𝗁𝖾𝖺𝗍 𝗐𝖺𝗏𝖾𝗌

𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑖 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢

[k1tschs]

#k1tschs  :    for  ciderpointhq  as  loathed  by  mai.

𝘃𝗮𝗱𝗮𝖻𝗋𝖾𝗀𝗆𝖺𝗇𝗇    portrayed  by  reneé  rapp. 𝗷𝘂𝗻𝗶𝗽𝗲𝗿𝗄𝗅𝗂𝗇𝖾    portrayed  by  chase  sui  wonders.  

[theorangepdf]

what if i’m a little in love with everyone what then!

[theweeknd]

[ilovethismood]

Christian: How about this Saturday? Christian: Honestly probably Apple or Google. Christian: Ooh that's freaky. Christian: Honestly both options would suck. Like would I be able to think my own thoughts while hearing yours or would my new thoughts automatically go to you?

[k1tschs]

june: this saturday works for me 🙂‍↕️ june: yeah, you’re right. probably either of those two  june: okay that might actually be worse june: now there’s a new problem because there are my thoughts and also your thoughts in one brain june: does that mean we have telepathy then? june: we can talk using our minds since we hear each other’s thoughts june: imagine not having to text or call and just say it in your head to talk to someone june: pretty cool and scary i guess june: how are you supposed to decline the thoughts? can you even stop the thoughts from reaching the other person? june: so much to think about

[wildestdrexms]

who: frankie & vada ( @k1tschs )

where: frankies apartment

as  frankie  turned  away  from  the  customer,  she  rolled  her  eyes.  she  had  spent  the  last  five  minutes  arguing  with  a  man  about  the  price  of  one  of  the  items  in  store.  she  was  completely  at  the  end  of  her  tether.  as  the  man  left,  she  turned  to  vada,  "  he  said  he'll  be  back  later  and  i  need  to  'sort  my  attitude'.  you  wanna  deal  with  him,  then?  "  frankie  wasn't  one  to  curb  the  way  she  spoke  to  people.  she  had  never  been  able  to  hide  how  she  felt  -  it  was  always  written  across  her  face.  she  wasn't  about  to  change  things  just  because  a  man  had  told  her  to  do  so.

[k1tschs]

maybe  if  she  hadn’t  been  so  distracted  flirting  with  the  hot  tourist  that  came  into  the  store  a  few  minutes  ago,  vada  would’ve  noticed  what  was  happening  and  intervened  before  the  man  could  even  think  about  coming  back.  "  absolutely  not,  "  she  tells  frankie,  a  grimace  pulling  at  her  features.  "  who  the  fuck  does  he  think  he  is?  if  that  man  has  the  fucking  nerve  to  come  back  in  here,  i’ll  personally  kick  his  ass  out.  "  wouldn't  be  the  first  time  she's  done  it,  and  definitely  won't  be  the  last.  fuck  that  ‘  customer  is  always  right  ’  bullshit.  vada  has  never  been  the  type  to  tolerate  rude  people  just  because  they’re  customers  anyway.  "  did  you  at  least  tell  him  to  fuck  off?  "

[ilovethismood]

Rivan smirked as he noticed her pursual and made no effort to hid his own stare as he slid into the stool next to her. "Well that depends..." He said as he leaned in even closer, his hand tracing patterns on her thigh. "How good are your rubbing skills? I may need an example before giving up your next wish."

[k1tschs]

vada  keeps  her  gaze  fixed  on  rivan  as  he  closes  the  distance,  refusing  to  let  on  how  much  his  touch  affects  her  despite  the  shiver  that  runs  down  her  spine.  she  couldn't  give  in  that  easily,  after  all.  a  low  chuckle  slips  from  her  lips.  "  oh,  you  want  me  to  touch  you  so  bad,  "  she  drawls,  a  playful  smile  tugging  at  the  corners  of  her  mouth.  "  well,  that  depends  .  .  .  where  exactly  do  you  want  me  to  rub?  "  she  tilts  her  head,  feigning  innocence  as  she  takes  a  slow  sip  of  her  drink,  watching  him  over  the  rim  of  the  glass.  "  you  got  a  particular  spot  in  mind,  or  do  i  have  to  figure  that  out  myself?  "

[yourcinluv]

manicured fingernails tap incessantly against the table as her knee shakes under it. gwyn knows she looks crazy, so she tries her best to still, but then she's pinching at the tattooed skin around her ring finger and the other knee begins to shake. “i saw him at the park a few weeks ago, with a little girl who called him dad.” she can feel her cheeks warm, and that is almost more mortifying than the reason she's blushing. “i know you don't have to be married to have kids. but.” she huffs, hands collapsing back to the table top as she rolls her eyes at herself. “we dated. this is me snooping.” 

