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oh and https://archiveofourown.org/works/47481901 as well. i think this one's more relevant<3

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hello dunno if it's your thing but; https://archiveofourown.org/works/38939505 is one of my favs . i hope things get better. sending hugs 🫂

Tysm!! I really appreciate it

#juniper&#the fic looks really good im excited to read it #its so long too #i hope everything is well with you anon <3<3<3

I do not have nearly enough sa/grooming angst fics bookmarked for what I’m going through right now

askingstrangers

tw- SA

older poem I wrote that still hits so hard below the break

againstsurvival

Blyth Barnow

— Isolation Cannot Heal Isolation, from Beyond Survival.

oddlygreenonion

Had another nightmare about that mf last night 👍

I keep having sa coded nightmares and then having to wake up and go be normal

#juniper&#csa vent #csa survivor #grooming vent #grooming survivor #csa victim #like. ?????#what even

Going through old notes I just remembered I had from when I was actively being sexually abused and the love with which I described my groomer genuinely hurts

#juniper&#csa vent #csa survivor #grooming vent #grooming survivor #csa victim #cocsa survivor #like! oh #ouch #being groomed is crazy its like im in love with you forever i want you to die #i forgot how head over heels i was for you

And to my mother I was a happy and therefore undamaged child

#juniper&#child abuse

ferventlyviolentsecret

angelwings17

I left him almost 3 years ago now but his actions still haunt me

concreteloveangels

everytime i remember it im crucified on the concrete again and again and again. nails through the softest parts of me.

easybreezyscatterbrain

i think one of the reasons i struggle so much with my assault is that i don’t think of it as an act of violence, per se. it felt more like being swindled or conned. being persuaded by a salesman into something i didn’t even really want, being misdirected by a pickpocket while they take something behind my back.

it felt less like being punched and more like being tricked.

moderncassandra

I trusted him I trusted him I trusted him I trusted him I trusted him I trusted him I trusted him I FUCKING TRUSTED HIM

osddevourer

Letting y'all know Child Sexual Abuse isn't always perpetrated by an older man. It can be a woman or a girl your same age. Power imbalance can be strength, social influence, knowledge, relationship to people older or more powerful, and many others. CSA isn't always perpetrated by older men.

#genuinely ive done so much research into grooming but i cant even talk about my own experience because no one will understand #because it isnt the stereotypical age based power imbalance they expect #like. actually someone who wants to leverage a power imbalance will create one

pilotofstarshipfables

For survivors of CSA specifically: I don’t give a damn how “outlandish” or “unbelievable” your experience was. Abusers know damn well what they are doing and will purposefully add weird shit to mess with your head and muddy the waters.

If it was someone who “loved you and could never” I believe you.

If it was deemed to be “too out there” I believe you

If you were in a cult where that was “normal” I believe you

If it was a one time event from a stranger I believe you

If it was a woman who hurt you I believe you

If you’re a guy who gets told that you “should have fought” or “must have wanted it” I believe you

No child deserves this kind of pain, no adult should have to bury that hurt inner child.

cry-baby6

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