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Saturn is considered a malefic planet, because of the frustrations and challenges that it causes in oneâs life. However, these challenges will come to shape a person and transform them into a stronger version of who they used to be. Unlike Jupiterâs expansive ways, Saturn helps people grow by taking away everything and forcing them to grow on their own. Saturn (in my opinion) is not just about restriction, it is about the steady progression of a person over time and blossoming all on your own.
SATURN IN THE FIRST HOUSE: You fear that others will not know who you are, that all that you will leave in your wake is spaces and that none of them will be filled with your name. Your identity is a wound that is buried deep, something that you fear cannot retrieved. Saturn has left you with nothing to define who you are, what you are, or what you want others to see. You must build yourself from the rough ground up, identities that are not identities and are only masks will surely fail, as you have to build not just yourself but your authentic self. You entered this world without yourself but you will leave with yourself, make sure that the person that you claim as yourself is you, only you, and absolutely no one else. How to help yourself grow: Let go of anything that is apart of you that is not you, do not fear who you really are, allow your identity to take hold, be patient and forgiving with yourself, self discovery will take time
SATURN IN THE SECOND HOUSE: What you fear most on this earth is a loss of security and a loss of worth. You fear that you and your life are not secure. You fear that you and your life are worth nothing. Above all you fear that there is nothing in your grasp, that both your life and you will slip through your fingers like smooth beach sand, and that they will never return again. A person that feels unworthy will surround themselves with material worth, and Saturn will take these things away again and again and again until you learn to value what truly matters, yourself. One of Saturnâs biggest lessons in life will be that you cannot be truly wealthy until you no longer think that you are nothing, your insecurities and your preconceived negative ideas about yourself will harm you and what you own. In Saturnâs eyes, a person that does not love themselves will not grow. If you cannot value yourself, then how would you be able to truly value anything else? How to help yourself grow: Write down everything that you love and value about yourself, do not get too caught up in materialism, find worth within, do not let money get the best of you, appreciate the simple, uncomplicated things
SATURN IN THE THIRD HOUSE: You fear that your voice will fall flat against ears that never wanted to listen. You fear that you and your verbal and written form of self expression are nonexistent. Saturn has taken away both the tongue and the pen and through out life you must rebuild a long forgotten voice. I promise that from you beautiful words will learn to bloom. A lifetime of listening will lead to a thousand ways to speak, in many ways your words will never leave. Speak only what is on your mind and on your heart, words that are not yours will fall backwards down your throat. From your words you will truly move, from your movements you will truly speak.Release all of the moments that you wish you had said something from your childhood. Release any negative critiques about the way that you speak. Release anyone from your life that makes a mockery of what comes from your mind and your heart. You are you and you must learn that your words are not cursed, they are only meant to grow. How to help yourself grow: Write down everything that youâve been holding in, speak everything that youâve been holding in to someone you trust, reach out to others, create positive associations with communication, donât forget to breathe and to relax when you speak
SATURN IN THE FOURTH HOUSE: One of the fears in your life was birthed from your childhood and your home. A lack of affection and nurturing when you were younger makes you no oneâs child. A lack of a comforting and steady home when you were younger makes nowhere a home. Saturn has taken away the ability to feel as if you belong, the comfort associated with a childhood, a place that makes you feel warm. With many years of unrelenting patience and allowing yourself time, you will become both the nurturer and the home, instead of seeking comfort in people or places that become cold you will take advantage of the warmth that is your own. No one and nothing can replace your childhood, no one and nothing can replace a home. Every time that you attempt to see someone/something as a source of comfort and warmth Saturn will take that away from you over and over, time and time again, until you learn that you must be your own mother. Your own father. Your own nurturer. It may seem tough but false security in another is tougher. Lose home. Find home. Make home. Donât go back at all. How to help yourself grow: Have a self care days, take time to watch cartoons from your childhood or to do things that you used to enjoy, create positive affirmations for yourself, know in your heart that your family does not define you
