◇Eyes wide, I was excited like a kid in a sweets shop...saw the top of the thong teasing me as she had her back and ass towards me.... I was too excited to breathe, but I had to act like a man knew what he doing. Dominating, take the reigns, no time for self-doubt, or sexual trauma pain. Grip the thighs tight, hope her pussy is tight. Still, trying to hold back the beast in me with all my might. Can't give it all on the 1st night. Damn, that's right- it was the 1st night. Felt like we got lost in each other eons ago, but nah, I remember, because I had nerves like I ain't never did this before. Can't put my finger on it, it was different- even when I carefully slid my fingers up in... 'nough of that. As I was saying. Her body was so much better than I could envision...a fucking perfect specimen. It was something I couldn't wait to get lost in... I'm honestly still shocked she let me in.. I mean, the soft caramel skin, the sexiness behind every movement, because she don't let niggas in. I feel chosen. Moses splittin oceans, plunging deeper, swimming faster....she gripped on to my shoulders & my dixk like I was the guard of life in the Ocean. -Lifeguard is King. {A Night Alone} [Poetry/Rap Freestyle] ~Z _______________________________________ . . . ♤#speechless #freestyle #rapfreestyle #poetryfreestyle #writersofig #writers #poetry #poetsofig #sexual #longing #orgasm #erotica #softporn #lyricist #writer #producer #audioengineer #KINGSlineage #ATL #Zahairaudio #lyrics #songwriting #poets #journaling #music #songwriter #strongman #freethoughts #melaninpoppin #BlackQueens https://www.instagram.com/p/BsmCA17nv9F/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1glhhfel6g0f4