

Baicang has a certain smell. A beautiful smell you’ll never forget for the rest of your life. His scent , is a scent of comfort and warmth . Like someone embracing you with their scent

Baicang is the type of guy who enjoys all kinds of weather. He may enjoy the wind specifically, because it brings him back to his childhood and reminds him of people he once loved

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IF YOU LOVE AVENTURINE AND KDRAMA YOU MUSTTT WATCH THIS DRAMA!! I looked for edits on TikTok but it’s so underrated omg I can barely find any.

The title is

The royal gambler

The whole show is revolved around gambling , life and death , gambling between life and death. “I’ll bet my life” LIKE HELLO?? I binged this show so fast within a week and I really struggle to pay attention to shows unless I’m invested. I have no one to talk about this with so I’m saying it here 😭😭😭😭

I forgot that I even wrote in a book the similarities and differences between the main character and aventurine 😭😭

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Ill try to do more Baicang content tomorrow, jejrjhfhp please he makes me so giggly. I was just rewatching a scene with him , KEJHHRHHF PLEASE if he was real I would just melt and daze off, stare into space as he talks. I love chalant fictional men uhhhgjjf pleaseee 😭.

Alsooo maybe chaos hcs too, but maybe I’ll wait until his banner? So I can get to know his character more

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Spoiler warnings!!

Denia’s quest: Notes I took down, things we can learn from Denia , and quotes I took from the quest

Side note - I did my eyeshadow right now based on her colour palette!!

Idk why I’m writing this it’s just for fun I love studying every single character in wuwa

Quotes from the quest:

“knowing your ex- friend dies in better than losing an actual friend” - Denia

“Even after you die tomorrow, the sun still rises”- Rover

“I’m probably closer to a lab mouse now.” - Denia

Things I’ve learned from Denia / notes:

- Denia spent most of her life trying to find out who she is. Although it was difficult for her to understand herself and even her own emotions , she searched and searched

- she spent two years studying people’s emotions , trying to understand what it’s like to be a human. Since she was controlled by the Fractsidus her entire life, they took that away from her.

- she always claimed she loathed rover , saying how it was unfair how different their lives were. In the end , from my perspective, that loathe was a type of jealousy of course. She just wanted to be normal, but she could never understand herself.

- Lying about her birthday gave her some sort of identity before she left. Even with a fake birthday, at least she felt like someone , even if that was for a day.

In the end , Denia’s character is very beautifully written. From the beginning , it is confusing to figure out who she is and what her intentions were. The fact she made everyone smile with her lies before she left , because she wanted to see everyone smile one last time, shows her intentions were truly never evil. She was controlled, unable to escape her fate. Just as Rover told her “if the boundaries between humans and creations are already obscure, what is it determines who we are? The answer was the Heart.” The emotions she searched for.. was her heart.

To me , her quest can allow many of us wuwa players to resonate with Denia. Being controlled your whole life , being stuck not being able to escape. People stopping you from pursuing your dreams … because they trap you inside a bubble that you can’t pop. Maybe like those bubbles Denia left behind? Looking deeper into it, as if she was trapped and controlled and couldn’t break free from those Bubbles. Bubbles should be easy to pop, but when you’re under the control of someone or something, it takes years to pop it.

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Tears and Serenity

Short story- scroll down to read

(Sorry this one isn’t very good I kept getting head spins writing this 🥹)

Song you can listen to when reading this: The water is fine- Chloe Ament

It’s late in the afternoon, and you just arrived home from work. Recently, you haven’t taken a break at all. As you lay down on your bed, waves of tiredness flow through you.. not even the Ocean waves could compare to how tired you have been. Eventually, streams of tears fall down your cheeks. You decide to take the day off tomorrow, and head to the beach. You fall asleep to pouring rain, hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.

As your eyes open to a new day, you open your blinds to a new day.. a new beginning. As your gaze looks up to the sky, rain pours still endlessly. You don’t care, rain is your favourite thing ever, nothing is stopping you from your day at the beach.

Eventually, you arrive to where your soul always yearns to be on difficult days. The Sea.. your feet gently touch the sand as you carry your umbrella and walk across the shoreline. Your hand reaches out , with every raindrop that touches the skin on your hands, serenity is felt within each drop. Suddenly , some foot steps can be heard from behind. A tall man, towering over your Umbrella, with a hat?

“Hi friend” he says gently, making you feel less startled. As you gaze up into his eyes, your umbrella flies away. As you look into his eyes .. it’s almost as you can see beyond every horizon you’ve ever laid your eyes upon. “Didn’t mean to startle you there .. I just noticed someone walking alone , in the rain , usually means something could be wrong. I’m Captain Brant after all, it’s my job to take care of people, even if we’re strangers.” Brant suddenly runs off , and grabs your umbrella that you were about to lose. He comes back with it and covers you with it. A small act of kindness has never moved you the way this random Captain just did? “Thank you so much” you say shyly. He notices you’re the quiet kind.. so he thinks of something.” Hey .. come with me by the fire I started down there , just you and me, your hair is all wet and you’ll catch a cold if you keep wandering and dilly dallying alone.” Before you refuse , he gently grabs your hand and makes his way to his small set up he had and a fire he started a while ago. He grabs your shoulders and gently sits you down. He smiles so brightly at you, you think his smile would clear up the dark skies.