[k1tschs]

vada  might  not  always  know  when  to  be  serious,  but  she’d  like  to  think  she  knows  gwyn  well  enough  to  notice  when  something  is  bothering  her.  the  more  she  talks,  the  more  it  all  starts  to  make  sense.  a  smile  slowly  creeps  across  her  face  as  she  leans  in,  gently  taking  gwyn’s  hands  in  hers.  "  well,  is  it  any  better  that  he’s  not  married  but  has  kids?  "  an  attempt  to  lighten  the  mood,  though  she  quickly  realizes  it  probably  won’t  do  much  to  help.  still,  her  thumbs  absentmindedly  brush  over  gwyn's  knuckles.  "  i  didn’t  know  he  had  a  kid  either,  so  i’m  just  as  surprised  as  you.  "  she  wishes  she  had  more  to  offer,  but  she  doesn’t  really  know  much  about  blue’s  personal  life  beyond  what  she’s  seen  at  the  taproom.  "  want  me  to  go  snoop?  "  she  suddenly  asks,  a  teasing  smile  tugging  at  her  lips.  "  i’m  always  over  at  his  bar  anyway.  he’d  never  suspect  a  thing.  "

[rainbowxsouls]

"You better believe it. I'm tough." She said, holding up her fists before dropping them, resting a hand on Vada's knee. She listened thoughtfully, letting her roommate get all her thoughts out. "I don't think it's that weird. Most people strive for a feeling of peace and happiness. Why do you think you're so content? Like what's happened recently that made you feel good?" Tabby asked, her own feelings of discontent sitting quietly in the background of her mind. "Maybe. Maybe you've caught some rare rapidly spreading but undetectable disease. Or maybe you're already dead, maybe you're a ghost. That's why you're feeling peaceful, because you're floating in the afterlife. Maybe you've been a ghost this. whole. time! Like Bruce Willis!"

[k1tschs]

she  laughs,  leaning  her  head  against  tabby’s  shoulder.  "  i  know  you  are.  "  it’s  not  often  she  lets  people  see  this  softer  side  of  her,  but  living  together  means  tabby  gets  to  see  the  parts  of  her  she  usually  keeps  tucked  away.  there’s  something  about  tabby’s  presence  that  feels  comforting,  and  she  appreciates  her  asking,  even  if  vada  never  really  knows  what  to  say  when  it  comes  to  her  own  emotions.  "  i  guess  i’m  not  most  people  then,  "  she  mutters,  staring  down  at  the  beer  can  in  her  hand.  peace  and  happiness.  now  that  she  thinks  about  it,  she’s  never  really  sought  either  of  those  things.  maybe  that’s  why  she  doesn’t  know  what  to  do  when  they  finally  come  around.  "  i  don’t  know.  performing  at  the  open  mic  really  made  me  happy.  me  and  the  girls  are  working  on  some  new  stuff  for  the  band  .  .  .  kinda  feels  like  i’m  finding  myself  again,  you  know?  "  the  words  leave  a  smile  on  her  lips,  a  rare  moment  of  honesty  that’s  quickly  followed  by  another  laugh  at  tabby’s  words.  "  you’re  telling  me  i’ve  actually  been  dead  this  whole  fucking  time?  fuck!  how  did  i  not  know?  "  she  turns  to  tabby  again,  a  playful  smile  tugging  at  her  mouth.  "  so  what  now?  we  gotta  find  my  hot  dead  body  somewhere  out  there  so  i  can  finally  move  on?  "

[pastlifc]

"only  factual  reviews  are  taken  seriously,  but  i  admire  your  commitment,"  still  smiling,  just  in  case  any  other  customers  are  peering  in  on  the  conversation.  the  last  thing  he  needed  was  to  give  her  bad  reviews  any  foundation,  willing  to  at  least  keep  appearances  up,  even  if  the  words  they  exchanged  were  biting.  he's  not  sure  if  she'll  order  anything,  or  if  his  energy  would  be  wasted  on  her  throwing  it  away  immediately,  but  the  thought  is  placed  to  the  back  of  his  mind  as  he  presses  both  palms  into  the  small  counter  behind  the  window.  "THEY  DO,"  he  nods  curtly,  "and  you  could  too,  if  you  opened  your  heart.  did  you  want  to  order  something  ?"