SATURN IN THE FIFTH HOUSE: You fear being overlooked. You fear letting yourself roam. You fear letting yourself go. You are stuck within the pattern of fearing that you can never be enough and that you will never be enough, that everyone else can glow but you cannot glow too. Maybe you have talents but choose to not show them. Maybe you do not know what your own talents are. And ask yourself, truly, deeply, down to your heart, did you ever give them enough room to grow? To move? To glow? Talents cannot thrive without you giving them space. Talents will not manifest unless you learn to give yourself encouragement. Creativity will lie in an eternal sleep until you allow yourself to dream. Saturn has taken away your talents and expects for you to discover them on your own, for you to allow them to thrive and grow. Expression through the arts is, dare I say, what life is all about, and Saturn will not let you attain them easily. To get them you will truly, verily, whatever you want to say, have to reach. Reach in a heart. Reach in a mind. Reach in forgotten emotions and forgotten thoughts. In time you will radiate from within. How to help yourself grow: Try things that youâd never think youâd be good at, express your creativity and who you are through art, let go and let loose, know that is okay to enjoy receiving attention, do not restrict yourself
SATURN IN THE SIXTH HOUSE: In life you will come to find that you fear degradation. Failure. Falling behind. You do not want to be left in the dust that you have set for yourself so you work and you work until there is nothing left. Saturn has taken away the ability to know when it is time to rest. When it is safe. When you donât have to work anymore. A life of labor not broken up by personal relaxation will surely take a toll on your body, from your head to your torso to your thighs, every illness and ailment that you fear at night. Detiorating your mind will deteriorate your body until you waste away into someone that is not you and someone that will never be you. Release the long kept tension from your shoulders. Unclench your tightened jaw. Release your hands from any unnatural form that they are in. Release any remaining negative inner thoughts. You do not always have to be unmistakeably present and alert. Sometimes the best rest of all is allowing yourself to exist. Allow yourself into a personal world that is free of labor and one that is kind. How to help yourself grow: Take a day off from any and all work, break out of routine and be spontaneous, if you have forgotten to take any medication make sure you take it now, listen to any aches and pains in your body, eat something nourishing and healthy, go somewhere calm and free of stress (like somewhere in nature).
SATURN IN THE SEVENTH HOUSE: Above all, you fear being alone. Being incomplete. Never being whole. You have lost yourself years and years ago and you cannot bear to let your old self go so you find who you were in soft eyes. Supple skin. Someone that will lay with you at night. Unknowingly the lover that you seek out is you, unknowingly you seek a lover from yourself. There is a tender, cautious, way to your love. You want who you love to be someone who can make you whole. Someone that will tell you where the rest of you has gone. Someone that will make you feel less alone. Saturn has taken away the ability to find yourself within yourself, there is an unmistakeable theme in your life of finding yourself in others. Making yourself in others. Becoming yourself in others. You will/have come to find out that you cannot make others your home. Your anchor. Yourself. Love will not be forever until you learn that only you can inhabit your own bones, that the best representation of yourself is yourself and no one else. You owe an apology to yourself. Take as long as you need. How to help yourself grow: Put yourself above everyone else, find love that holds you not love that defines you, when you are stressed try aromatherapy, do not let anyone convince you that you need them
SATURN IN THE EIGHTH HOUSE: You fear that through your own confessions they will control you. You fear what they will make of your heart, and I donât mean an airy, romantic heart, I mean your secretive, aching, closed off, actual heart. You believe that as long as you do not reveal yourself to be vulnerable they will never hurt you, that as long as you never let them hurt you that you will never be vulnerable. Past wounds left to fester arenât in the past at all, they are present. Everything bubbling beneath the surface of a cool and distant exterior will eventually begin to rot if you do not allow it to breathe. Saturn has taken away your trust in others and you must learn what trust is. Everything that you have dreamt has hurt you is just that, a dream, the world is not as cruel and as ruthless as you may have made it out to be. Some people are kind. Some people are soft. Some people arenât mean at all. Do not allow your fear of being uncovered isolate you. The world is so much more than what it seems. How to help yourself grow: Find someone that you trust deeply and let it all out, write poetry to describe your feelings, learn to trust yourself and others, do not fear what may lurk in the dark
SATURN IN THE NINTH HOUSE: A fear for you is believing in wrong or impractical things. That you have reached too high for the stars and have instead been burned by the sun, that what you have always known about the earth will always be the only thing that you know. Overall you fear getting everything wrong. Learning what âto believeâ really means.How it feels to truly not know. Saturn has taken away your freedom and you must reclaim it, in the wind that is swept over grass, in the limitless movement of clouds across the sky, in the way that songbirds unabashadely sing. Who has decides what is wrong and what is right? Who decides that something is not worthy in believing in? Who decides all of these things that are set in time? Your body wants freedom. Your mind wants freedom. Your heart is a caged bird. Learn that when you lose one belief that you can make another. That personal doubt in a certain philosophy is not the end of the world. You are meant to question. Meant to learn. Meant to re-evaluate and to rethink. And above all other concepts and ideas, you are meant to expand. How to help yourself grow: Learn about new philosophies and ideas, read tons of literature, keep an open mind, be free in nature, take a long trip somewhere new and fresh, escape from the four walls that we call a home.
