I Am So, So Alive

"Perhaps one did not want to be loved so much as understood." 27 | she/her

[givemearmstopraywith]

voted God’s little lamb most likely to be slaughtered

[czesca]

why the FUCK are weekends only 2 days long do you really think that's enough to recover from the horrors of the work week. really.

[theblackparadeisdead]

More stories from hell (retail) today I was ringing up this lady and she goes oh I want to do part of this on a gift card and the rest on normal card and I go ok and then she hands me a folded piece of paper. I think oh OK it must be folded around the gift card, right? Wrong. It is a folded sheet of 8×11 printer paper with "$40" written on the inside in ballpoint pen. I go what is this. She says a gift card. I say this is not a gift card. She says yes it is. I say this is a piece of paper with "$40" written on it. She says "well it's a gift card." I say it absolutely is not. I am grinding my teeth. She says well I want to use it. I say you physically cannot do that bc it is a piece of paper. I cannot scan or swipe it. I apologize, as if this is my fault, and not because she is completely insane. I hate it here

[theblackparadeisdead]

It's been a hot second since the last time I cried tears of true rage but damn if I didn't come close today

[theblackparadeisdead]

My coworkers were like wow how are you still in a good mood after that my brother in christ after that interaction I went to the break room and took an extra adderall

[doctor-bodacious]

[link-is-a-dork]

[iamaperture]

2022 was the year of pondering orbs

in 2023 we ponder the tricontahexahedron

[bobacupcake]

year of the tricontahexahedron

year of the tricontahexahedron

[sarcoptid]

[saintdollyparton]

It’s like Natasha Bedingfield said… release your inner bitches or whatever.

[lakevida]

just give me 20 to 40 minutes to think on it and i can come up with the most passably human sentences you've ever heard so help me god

[pilmyeol]

listen to the wind blow btw. and also watch the sun rise

[ladybugpdf-deactivated20250512]

been thinking a lot about anticipatory grief lately. i love you so much that i know losing you will devastate me. i haven't lost you yet but i already miss you. we still have time, but it won't be enough. i think about what i would say at your funeral, and say some of it to you now cause i need you to know how loved you are before you go. you will go where i cannot follow, but you will never really leave me. it won't make it hurt less but it is a part of healing somehow.

[geniusoflove]

thinking about how much work i could get done if i would do it

[jackiefour]

the only thing stopping me from ruling the world is that i was born without motivation or drive

[dwergas-deactivated20180817]

me: oh no, i’m dying… i feel so sick and weak

(eats food and drinks water)

oh, i’m fine… and i have powers now

[unholyblissafterdark]

[viinnttaaggee]

“Wanting me” doesn’t flatter me. Value me. Understand me. Appreciate me.

[ryebreadgf]

not going to lie guys i don’t think being employed is for me

[necromancelena]

quacking in my boobs over this

[necromancelena]

QUAKING

[necromancelena]

BOOTS. FUCKER

[https-graces]

Gay Denial (2009) 

Pencil on Paper

[https-graces]

March 6th, 2009

Dear Journal,

I found out what lesbian means today, Ella told me at recess. It’s unfair because girls are so much prettier than guys. It’s like comparing a flower to an old shoe. But I’m not a lesbian, almost 99% of my friends are guys.

[warmhappycat]

Shakespeare could only aspire to this level of dramatic irony.

[thesituation]

she/her? blocked and unfollowed.

what the hell

[peach-paradox]

[crabanarchy]

i miss cd drives. how could you just take her pussy away. likes its nothing

[wagahai-da]

strap-on