[k1tschs]

it  isn’t  like  she’s  going  out  of  her  way  to  ruin  his  business.  vada  has  much  better  things  to  do  and  she  doesn’t  hate  marco  enough  to  go  that  far.  not  that  she  hates  him  at  all,  just  his  food.  "  was  my  review  not  factual?  i  was  just  stating  facts,  and  the  fact  is  your  food  is  not  good.  "  a  shrug  follows,  nonchalant.  maybe  it’s  just  not  her  cup  of  tea.  she's  only  tried  it  once  after  all,  and  she’s  not  surprised  there  are  people  who  actually  enjoy  his  food.  makes  sense  why  he’s  still  around.  at  his  question,  she  tilts  her  head,  lips  pursed  as  she  thinks  it  over.  she  wasn't  really  going  to  order  anything  but  .  .  .  "  do  you  know  gwyn?  gwyn  bianchi?  has  she  ever  ordered  anything  from  you?  "  then  a  beat.  "  maybe  i’ll  try  whatever  she  got.  see  if  that’ll  open  my  heart.  "

[tiidepools]

closed   starter     for     vada   bregmann!   @k1tschs

having  waved  kai  and  brett  off  to  do…  whatever  it  is  they  were  planning  to  do  with  their  days,  lux  had  stayed  behind  to  work  on  some  of  her  sets  –  an  extra  vocal  track  there,  a  breakdown  shift  here,  a  perfect  cross-fade  to  keep  the  crowd  moving…  before  she  knew  it,  her  slot  in  the  studio  had  long  since  passed,  and  she  was  only  pulled  from  her  trance-like  state  by  the  sound  of  the  studio  door  handle  rattling.   ❛  shit.  ❜   she  muttered,  pulling  her  headphones  off  and  dumping  them  onto  the  desk  before  she  quickly  moved  to  unlock  the  door,  pulling  it  open  to  reveal… ❛  vada.  ❜   said  with  surprise,  wide-eyed  look  as  salma's  comments  flooded  her  mind  again,  embarassment  forcing  a  crimson  blush  to  her  cheeks.   ❛  sorry,  i  was  just  leaving,  i  didn't–  ❜   turns  away  from  the  other  to  rush  back  to  her  belongings,  practically  yanking  the  charging  cable  from  her  macbook  as  she  began  to  gather  it  all  up.   ❛  i  lost  track  of  time,  i'll  be  out  of  here  soon.  ❜

amor studios     /     any time

[k1tschs]

did  she  come  at  the  wrong  time?  she’s  pretty  sure  she’s  already  a  few  minutes  late,  and  while  she  could’ve  easily  checked  if  the  other  studio  was  available,  she  likes  this  one  better  for  some  reason.  one  hand  is  halfway  raised  to  knock  when  the  door  suddenly  swings  open,  revealing  lux  on  the  other  side.  a  brief  flicker  of  surprise  flashes  across  her  expression  before  she  smiles.  "  hey,  "  she  greets,  only  for  lux  to  turn  around  and  immediately  start  gathering  her  things.  as  difficult  as  she  can  be,  vada  isn’t  going  to  start  a  fight  over  a  few  extra  minutes  in  the  studio.  especially  not  with  lux.  still,  a  small  part  of  her  can’t  help  but  feel  like  something  is  off  with  how  quickly  lux  is  trying  to  leave.  "  oh  no,  it’s  okay,  babe.  take  your  time.  "  she  steps  inside,  eyes  following  lux  as  she  moves  around  the  room.  wonders  if  she’s  trying  to  avoid  running  into  cleo,  just  in  case  they’re  having  a  band  session.  what  else  could  it  be?  "  it’s  just  me  today,  though.  you  can  stay  if  you  want.  "  not  that  she  expects  lux  to  take  her  up  on  it,  but  she  offers  anyway.  she  wouldn’t  mind  the  company.

