Kat

Hello! Welcome to my blog! Where I hardly post OC OR reblog lol. Feel free to pop in and say hello though. I'm 27, married, new mom, and I live in California. Get to know me! You might find an interesting friend. :]

[katsawersome]

The moments I’m alone aren’t the worst.

It’s the moments I’m with everyone. Everyone surrounding me. Smiling, laughing, drinking, smoking.

Where is he? Why isn’t he here? He was always here.

[everythingfox]

Turn the sound on at your own risk

[r4cs0]

Oh my god

[ampervadasz]

[24ozsteak]

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[robertmitchum]

Grumpy Cat, Whose Frown Inspired an Internet Meme, Is Dead at 7

The ubiquitous internet celebrity whose permanent scowl spoke for all of us in our darkest moments died in the arms of her “mommy” on Tuesday, her family said.

I AM SO SAD RIGHT NOW! 

[officialunitedstates]

FACT OF THE DAY:  zebras’ stripes are not always black and white.  sometimes they are black and orange

[throwing-lego]

this is a giraffe

[katsawersome]

I made this today after watching Ratatouille.

[katsawersome]

IUD insertion.

I knew/know I don’t want anymore kids. I had a decision to make. Did I want to tie my tubes or have a 7 year IUD? I went back and forth. Getting your tubes tied doesn’t stop your period and ultimately that’s what I’m looking for especially postpartum. Everyone told me dealing with a period and a new baby is not easy and I knew it wouldn’t be since my cycles are not fun to begin with. An IUD has a good chance at stopping your cycle. My OBGYN told me several times how she recommended the IUD so I don’t have to worry about a period and how I’m perfect for it. So I decided on the IUD.

It took two of the most painful, traumatic, appointments to get it (Mirena) inserted. Apparently, my cervix opening is directly UP and no one thought about telling me how weird or difficult it would be to get to. The first appointment was the worst experience of my life. After 30 minutes of scraping and proding and plenty of “I’m so sorry hon. Are you okay?” a nurse and a SECOND OBGYN they admitted defeat and decided to reschedule for “a bigger room and I’ll be much more prepared. I know what we’re working with now so I’m sure we can do it!” Oh also during the procedure I began to bleed and she had to sit there and make sure it was “just a little bleed”. I cried the entire car ride home. I had cramping and some bleeding for around 3 or 4 days after. They scheduled the next appointment almost a full MONTH after the first with nothing else open. So unfortunately a week and a half before the second appointment, I had my first excruciating cycle. Something I was trying to avoid all together. Ladies, when someone tells you that you don’t want to have to deal with a new baby and a period YOU REALLY FUCKING DON’T. It’s hard enough having postpartum bleeding. At least you don’t cramp like this. It makes it really fucking difficult to take care of a new baby when you’re old friend from over 10 months prior comes back with a vengeance. Especially if that old friend already had you layed up in bed with a heating pad in tears because of the pain. I honestly don’t know what I would’ve done if I didn’t have help. So my cycle stops and 3 days later I had my second appointment. It’s a much bigger room and this time she takes her time getting ready. Making sure she has everything she might need inside this room so no one would have to run and get anything. (Which ended up happening anyway.) While I was on the table she realized it was the wrong one and she wanted the other table, but someone was using it. So we used the table I was already on. My ENITRE ASS is hanging off the table before she tells me this should be a good position. She says she needs to be pretty much under me to even see my cervix. Did I mention I have really bad sciatic nerve pain? Oh yeah. Not only was I feeling her scrape around for 20 minutes but my back was in so much pain I was almost in tears. She tells me “You tell me when you’ve had enough and we’ll regroup.” Bitch, this IS the regroup. I say “you’re already in there. I’m not gonna stop you. Just get it in.” I could hear her whispering trying to figure out how she was going to do it. Mumbling something about “she’s gonna be so uncomfortable if I do that.” Too late for that amirite? Like, you’re already causing so much pain and you know it. Just fucking get in there and do what needs to be done. If trying to save me from a little pain is taking longer than just fucking doing it and it hurting a little more JUST DO IT. Aaaaaaand she finally gets it. IUD inserted. We’re golden. This was last Friday. Today is Wednesday. Bleeding and cramps were expected. The cramps stopped Sunday, but I kept spotting. On Monday I thought it might be getting worse but then it stopped. Today I can confidently say this is a fucking period. Again. Cramps and all. Only this time the cramps are much worse. Do IUDs push you into a period? I’ll have to check the googles.

