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I wanna fucking die haha

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i haven’t been okay for the longest time and i don’t think i ever will be

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this world isn’t built for people like me

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why does happiness seem so unattainable?

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why is it always me getting hurt? why do i have to endure so much pain?

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why does everyone go out of their way to hurt me. what did i fucking do wrong.

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i’ve been pushed way past my limit and broken beyond repair

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there’s nothing more that i want than to kill myself

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why does everything hurt so much?

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the world is fucking cruel

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nothing is worth the suffering i’ve been through

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i wish people would stop caring so much so i can kill myself in peace

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why even bother when things aren’t gonna get better?

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i can’t deal with this pain anymore

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i’m tired of waiting for things to get better when it’s not going to happen. i’m tired of waiting for a future i don’t even want.

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The words “I’ve been to hell and back.” don’t work for me. Because I’m still fucking there.

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i just want to wake up from this nightmare

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I’m tired of suffering.