[invlsiblestring]

closed ft. @k1tschs . kenji + vada ! location set @ shirley's diner .

he takes another sip of his milkshake, suddenly wishing he'd gone for chocolate instead of strawberry. he's a creature of habit, typically very decisive. can only assume they've done something different today. " anyway . . . in the spirit of keeping a little healthy competition alive, i think you should choose our next challenge. "

[k1tschs]

a  wicked  grin  slowly  spreads  across  her  lips  at  his  words.  "  you  sure?  "  she  asks,  the  wheels  already  turning  in  her  head.  he  really  shouldn’t  trust  her  with  that  much  power.  as  she  tries  to  come  up  with  the  worst  possible  challenge  they  could  do,  her  gaze  drops  to  the  milkshake  he’s  sipping,  then  to  her  own,  and  an  idea  sparks.  "  how  many  milkshakes  can  you  survive  before  the  brain  freeze  takes  you  out?  "  definitely  a  terrible  idea,  but  that’s  never  really  stopped  the  two  of  them  before.  it'd  be  fun  to  see  who  cracks  first.  survival  of  the  fittest  and  all.  or  rather,  survival  of  the  milkshakes.  "  no  time  limit.  you  just  keep  drinking.  whoever  taps  out  first  loses.  "

[ilovethismood]

Dakota was sure her head would fly off with the sheer heat of the dagger she was throwing Bellamy's way. "You're going to have to call doordash or uber. We're busy and you're interrupting." She said trying to telepathically tell him to read the room and to go away. Dakota was going to have to meet up with Vada at her place from then on.

@fxdedmoon

[fxdedmoon]

“I can’t find my phone,” he pouted. No one cared about his problem nearly enough right now. "Damn, hoes before bros. I see how it is... Wait, no, that's mean." He paused for a beat, then stood on his tippy toes to address Vada again. "I don't think you're a hoe! I just like the rhyme!"

@k1tschs

[k1tschs]

maybe  she  shouldn’t  be  enjoying  this  as  much  as  she  is,  but  she’d  be  lying  if  she  said  dakota  choosing  her  over  her  own  roommate  didn’t  make  her  feel  a  little  smug.  "  well,  you  heard  her.  we’re  busy  and  you’re  interrupting,  "  she  repeats  to  bellamy,  more  than  happy  to  rub  it  in.  his  next  words  don't  even  faze  her.  not  that  he's  entirely  wrong.  if  anything,  vada  has  always  been  unapologetic  about  her  sex  life.  "  okay?  nobody  gives  a  fuck  what  you  think.  i  don’t.  now  if  you’ll  excuse  us,  i’ve  got  some  whoring  to  do  with  your  roommate.  "  @ilovethismood

[fcreverlasting]

starter: vada ( @k1tschs ) location: amor studios

cleo's learnt enough about vada over the last few months to know asking for advice from her is probably not the best thing she can do for her love life, but she also knows very few people can hype her up the same way her bandmate can. "vada, can I... how do I... how do you know if you like someone?" it feels so insane to say as someone who was so close to being married, but that's precisely why she can't trust her own feelings anymore. "what's the biggest sign for you personally that you're catching feelings?"

[k1tschs]

for  once,  she’s  stumped.  doesn’t  know  how  to  react,  let  alone  what  to  say.  "  i  don’t  know?  "  is  all  she  can  really  offer  because,  honestly,  she  doesn’t.  the  thing  is,  vada  never  really  saw  the  signs.  the  feelings  just  fucking  hit  her  one  day  and  the  moment  she  feels  that  urge  to  self-sabotage,  that’s  when  she  knows.  not  that  she’d  ever  admit  that  to  anyone.  "  the  only  feelings  i’ve  been  catching  are  the  very  inappropriate  ones  .  .  .  i  think  we  both  know  how  that  shit  works.  "  knows  that  isn’t  the  kind  of  feelings  cleo  was  asking  about,  so  she  shrugs  it  off.  a  knowing  smile  forms  as  vada  leans  closer,  like  she  already  has  it  figured  out.  "  is  there  something  you  wanna  tell  me,  cleo?  do  you  like  someone?  "

[stcrmclouds]

💛 ― for @k1tschs w. vada ( closed starter )

not  knowing  vada  long,  enzo  was  still  happy  to  make  a  new  friend.  although,  he  didn't  expect  their  friendship  to  turn  out  this  way.  even  while  being  surrounded  by  trouble,  he  didn't  normally  look  for  trouble,  unlike  vada.  she  may  have  convinced  him  to  tag  along,  but  there  was  still  uncertainty  about  the  idea.  pressing  his  eyebrows  pressed  together,  he  let  a  moment  of  silence  pass  before  turning  to  her.  “are  you  really  sure  about  this?  what  if  we  get  caught?”

