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do you ever have like a breakdown but your logical brain is still active just thinking “ok this is annoying can we wrap this up so we can go back to bottling these feelings and like going to work or whatever” lol

#Me daily

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what do you mean my constant jokes about killing myself are sad and disturbing

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Mother of pearl mounted English folding knife, circa 1830′s-1850′s

from Sofe Design Auctions

I don't understand why my family still tries to offer me food. They get upset when I say no as if I don't say no every time. Confused by this but okay werk

#They want me to wake up someday and be like I have never had an eating disorder. I am cured #It's good to have hope I guess

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I want to have more mutuals that I can actually talk to and share things with. If you have an ED and/or BPD pleaseee hit me up or interact w this post. I'm interesting I promise

#I collect physical media and I like unicorns #Also my favorite movies are Persona and Angst #JSYK #ana boy #male ana #ana relapse #bulimik #an0rex1c #ana restriction #enby ana #anorekcia #eating disoder things #tw ed mention #edtumbrl #tw ed relapse #anarecia

Been feeling evil lately. Maybe it's my BPD, or maybe I'm genuinely rotten. I can't seem to come up with any other reason for people disliking me and my relationships failing. Maybe I am all of the things others say I am. I can't trust my own judgement.

#personal vent #How much longer can I lie to myself #If I can't trust myself perhaps I should rely on the person I pretend to be #Then it might not be pretending #There's not much else I can do