◤╳ paralyzed

WE ARE OUTSIDERS Outside we're lonely but we are free We're misfits, rebels, we're creeps and freaks How come they've got it figured out While we're lost, waiting to be found Maybe we need something different now For every broken bone and every lie you've told. Every time you're lost and you can't find home. This is for the ones who always feel alone

[killianwtf]

ctrljade:

“I could do that but that would just end up with me texting you like seven times a day asking what we’re doing today. gracias—uh, we haven’t gotten to royalty yet and I’m not about to try to guess. it’s mostly just little random things, like ice skating in Central Park and spend a whole weekend doing nothing but watching Netflix.”

“You realise my answer would be the same most the time anyway? I’m not as exciting as you think. What were you wanting to say? Those do seem simple enough to do.”

[killianwtf]

[ctrljade]

“I want to make one of those jars where you put a bunch of random things to do in 2017 in a jar and then you pull them out when you can’t find anything to do. But I got the jar like halfway filled and now I can’t think of anything else–I just need ideas.” 

[killianwtf]

“you know, i think most people just end up texting friends when they have nothing to do. though that’s a pretty neat idea, princesa. what do you have so far?”

[killianwtf]

okaspcns:

“You forgot?” Aspen repeated, mirth filling every syllable, “I think you may just be the only person who isn’t anxiously waiting for this year to end.” An index finger tapped full lips as if she was thinking of an answer for the boy, “if I tell you, would you join me?”

“Yeah, I don’t a know. A new year doesn’t just magically change things y’know? Wanting this year to end doesn’t mean shit goes away.” Killian spoke with a shrug of his shoulders. “I could give it a go, sure.”

[lunasupp-deactivated20170419]

Chaol held a folded photograph one he had gotten on his trip back to where he had grown up the photo which was black and white and featured him and his brothers with their dad before the world had seem to grow a little darker. And maybe he memory of happy times past is what led him to seek the company of his brother knowing sure well he probably wanted nothing to do with him. Chaol knocked twice his hands twirling the picture in his fingers as he waited for Killian to open the door, upon seeing his brothers face Chaol scratched at the back if his head “could we maybe talk?”

@killianwtf

[killianwtf]

Killian had only just gotten off the phone with his mother, letting her know that he would visit her at some point. He just hadn’t felt up to going home during the holidays. Though that left him with no family to celebrate with. Sure both his brothers were near, but he wasn’t really talking to either. Closing his eyes for a moments as he laid back on his bed, a heavy sigh left his lips. A new bottle of pills on his nightstand that he had yet to open. A soft groan left him as he heard a knock and he pulled himself up and over to the door, letting it swing open. The view of Chaol on the other side had his tensing for a moment, a habit that had formed since that night before he gave a nod. “Yeah, I guess... come in,” he knew he sounded awkward as he waked back over to sit on his bed but he wasn’t sure how else to be right then.

[killianwtf]

New Years Eve event

                                                              hold on for a saint

[killianwtf]

iMessage // Open

Ruby: how do I incorporate dressing as a sinner into my snuggie

Ruby: because it's entirely too cold for any other option right?

Ruby: my Australian blood can't take this i can hardly step outside

Killian: i never expected to be asked a question like this in my life

Killian: is someone in a snuggie something i should be looking for at the party?

[goldcnbcys-a]

“Oh my god…” Noelia’s words were muffled due to the lollipop in her mouth, and her eyes were wide as she looked down at her phone screen. At the silence she received, Noelia finally looked up from her phone, giving the person sitting across from her an expectant look. Upon seeing the confusion flicker across their face, Noelia’s own eyebrows furrowed as well. It took her one, two, three moments before she finally understood. “Oh, duh!” She took the lollipop out of her mouth, licking her lips before she spoke once more. This time her words were perfectly enunciated, no longer broken and choppy due to her sweet treat. “I said, oh my god. Look at this–” The small brunette held out her phone, the several phone charms tinkling together as she finally showed the mystery on her screen. “I got sent another dick pick. Totally unasked for, again. This one isn’t even cute.” Noelia pouted somewhat softly. “Totes can’t wait for the day a man actually cares about whether or not I’m having a good day, and not if I want to see his penis. And they say chivalry isn’t dead…Or is it ‘they say chivalry is dead’? Whatever, men suck. Can’t live with them, can’t live without them.”

