hi

this blog will be somewhere that i can post things about my transition, feelings or if I just want to write something without feeling like everyone else is watching what I'm putting. My names Joshua Thomas im 20 i live in the UK and I'm a transsexual male * he/him * I'm on testosterone and waiting for surgery. feel free to ask me anything

[joshuaftm]

1 month post op top surgery VS 9 months

[elenawaitforitbrand]

If the hurt comes so will the happiness - milk and honey

[soshesawildflowerxo-deactivated]

Because one day, you will wake up in the middle of the night and wonder what could have been. Because you will be lying there, with a life you settled for, while I’m out living mine. Thank you.

[vomitingwords]

And I hope to find you, sitting in a coffee shop, to where I’ll go, I hope to see you walking across the streets, while my paces match yours, I hope to hear you laugh, from the corner of a restaurant where I’ll have my favorite dinner, I hope to look at you directly in the eyes, while I say these words of mine, I hope you would know, how much I crave for your presence, that even if it’s impossible, I still look for you in a midst of a crowd.

ma.c.a // I hope You’ll Look Back At Me (via vomitingwords)

[thisismeandnooneelse]

[4am-reflections]

life may or may not be about finding true love but it certainly isn’t about begging for it from someone, so i’m just going to keep doing what i’m doing and one day i’ll find someone who wants me the way i wanted you.

Flannel// 4am (via 4am-reflections)

[howtocreatehappy]

There is a really toxic side of the trans (masc. in particular) community where people are insanely nasty towards other’s surgeries and medical progress. You see way too many comments about penises being too “small” or “unrealistic” or “ugly”, and scars being “too obvious” or “too stretched”. Like.. you do realise that someone has made the decision to put something so personal online to provide education and help for us right? And you’re completely disrespecting them? Making the people in your own community feel like complete shit about their bodies which is.. you know.. what transphobic people do..? Are you aware that the information you’ve found online these days would not exist if it wasn’t for people sharing their experiences? Do you really expect people to continue being so open when they’re just going to be ridiculed for having a slightly wonky penis or bigger nipples? You need to stop being nasty to these kind brave people who are trying to help this community and start respecting them, and thanking them for it. We need to be kinder to each other.

[shencomix]

We go forward.

[hold-a-lover-close-blog-deactiv]

This is too deep to comprehend.

[haleepls]

Stop it

[alltheselittlevoices]

I THOUGHT THIS WAS GOING TO BE FUNNY

[hello-nice-to-misha]

:(((((

[oliverbeastly]

It’s beanie weather, folks.

[oliverbeastly]

If anyone ever questions whether or not transgender surgeries are necessary, I will show them this photo. I was pre top surgery on the left and you can see, so easily, just how uncomfortable and downright miserable I was in my skin. I couldn’t even stand up straight. Then you have this photo of myself that was taken less than two weeks ago and I’m an entirely different man. I’m confident and comfortable in my skin. These months counting down to phalloplasty have felt like the longest months of my life. But I know that after this coming surgery my life is going to improve in ways I can’t even imagine.

[oliverbeastly]

It’s beanie weather, folks.

[awarew0lf]

pre t - 1y 11m

[armoredfreak]

It took almost 5 years into my transition to get this far and I am so proud of it. I never thought I’d have a picture like this!

[undrfted]

This is so awesome, you look amazing!

[franciszakery-deactivated201805]

Wow…

[welpwebcomics]

Something I’ve been meaning to get off my chest

[franciszakery-deactivated201805]

To wake up and walk around free without binding or constantly covering myself up is such a relief. It’s important to document your changes and be proud of them too

[oliverbeastly]

I’m really bored. Does anyone want to chat?

[franciszakery-deactivated201805]

To wake up and walk around free without binding or constantly covering myself up is such a relief. It’s important to document your changes and be proud of them too