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Idk what to say about having a older sis who insults the younger sis by saying “your generation of young adults is acting like some childish shitheads.” Just to be frank, don’t say u ain’t childish asf went complaining it to mum. Lmao, say who is childish now? Adult also can be childish. I’m just saying. Damn. So much love and hate relationship to my siblings. They just getting more annoying asf.

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THE WITCHER (2019– ) I SHREK (2001)

My first encounter with a racist freelance actor/actor

This remind of the time when during final year school project. I can still remember the freelance actor/actor scold me and my other crew (non-chinese) for not doing anything. All do respect, i do two roles which is art director and taking pictures of my group doing their roles while fliming as for my other crew he manage the lights and following what the camera man wants what lighting. But the actor scold with the most shittiest confidence to scold us infront of my director,crew and the actress just cause he thinks we don’t do anything.

I was so angry at the guy for being a racist ass towards us (non chinese crew). I was about to take something & throw at him but thankfully my other crew who got scolded with me told me to calm down and ignore the freelance actor/actor. So after that incident, we carry on the shoot as though nothing happen.

When I was young, I always thought that neither it be freelance actor/actress or well known actor/actress ain’t racist at all but after what had happen to me, I was wrong about that thought.

When I think back, now I know people like him do exist in the film industry.

When u can’t control the monster within you and it started to not trust everyone around you including your family. Yeah, that’s how shit my life been that no one understand my struggles. That’s the reason why I don’t share my problem to anyone after what happen when I share my problem with some people who I thought can help me out. But turn out, they don’t. Ending up getting told to shut up.

Nobody:

Someone: “21 is the age where you make your own decision.”

Me: Bitch 21 ain’t the only age to make your own decision(except preschool and primary sch.) 17 and above is where I make my own decision.

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(Breath in and breath out)

Some people think that parents are the only putting pressure on the child decision of their life. Well, sadly to say your siblings are also the ones putting pressure on the younger siblings.

Sigh. Already being so angry by my siblings being annoying and shit. Fuck. I guess that’s love from the siblings, right?

I think the fuck not.

I’m either a piece of shit to my family or I’m fucking being pressured by my dad and siblings about me getting a job. Actually both. It like they wanting me to be out of the house kind of feeling. Sigh. FUCK FUCK FUCK. IM A USELESS PIECE OF SHIT.

Eren: What am I to you?

Mikasa: ....

Me: A piece of shit.

#attack of titan

Man. Why is it that my dad loves to rant about me on why couldn’t I be like my classmates who are smarter and good grades? I’m sorry for being born different than them by not being smarter than them. Seriously. I dislike it when my dad compared me with my classmates 🙄

Whaddup? I’m back. It been well 2 years since I last posted here. Probably might post some rants about my horrible life. So yeah. Stay tuned.

Don’t always think that hard work is being appreciated. This is just me saying it from my point of view.