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Hopelessly devoted

We used to be so hopelessly devoted to each other

The plan had been to save our money

And run away together to start a new life

We together there through every dark moment

Well, in the back pocket of each of our jeans

Just a phone call or message away

Always available to listen, and be there

Always knowing that was all we had to do

Sharing late night games, songs and stories

It was like a scene from a movie meeting

A magical day which was perfectly perfect

And things were great for a while

Until they were not....

From that point on we were something like

Magnets pushing away from one another

Not the right timing, not ready, just not it

Now these things are memories

Maybe they’re things I’d like to do myself

One day...

booksquoteslife

“It was like as though to get better I had had to get worse.”

— Anthony Burgess, A Clockwork Orange

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“I want to look back and say that I was alive. That I didn’t turn my back. That I tried. That I was happy.”

— Evelyn Waugh, Brideshead Revisited

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“It’s life that matters, nothing but life–the process of discovering, the everlasting and perpetual process, not the discovery itself, at all.”

— Fyodor Dostoyevsky, The Idiot

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“Be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here.” — Max Ehrmann

lucky9

“1. If you like someone, wait. 2. Give lots of compliments, even if you’re shy. Everyone else is too. 3. Change. Get a haircut, try new perfume, get new sheets. Become better than you were before. 4. Eat healthier. Learn to cook something fancy. 5. Get up earlier and watch the sun come up. 6. Wear soft clothes, take a bath, drink something warm. 7. Meet someone new, even just a friend. 8. Become closer with your friends and your family. Call your mother. Cry with your best friend. Tell everyone how much you appreciate them. 9. Keep your room clean. Buy some candles. Let the natural light in. 10. Make a list of reasons why you’ll be better off without them. Believe they are true, because they are. 11. Listen to new music. 12. Write everything you’re thinking and feeling. Write letters. Write happy letters, sad letters, and angry letters, even if you’re never going to send them. 13. It’s okay to be sad, but not forever. Sadness is not as beautiful as music makes it seem. Lack of sleep makes your eyes droopy, not deep. Wake up every morning and tell yourself you’re going to have a good day. 14. Go to the library. Don’t forget to look in the music section. 15. Remove them from your life. Get rid of the things they gave you if they make you sad. They’re not worth it. You will never be happy if you continue to hold on to the things that make you sad. 16. Make new memories. 17. Try to find something to appreciate in everything you do or experience. 18. Being alone is okay, you don’t have to surround yourself with people. 19. Become your own best friend. Buy yourself coffee and drink it alone in a cafe. Take your time. 20. Learn to love every bit of yourself.”

— How to feel better and become better by me

youphoric

humans are so cute, when we say goodbye we put our arms around each other and to show we love someone we bring them flowers. we say hello by holding each other’s hand, and sometimes tiny little dewdrops form in our eyes. for pleasure we listen to arrangements of sounds, press our lips together, smoke dried leaves, get drunk off of old fruit. we’re all just little animals, falling in love and having breakfast beneath billions of stars

loudons

A moment of silence to all the kids who can’t wait to become a teenager because they think it’s fun

pavarios

Two hours of silence for all the teenagers who can’t wait to become adults because they think they’ll get to do whatever they want

lightspeedsound

a shot of vodka to all the 20 somethings who are coping with a lack of rent money by sitting around eating captain crunch in dinosaur PJs wishing they were actually a pre-teen again.

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localised:

do you ever get the urge to get up in the middle of the night while everyone else is fast asleep and just walk places and to be completely alone and entirely dedicated to your thoughts

yes but the problem is i dont want to get murdered u feel me

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i feel you

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we all feel you

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why are so many people touching me

smudgge

This is why you don’t walk around in the middle of the night

bumblebee-personality

“1. Do not date a boy who does not care what your favourite song is. The boy who does not care what melodies ignite your heart strings with love and wonder while staring at passing street lights on the last train home, will not care if it’s 2 a.m. and your heart is breaking. 2. Do not let anyone fold you up like last winters tattered scarf and put you away with the others in a neatly labeled box. Even when there’s thunder and the sky is crying, you are your mum’s favourite summer dress. You are to wear yourself like you believe it. 3. We are all stories. Write yours how you want. Make today’s chapter about purposely taking the wrong bus and discovering a tiny blue tea shop, or folding origami paper hearts over and over on your window sill. Just make sure it’s something you’d enjoy reading. 4. I will always try to save you. 5. Someday you will be 19 and lost and heartbroken and you will think about a place you’ve seen on TV or heard or read about in a book or seen a picture of. You will feel your heart drop into your stomach. Go there. For a day, a month, forever, but it’s important that you go. 6. The world is so beautiful. Do not let the slumped over homeless man outside the convenience store or the stories of guns and bombs on the television let you believe otherwise. We are all so lost. All of us. We all show it in different ways. I write bad poems. Others start wars. There is no inherent evil, only good people searching too hard. 7. I love everything about you. 8. Money turns people into liars and emotional ghosts. School grades are an inaccurate representation of you. Measure your life’s worth in how many times you’ve nearly lost your life to laughter, how many books you’ve closed with happy tears in your eyes, people whose lives you’ve brought joy to, marshmallows eaten, or countries visited. 9. Don’t ever let anyone tell you to stop crying. Cry if you want to. It’s okay. You’re allowed. 10. My best friend once told me that the most important decision he had ever made was to love everyone and everything. He’s the only person I’ve ever known to have a viewable aura of light around him. Don’t forget to love this world, to love people. Be light. You are already mine.”

— 10 things I will tell my daughter. (via 12-strings)

unlovedcat

“I decided on you, don’t you get that? I decided on you. I don’t want to go fucking other people and then walk around feeling thrilled and then sad, or empty, or whatever. I like the smell of your hair, and I like the sound of your voice, and I fucking decided on you.”

— (via goghst)