no excuse to be so callous

30, she/they

[kosmogrl]

[rpfwasfine]

it takes 10 layers of the water filter to completely drown a tumblr screenshot if anyone was wondering

[rpfwasfine]

[ticklefighthockey]

I just neeeeeed ten thousand fics about hot cocky high-end escort ilya whose job is to fulfill his high-end clientele’s every sexual fantasy without blinking but who will never ever ever let anyone in emotionally. that’s not what he’s for and that’s not something he would ever want (LIAR!!!!!). paired with a shane who’s like oh my god it’s so fucking embarrassing that I’m falling in love with the guy I pay to fuck me. it’s so mortifying that he makes me feel safe and held and seen in ways that no one else has ever seen me and my brain interprets that as maybe we like each other. maybe there could be something tender & rare & real blossoming between us. I should probably end this and start dating a famous actress so I stop feeling confused and kind of sick about it in my head/heart

[ticklefighthockey]

the rose of it all absolutely fucking kills me. an ilya whose half-repressed interior monologue the entire time has been this means nothing to him / you mean nothing to him / people like you aren’t real to people like him / you are on the exact same level as his personal chef or the women who clean his condo you are here to unobtrusively provide a contracted service you are utterly replaceable to him to combat all the intense emotions he’s having & the mixed signals he’s getting from shane. but underneath it all, against his better judgment, slowly letting himself feel like maybe there’s a genuine connection here. then shane terminates his contract and IMMEDIATELY is getting papped dating exactly the kind of gorgeous mega-famous actress he should be with. like really, ilya? you thought the rich hot superstar pro athlete had feelings for the help?

[tmobilepark]

and thank you spellsbymalil on etsy. i will never forget you

[tmobilepark]

WHEN THE SPIRIT IS ALIGNED WITH THE FREQUENCY OF VICTORY EVEN THE HARDEST ICE BECOMES A PATH TO GREATNESS ‼️‼️‼️

[kosmogrl]

[mint-swirl]

they teach you the golden rule, treat others how you want to be treated, but in a pinch you can apply the silver rule (be kinda selfish because you’ve earned it) or even the bronze rule (manipulate others purely for your benefit).

[merelymaple]

There's also the stone rule: Just start hitting people.

[mint-swirl]

that’s right

[screenshotsofdespair]

[shamebats]

The (European) sun is a deadly laser, stay safe everyone

[naturalpr3y]

shanes "this is such a bad idea..." is so funny to me . i know it made him wet to get to say that

[xylocopae]

starting a collection

[creekfiend]

the fact that "bargaining" is a stage of grief. + the fact that when I'm in extreme pain all I can do is lie on the floor and say "please please please" = we are such social animals. we really really really just have a brain that is wired for "surely there must be a way I can interact with someone else that will fix this" even under the most extreme of circumstances, where any rational thought will see a total absence of guys, such as when one is alone in the woods dying of exposure. humans have such a big hole inside us that's for "Someone Else" like a social placeholder such that we keep engineering stuff like religion in a million different ways in a million different places and times. we gotta have

1. social

2. narrative

and if none is provided to us we will make our own out of dirt and sticks

I love humans and I also find us kind of heartbreaking honestly

[kaijuerotica]

hockey off-season was a mistake

[bonivers]

going on a guilt trip do yall want anything

[secondbeatsongs]

if you really cared about me you wouldn't have to ask

[aforest2006remaster]

yesterday i made a beetle out of soda tabs and wire. we took the bus home.

[ilovedthestars]

"how do you feel about labels as a queer person?"

[395nm]

道可道，非常道。名可名，非常名。

[elliespectacular]

wanna hang out [remembers it's rude to put expectations on people] it's cool if not [remembers people like to know they're wanted] but I'd really like it if you did [remembers selfishness is bad] we can do whatever you want though [remembers that handing someone a blank canvas isn't as effective as providing a suggestion to bounce ideas off of] like sucking each others fingers for example

[thesharmat23]

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