[killianwtf]

killian was reading something on his phone. when he wanted a distraction he could tune out things around him well enough. getting himself to stop thinking so much and get out of his own head was what was hard for him. though his head lifted as he heard a mumbled statement, confusion flicking over his face as he looked at the girl. his brows raised as the girl proceeded to show him her phone-- and what was on it. with an awkward cough, he gave her a nod. “does anyone actually ask for them?” he found himself asking. killian didn’t really know what to say to this girl, it was awkward and unexpected and as smart as he was, he wasn’t sure what to do here. “it’s ‘chivalry is dead’.”

[killianwtf]

Deyani ✉️

Deyani: it's not that I don't want to chill

Deyani: I'm just too tired to leave my bed

Killian: tired or lazy?

[kiicrans]

“–less than two days left of the year,” Aspen stated, swivelling in the bar stool to face the person next to her, letting the few words linger and dance in the air for a few moments while she took a sip of her lemonade, “any last thing you want to do before we kiss this year farewell by dropping a giant glittering ball in Times Square?” Her chin fell to the palm of her hand, eyebrows wiggling playfully, “name it. Crazy, wild or totally normal; I’ll join you. I’m in.”

[killianwtf]

killian turned as he heard a voice talking, taking a moment to realise the girl was speaking to him before he raised a brow. “i can’t say i really have any ideas on what i want to do. i kind of forget it was new years honestly.” he added with a small shrug of his shoulders. “anything you want to do?”

[prcttyhopcless]

“and here we have a milkshake for you too because yes i am the most perfect friend in the world and i decided to share my milkshake love.” ellie beamed as she handed over the frozen beverage. “how’s your morning hot stuff?” the dancer chirped a bounce in her step. 

[killianwtf]

“are you sure you didn’t just accidentally order two instead of one?” killian asked, a small smile playing on his lips. accepting the beverage from her, he gave a shrug. “it’s been decent, just playing games mostly. how’s yours?”

[killianwtf]

irisxcass:

“Well, that’s true, that’s very true.” She nodded taking a sip. “Just me personally, I don’t plan on mentioning it, I’d rather completely forget it ever happened. I mean for you it might be different.” She suggested with a small shrug. 

“Yeah, but not mentioning something doesn’t mean it doesn’t exist.” This he knew from experience. “Can’t say anything remarkably good happened to me this year anyway.”

[killianwtf]

fciith:

the air is thick with an undeniable tension as her slender digits played with some loose thread on the hem of her jacket, anything to avoid meeting those deep mudbrown orbs that she had once adored. ❛    i was living in new york at the time, coming here just seemed like the best option, y’know ?    ❜ 

having already been dealing with an ex, he hadn’t expected to run into the one he had dated in high school. yet here he was, standing in front of the girl and not knowing what to do or say. he wasn’t the same as he had been back then. “ yeah, no. that makes sense-- i just.. never thought i’d see you. ”

[killianwtf]

dominik-ryder:

‘’I FLIRTED with someone’s girl.’’ 

“well shit. maybe figure out if the girl is single next time.”

[killianwtf]

huntertorrence:

“Ain’t it fuckin’ obvious. Me an’ my amazin’ skills in the sack.”

“why would you think that I’d care or want to know about that?”

[killianwtf]

xotcte:

“Well shit, kid, what do you want from me, huh? I didn’t realize I was supposed to be the beauty and the entertainment.

“are you sure you’re both of those?”

[killianwtf]

wtfalanaxevans:

“no, i actually bought coffee and food as well, thought you might need it if you know, plan to have another sleepless night.”

a little smile appeared on his face then. “thanks ‘lana. did you want to hang out for a bit? i promise i’m better company than i seem.”