SATURN IN THE TENTH HOUSE: You fear disappointing humanity as a whole. Falling behind in your work. Not getting proper recognition for what you know you deserve. Somewhere in life something has taught you that without otherâs gratification you are not whole. Critical reviews of your character, being seen as detriment to the work force, never being enough for anyone or anything, these are the things that you fear most. Saturn has taken away your ability to be proud of yourself so you seek it in others. Constantly proving yourself, constantly setting goals two steps ahead of yourself, throwing yourself at task after task until you believe that you have proved that you are enough (and for you nothing will ever be enough). There is a cycle here, and it will end in the destruction of self unless you learn that you are enough on your own. You do not have to prove your worth. You do not have to prove that you are hard at work. You do not have to prove yourself to anything or anyone, you just have to learn to trust your abilities and to trust yourself. As long as you begin to appreciate yourself others will always see the strong work ethic that you possess, the only way to prove yourself to others is to prove yourself to yourself. How to help yourself grow: Take time off from work, make a list of everything youâve accomplished (and it doesnât have to be anything big), take time to truly appreciate all that youâve done, treat yourself to a relaxing and soothing day
SATURN IN THE ELEVENTH HOUSE: You fear never finding a place in society to call home. Being rejected, being seen as the outcast, being ostracized, they are all fears that you harbor deep within your heart. Society has shut you out before so you become stagnant in loneliness, in isolation, in the fear of approaching others. Saturn has taken away the ability to know where you fit in and who you fit in with, and thus has created a painful and lonely road. And through that you have to learn one thing. Society cannot exist without you. Society is everyone and if society is everyone then it is you too. There is a place in society for you because you help make up society, and no one, not even you, can change that. Do not fear being eternally alone, outcasted to the outskirts of social groups, someone that is ignored. Once you learn that the key to âfitting inâ is that there is really no such thing as âfitting inâ, society is the amalgation of people with different feelings and different experiences, you will let others in. How to help yourself grow: Attempt to befriend those that are truly kind, instead of people watching become the person that others are watching, engage in clubs and groups, smile back at people who smile at you, accept compliments (or compliment yourself!).
SATURN IN THE TWELFTH HOUSE: Above all, your story is the story of water. Watery depths inconceivable by man, the capacity to hold otherâs struggles as endless as the ocean, the amazing ability of the surface of water to shield the rest of the water from being exposed. Saturn has taken away your ability to allow yourself to bloom, to clear murky waters, to finally accept struggles that are your own. Reality may seem as unattainable as world peace, and you may ask yourself what are the distinguishing traits of something real and of something imagined. To bloom you must understand what has hurt you, and to understand what has hurt you you must bloom. Having your hardships and your emotions out in the open is not a sure way to be harmed, reality may be reality but it is not always harsh. Imagination may be imagination but it is not always kind. Everything buried deep in the ocean will rise to the surface in time, and it is better to be comfortable with your emotions being uncovered instead of being caught off guard. Create roots. Create growth. Bloom. How to help yourself grow: Put your imagination in writing, try to stay engaged in reality, if you disassociate use your five senses (if you are able to)to ground yourself (sight, touch, smell, taste, and hearing), be near or live near the ocean