I’m so glad today is my husbands Friday at work. I’m gonna go die now.

[slimetony]

I sincerely cant remember the last time that staff rolled out a feature that improved this website in any way

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When they moved the reblog button to the bottom of posts

[slimetony]

Where was it before?

[catparazzi]

at the top we had to scroll all the way back up in order to reblog

[slimetony]

Wh

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What the fuck

[mememaster]

Reblog if you were here for top button

[zombies-with-radios]

[crap-userrname16]

[blackqueerblog]

They could have gotten a better meal in the college cafeteria. What a shame

[silentauroriamthereal]

Wait, this is real? I saw it elsewhere and just assumed it was an Onion article! 😂

[firebirdscratches]

The entire nation is basically a living Onion article at this point, parody has lost all meaning.

[katsawersome]

Pregnancy venting

Feel free to disregard and move along.

I just feel the need to put into words how unlucky I feel with this pregnancy. It’s been so fucking rough the entire time. I’m 40 weeks and 5 days today and I’ve been trying everything to get him out of me. The 26th I get to have a balloon placed in my cervix that’s apparently incredibly uncomfortable/painful and will be there until it either falls out (if I dilate, I was at 1cm 5 days ago) or until it gets taken out during my induction the next day. Apparently I’m a good candidate for it since I could handle her doing an examination in office of my cervix (which was also incredibly painful). There’s not even a set time for me to get induced. I get to call at 9am and see if they’re busy or not and they’ll either tell me to come in or “they may have to call you back in a couple hours”. I find that infuriating, but I guess that’s just how it works.

There’s things I wasn’t talked to about through my entire pregnancy from my OBGYN that I found out on my literal due date. Apparently i was suppose to see a midwife before then and nobody told me I just happened to have to book an appointment with her because my regular doctor was out of office on my due date. The midwife then informed me that I was suppose to have spoken to an anesthesiologist prior to having the baby. Again I wasn’t told this and nothing was booked. It’s just a phone call and no one bothered to book it.

I talked to the anesthesiologist (the day after my due date) and was asked what I planned for pain management and after I told him I didn’t want to do an epidural was told I pretty much don’t have a choice about getting one because of my weight. I am at a higher risk of having a cesarean because I’m on the bigger side (again I was never informed of this). Without the catheter in place for an epidural they would need to put me completely under anesthesia and he had some concerns over having to do that. I’ve had a couple surgeries that went great and I never had a problem waking up from anesthesia, but apparently it’s different when you’re having a baby? Idk.

I’ve been asked over and over what my plans were by my OBGYN for pain control during labor and I repeatedly told her I was looking at everything else except an epidural because I would like to stay as active as possible and once you get it you’re confined to the bed. No one ever said anything about not having a choice. So now I have to have a foreign object, that I don’t want, placed into my fucking spine while I have contractions JUST IN CASE they need to use it for a cesarean that I’m awake for. Awesome.

40+ weeks of them telling me I had a choice. Honestly, I don’t know why I’m so shocked. Kaiser has never really done right by me. It’s always something with them.

So now here I am. I wasn’t scared or nervous about labor before, but getting an epidural scares me. So instead of staying calm and relaxed before labor and during I’m a nervous wreck all over a piece of bullshit in my spine.

On top of all that this is day 3 of being sick for the second time in my third trimester.

Fuck me, amirite?

[bird-paws]

[shavingryansprivates-deactivate]

[dopenmind]

Reblogging this once more because my mom and I legitimately laughed to tears.

[idiotlibra]

this is my favorite video on the internet

[hashtagloveloses]

mental health tip: save this video. watch it when you’re sad. it’s the best goddamn thing on the internet

[katsawersome]

I will never not reblog this.

[bob-belcher]

How the Grinch Stole Christmas (2000)

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hmmm

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hmmm