I don't post fundraiser asks anymore. I can't donate anything, I am a minor, and my blog doesn't have much reach at all. Please look elsewhere if you need help.
with that aside,
dni:
NSFW blogs, on account of me being a minor.
Paraphiles, transid/transrace/transharm, radqueer, and proship/comship.
AI "artists" / those who support them
homophobes, transphobes, acephobes, etc.
maps, zoos, etc.
generally people that glorify serious, potentially traumatizing topics.
highly political people.
ableists and racists.
zionists.
My tag key is below the cut. If you want to find something specific in my blog, such as my art or text posts, look through there.
(Note that the tags themselves do not have quotations around them.)
"eomw" = My currently canceled utmv fanfic, Error of My Ways.
- "dimensional drift" = my object show and its development process + extra stuff!!!
- "screaming into the void" = random text posts/thoughts
- "look I made a thing" = art I made, whether that be drawing, writing, or sometimes something else!
- "cool mutual stuff" = cool stuff (mainly art) from my mutual(s)!
- "reblog" = self explanatory
- "reblogging for awareness" = really serious and important stuff that I felt needed a different tag. this tag means that the reblog contains a serious post, and I felt the need to spread awareness.
- "long post" = a very long post
- "pollease help me out here" = tag for my polls (which are usually questions to see if people would care about me doing something or not)
- "ask / request" = An ask or art request.
- "posts that made me go hehe" = self-explanatory
- "oc / [insert oc name here]" = a quick way to find content of my various ocs! here's a list of my ocs that have been included on this blog recently and the fandom they're from (if they're from any):
Iota (Undertale; Sans AU)
sona (no fandom, literally just my sona on The Webā¢ļø)
For any newly discovered systems feeling self-doubt because you struggle to hear your headmates, or rarely hear from them: don't worry, that's really common when you're new to all this. Being able to hear your headmates is a skill you can build up with time and practice. Give yourself some slack; you didn't even know there was something you should be listening for! You've gotta train yourself to pick it out! Don't strain yourself, but don't close yourself off either, and you'll find it becoming easier over time. A couple years ago, We also had a lot of trouble communicating, but now I can get interrupted by someone saying "sandwiches" out of the blue just to mess with me.
As a tip: you can build yourself up to internal communication through external communication. You'll train yourself into accepting + expecting their commentary, and start dismantling walls that impede communication. When internal communication feels fuzzy and hard to hold onto, external communication can be your best friend, especially if you're doing both at the same time (e.g. your headmate writes down what they're saying as they're saying it).
genuinely how do people separate their facets/alters/whatever. identities in my brain are all merged into The Goop where everything's blurry and awful. ive tried talking to the others but they don't talk about themselves at all (probably because they likely don't even know anything about themselves) and. ohh it's so frustrating
i genuinely need help i think. how do i separate everyone? i want everyone to be more distinct so im not always struggling to figure out who i am
number one issue of being a median/mediple system is the way it all feels fake until it doesnt for like three fucken seconds and then it feels like it isnt real again
how does Vee like her grilled cheese? is she picky or have preference? would she eat grilled cheese that's clearly burnt unphased? the people deserve to know
with tomato soup only. The grilled cheese also has to be crunchy
i. I guess tenna's in my head now. That's. That's great. That's wonderful
theyre the only one with a DIFFERENT INTERNAL VOICE. IM NOT KIDDING. IT'S FREAKING ME OUT.
THEY SPOKE TO MY KITTY IN A DIFFERENT WAY THAN ANY OF MY OTHER PARTS USUALLY DO TOO
I LOOKED AT TENNA SPRITES AND HEARD THEM SAY "It's like looking into a mirror!"
HUH??????????????????.?
this is what a migraine does to a median. or maybe it's the other way around.??.??? did the split cause the migraine or the migraine cause the split??? they HAVE to be connected somehow because none of my parts felt this way about tenna before now
First, I want to apologize to you, I should have told you about this when I first found out, but my own nerves and processing have gotten in the way of that. This isnāt a post I want to make, but I know a lot of you come here for your dandyās world news, and itās my responsibility to keep you updated on things like this.
There is sufficient evidence Qwel was aware of Rox being a groomer as easily as 2021, and the both of them have been grooming and manipulating their staff.
Disclaimer. Trigger warning & content warnings for mentions of cancer/chemo, suicidal ideation, grooming, manipulation and overall generally
As of yet, Qwel has yet to make a statement or even acknowledge whatās happening, but considering she has a habit of trying to ignore hints that reflect badly on her, Iām sure her suddenly going MIA isnāt a coincidence.
I know itās a lot to process and Iām sure you feel powerless, but letās start with what we can do.
1. Start putting pressure on Qwel. The comments for the YouTube channel and TikTok comments are still open. Let her know that she needs to acknowledge whatās happening. That being said, no insults, no threats, nothing like that. Not because she needs to be treated gently, but I know people like her, and behavior like that is only going to make her feel like what sheās doing now is justified
2. No financially supporting the game. That means no buying game passes, no merch, no ichor. If she wonāt act like she cares about the fanbase, then we gotta start hitting her where it hurts, her wallet.
3. Do what you can to support the victims. Obviously you shouldnāt push yourself beyond what you can handle, but believe what they say, spread the word around. It takes a lot of courage to speak out, and we need to show up when they do.
From what I can tell the victims, at least Joji, are fine with people still engaging with the community and making fan content, as long as it doesnāt financially support Qwel. I donāt know what that means for you, I canāt decide that for you, and I donāt want to. But I canāt in good conscience pretend nothing is happening and not at least try to use whatever power I have to sway folks away from buying things in game.
What does that mean for this blog? I donāt know. Iād like to keep updating the board, but I worry at this point it would be more of an advertisement for the game itself. You guys might me see more of my general nonsense and of my plush, but if anyone has any other suggestions, please let me know.
Finally, and this is very important. A lot of people are going to tell you otherwise a lot, and itās going to feel true, but youāre not a bad person for having complex thoughts on a complex problem. Youāre not a bad person for worrying about whatās going to happen to something you emotionally connected to. Youāre not a bad person for being afraid of losing something that means a lot to you.
Hang in there, weāll get through this. Talk to you soon.