“You’re not a talker are you?” He says gently. “Sorry .. I’m really thankful for what you’ve done for me today.. lI’ll never forget this random act of kindness.” *Tears fall down your cheeks , you accidentally became vulnerable in front of a man you just met.” Hey friend .. remember what I said down there?, it’s my job to take care of people ,I don’t know what you’ve been through , but I do know that you need a hug. You look as if you have constantly drowned in the middle of the sea with no one to save you.. well lucky for you, Captain Brant is here”Brant grabs a small towel and dries your hair for you, he also grabs a tissue and wipes away your tears, as he gets closer he opens his arms to welcome you to his embrace.” “Don’t be shy friend .. you need this. Trust me… I’ve seen a lot, and been through a lot. I’ve lost many things , people I’ve cherished.. come into my arms just for 5 minutes, you’ll breathe a little more.” You enter his embrace, crying into his arms, cold from the rain but warm next to the blazing fire , and inside his arms. As you cry into his arms , he moves pieces of hair out of your way too, a gentle form of care from a stranger you just met.

The next morning , rain still pours , you wake up on his lap? “Ahhh.. I’m so sorr-“ Brant shushes you before you speak.” “You needed that, it’s no worries. Also.. your eyes have a nice sparkle to them.. like when the sun sparkles over on to the Ocean.” Brant causes you to blush deeply. He notices and giggles. He’s fond of you.. interested in who you are and wants to get to know you more.” “Would you like to sail with me? You seem liked you’d make a good best mate.” His hand reaches out towards you.. you’ve always yearned to be on the Sea , this was your chance. To leave that awful job, to find the true meaning of life and new beginnings.” I’ve actually always .. wanted to see the Sea beyond the horizon , not just stand on the sandy beaches, I’ll gladly take it.” Brant reaches his hand out to you and guides you toward is ship, he puts his hat on your head and ruffles your hair too…

Part 2 soon maybe??

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A day out with Baicang- A falling pair of Wings

A short story of you and Baicang under the Snowfall.

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Song you can listen to when reading this- Happiness is a Butterfly: Lana del rey

STORY

It’s the first day of winter, your favourite season. Everyone is on a break from work and you have nothing to do on this certain day. As you get up to make yourself some hot chocolate and pancakes for breakfast, you hear a notification on your phone. It’s from your Captain, Captain Baicang. “You do anything today?? If you’re down, let’s hang out and go ice skating together, meet me at my house ,I’ll drive us there😋”. You reply with “sounds fun!! Ill get ready”

You make your way to Baicang’s house. A three minute walking distance from your home. You knock on his door , and he opens it gently. “Look who’s here!!!!” he says enthusiastically. Just looking at his smile would melt the snow from how warm his aura is. Baicang looks at you and pauses. “Wait a second.” Baicang comes back with a scarf and wraps it around your neck. He also puts one around his own neck too. You stand there in silence a bit touched that your captain cares so much about your health.“Can’t let my coworker get sick!, cmon let’s go!!”He grabs your arm gently and you hop into the car.

As Baicang drives , you watch the snowfall and admire how pretty it is. This is actually your first time seeing snowfall, you didn’t always live in this city. Baicang glances at you, he already knows this is your first time because you’ve told him about wanting to see Snow for the first time for quite some time now. You finally arrive there, surprisingly it’s empty. “It’s empty here, have you been here before?” You ask him. “Actually … ahah.. I rented the place out because I know you’re introverted and don’t like crowds … didn’t cost too much.” Baicang looks away a bit shyly and smiles. You look at him feeling even more warm now. “Wow , I didn’t know the Captain who constantly tries to skip work every day , would be so organised with something like this.” You giggle at him. “Hey!!… it’s not skipping .. it’s passing time as a .. Captain.. let’s go on the ice! I brought ice skates.” Baicang hands you a pair, you put them on together and get on to the ice.

As you get on to the ice you watch Baicang struggle.. you hold your laugh in and eventually giggle. “Need any help?” You ask giggling at him.” Uhhh … fine. How will you help me?” Baicang almost trips and you grip his hand , stopping him from his fall. Suddenly he’s staring at you.. he didn’t realise how pretty you were so.. close up?. He suddenly snaps out of it and lets go quickly. “Thanks for saving me.” Suddenly a Butterfly flies past the both of you and lands on Baicang’s nose. “A Butterfly?? … in the snowfall? Huh?” You say confused.” “And why does it like you so much?” Baicang gives you the warmest smile you’ve ever seen , he grabs the Buttefly and puts it on you shoulder. “Ever since I was a kid.. Butterflies would follow me.. even in the Snow. But shhh it’s a secret between you and me… Butterflies are beautiful aren’t they? Like this one?” You stand there as the snow falls past the both of you, Baicang admiring you with the Butterfly on your shoulder.. eventually it flies off and fades away into the light. Baicang gently grips both of your hands, as the snow continues to fall.. that gaze returning.” Wanna know something?… I find Butterflies beautiful.. because to fly , they need a pair of wings. Not one, but two. I feel that energy when I look at you.. you remind me of all the Butterflies I’ve ever encountered.” You stand there, overwhelmed. The silly captain .. is basically confessing to you under the snowfall? You had no idea he had this side to him. He’s never this serious. You grip his hands back and ask him something. “Are you willing to be my pair of wings too?”

*Baicang stands there and brushes a snowflake out of your hair, his cheeks faintly pink now* “I’ll never break your wings.. wings are fragile, I promise to protect your wings for as long as I live.” Baicang suddenly gains confidence and slowly leans forward.. he pecks you on the lips and smiles. Suddenly he spins you around on the ice and eventually he gets the hang of it as he holds your hand and you skate together.

The night eventually comes to an end .. just A Captain , and his colleague finally becoming something more. Falling for each other , the same way the snow falls.

Do you guys want a part 2??