KAO

Illustrator est. 2021. mostly oc, sometimes fanart.

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last art of 2025 and first drawing of 2026

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I forget that this is a blog that I can write in sometimes

as the year ends I look at my sticky notes I taped over my desk from two years ago, goals, affirmations, and so much of what I wanted for myself. I could barely tick off the half in this same room ever since I was in high school I can't help but feel lost as I look out I wish I wrote something worthwhile, I wish I drew something that could perfectly capture a moment, a time, a feeling, but I know that's the dilemma of artists wanting to be something prominent? sisyphus pushing up rock kinda deal I always curled up at the corner of my room to think and tear up because its what im used to, just to feel small for a moment, to kind of marinate at the thought of the year ending, and I figured instead of crying it out as usual I wanted to write it down for myself as a small comfort I dont want to be here in this room forever, I want to work hard to get out of here and have this as my last new year's in this room ive lost a lot of time, a lot of myself, but I suppose I gained a lot of myself back too, I learned a lot about myself. but there's also this tiny little scared part of me thinking what if I didn't change? what if I was just talking to myself like many days I have before, and ive actually become worse of a person than before not a lot of things make sense, but I hope it does soon. its all I can do

idc if anyone sees idc about a lot of things i keep on moving forward bam bam kablooey wzwzszsz

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Merry Christmas! I hope I'll be able to draw and write more next year!~

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been obsessed with pink lately! c:

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why can't I marry u Charles harvest moon ;0;

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sketch of Allen from Harvest Moon: A New Beginning, I like this dude too B)

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Drew Neil from Harvest Moon: A New Beginning for a collab over at Bluesky! ^u^

love this guy, even when hes mean 😔

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Last pride month I had done a challenge where I drew every day for 12 days, shipping OCs with @/eggulette and @/kirbyaustria on bsky! it was hard lol, probably will not do it again (until next year..)

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more recent character arts!

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Art this week! One more illustration hopefully done this may o|<

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Last May 11th was my birthday! Here are a series of persona art I did throughout May!

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Mr. Lee requests!

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Personal Art I’ve done lately! :D

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Yu from Arknights Fanart

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self indulgent persona doodles

my OC, Elizabeth with her beloved, Illythios.

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Eisen and Amos, my male ocs in dresses