[k1tschs]

sure,  vada  could’ve  called  someone  else.  someone  more  likely  to  go  along  with  her  bad  idea  without  a  second  thought,  but  enzo  was  the  first  person  to  pick  up,  and  now  they’re  pulling  up  to  bay  state  gas.  an  exaggerated  sigh  escapes  her  as  she  looks  over  at  enzo,  like  he’s  already  ruining  the  fun.  "  we’re  not  gonna  get  caught,  "  she  says,  tone  full  of  confidence.  "  i’ll  distract  the  cashier,  you  grab  the  six-pack,  and  you  walk  right  back  out.  easy.  just  don’t  run,  okay?  don’t  run.  that’s  how  we  get  caught.  "  her  eyes  flick  toward  the  24-hour  convenience  store,  that  familiar  spark  of  trouble  already  lighting  up  her  expression  as  she  gives  enzo  a  moment  to  process  their  little  scheme.  "  come  on,  we  gotta  move.  "

[invlsiblestring]

her eyes roll, purely out of habit. " i was. " gestures vaguely towards the door, vape still in hand. " then you walked in. " usual bite still resides in her tone, but the corner of her mouth tugs into a smirk of half-amusement. because at this point, she's not even mad — she never really was. she's simply grown used to latching onto anything she can think of to keep people at a safe distance. " have you seen the smoking area ? " she raises a brow, finally making eye contact with vada in the mirror. " it's just a bunch of guys standing around trying to act mysterious. " she takes another hit of her vape, exhaling with a low sigh. " i'll pass. " a pause, head tilting. " what are you hiding out from, or did you really just come in here to wash your hands ? "

[k1tschs]

lips  twitch  with  amusement,  not  even  surprised  that  stevie  would  say  something  like  that.  "  my  bad,  "  she  says,  though  her  tone  makes  it  clear  she  isn’t  sorry  in  the  slightest  for  interrupting  stevie's  alone  time.  if  anything,  she's  kinda  glad  she  did.  "  didn’t  know  i  still  had  that  much  of  an  effect  on  you.  "  at  the  question  that  follows,  her  gaze  flicks  up  to  stevie’s  reflection  in  the  mirror  as  she  shuts  off  the  tap.  doesn’t  answer  right  away.  vada  grabs  a  handful  of  paper  towels,  taking  her  sweet  time  drying  her  hands  before  casually  tossing  them  into  the  trash.  only  then  does  she  turn  to  face  stevie,  leaning  back  against  the  sink  with  her  arms  crossed.  "  no,  stevie.  i  fucking  followed  you  in  here.  is  that  what  you  want  me  to  say?  "  the  words  come  out  a  little  sharper  this  time,  like  she’s  trying  to  get  a  rise  out  of  stevie.

[ecrivainlcvande]

Who: Peter & Vada ( @k1tschs ) Where: Lois & Found 

“Hey--” Peter smiled over the top of the large cardboard box in his arms, maneuvering it carefully onto the counter, trying to make sure he didn’t hit anything or anyone. A corner dug sharply into his side as he managed it. “--oof. There we go.” He smiled as he patted the side of the box gently. “I cleaned out my garage and all the closets in my apartment this weekend. Isn’t it funny how you can accumulate all this stuff and then forget about it?” He peered into the box. “There’s some clothes that don’t fit anymore. You guys take t-shirts and stuff, right? Or is that more a Goodwill sort of thing?”

[k1tschs]

it  isn’t  exactly  a  rare  sight.  people  bring  in  hefty  donations  all  the  time,  but  that  doesn’t  stop  vada  from  throwing  out  a  sarcastic  remark  anyway.  "  jesus,  dude.  do  you  have,  like,  thirteen  closets  in  your  apartment  or  something?  "  laughter  follows  almost  immediately,  making  it  clear  she’s  only  teasing  him.  must  be  nice,  she  thinks,  to  have  the  kind  of  problem  where  you  own  so  much  stuff  you  forget  half  of  it  even  exists.  at  his  question,  she  lets  out  a  scoff,  shaking  her  head.  "  have  you  seen  this  fucking  place?  we  take  everything.  t-shirts  and  stuff  are  nothing  compared  to  some  of  the  shit  people  bring  in  here.  as  long  as  they’re  in  decent  condition,  you’re  good.  "

[tiidepools]

📞 sms — june.

nico: hey, i think things were a little weird at tommy's party and i really don't want them to be. you're my friend, one of my best friends, i don't want things to be weird. nico: and listen, if i'm overstepping here, please tell me and i'll shut up. nico: but if not... you free for a call? @k1tschs

[k1tschs]

june: hey, yeah i know. sorry i made things weird 😔 june: i was actually gonna text you but i don’t know if you’d still want to talk to me june: and no, i promise you’re fine. i've just been feeling a little all over the place lately and i miss talking to you june: are you mad at me? [deleted] june: sure, i’m free to call right now