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Please don’t expect me to always be good and kind and loving. There are times when I will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand.
Sylvia Plath
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✘ = hugging them . Δ = playing with their hair . ❤ = kissing them . ₪ = asking them out for dinner . ☀ = giving them a gift of ___ ( asker’s choice ) . ♘ = stabbing them . ♕ = bowing down before them . ♒ = lying to them . ✿ = buying them flowers . ☾ = being found shirtless . ♢ = reading them a story . ☂ = giving them their jumper to keep warm . ✎ = speaking in a different language . ✏ = teaching them a different language . ▄ = telling them a joke . ♬ = singing to them . ☹ = insulting a loved one . ஐ = slapping them . ✂ = threatening them . ❃ = dancing with them . ▤ = falling asleep on them . ☮ = waking them up after a nightmare . ♣ = discovering them crying . 回 = patching a wound . ✮ = stargazing . ▓ = caught stealing their belongings . ☽ = wandering alone at night . ♡ = complimenting them . ≡ = offering a place to stay overnight . ☢ = falling over . ✦ = being well-dressed . ❂ = wiping blood off their face . ◎ = taking care of them while ill . ☁ = being caught in the middle a storm with them . ⇕ = holding their hand . ↱ = being lost with them . ☠ = pushing them against a wall .
Hyejong pouted, nodding her head in agreement with his words, as she sat on the couch, playing with her own fingers “Okay…” She said letting out a short and quiet sigh, while waiting for him. The girl got up again, seeing him leaning closer to her, as a small smile was visible in her lips “Awn you really got this.” She bowed her head in a grateful manner, before gently grabbing the big sized sweatshirt “Thank you!” She looked up at him, flashing another smile and also taking from him the cap and the mask “This is just perfect, and yes, I’ll put my hair under the sweat.” She nodded, dressing his shirt over her own clothes, since it was too big compared to her skinny frame, she didn’t have any problems in wearing it over another sweater. The girl wore the mask, and braided her long and pink hair, covering it with the sweat and the cap “O-okay? I think I’m done. What do you think?”
once more , no word could be heard from the man’s part when the female idol began to dress up the pieces of attire he had prior handed towards her , so she could hide her high angelical and shine beauty , that in his mind , only people in the entertainment industry could pull off . during the time of hyejong’s process to get ready , axel just stood there , a meter or other apart from her with his toned arms folded across his chest , watching her until she finally got done . “ much , much better .” announcing the girl with a warm smile drawn across his plump petals , the dancer raised his fist with a thumb up towards her “ now we can finally get out of here without having our heads in the newspapers by tomorrow morning .”
Yongguk looked at the guy in front of him and smiled before humming. “I’m not really sure.. let me look it up and see if we got any.” He starts walking to the arts books shelf and looks through the dance books. Grabbing one book about contemporary dance and showing to the other. “Is it something like this? I’m not really an expert about types of dance, sorry.”
upon hearing the prior words coming from the male that axel called out for some aid , the dancer followed the other towards the books shelf . once the man handed him the book he had picked up about contemporary dance , the part time model flashed a gentle smile as he looked at the object now in his pair of hands “ yeah , exactly like this . and it’s alright man ...” a soft but warm chuckle came out of his vocal cords , once he raised his gaze to land it on the other “ no one is obliged to know everything right ? but i was wonder , do you have more of these ? ”
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“ pull that cap down a little , seul .” axel spoke out such request towards the female idol right across of him , even though he unconsciously leaned forth so he could do it himself with a pair of his fingertips “ if you didn’t want to be recognized , maybe you should’ve dressed down a little . that attire just screams ‘idol’. ”
Nari: hmm.. I dont know if I should–
Nari: I admit you’re a silly guy.. trying to be as cute as my dog ahah
Nari: Buy me food and maybe one day I will admit it~
axel: a silly guy ?!?!? axel: tsk , me here asking if i’m cute and you call me silly ??? axel: i’m not amused , riri . not even a bit axel: food ?!? aiiish why do i have to go such hard pain just so you admit the truth ?
❝ew!! no, no, please don’t say that..❞ tao whines in a defeated voice as he makes the most disgusted face, looking down at his foot as he frantically steps about. he wipes and stomps his foot on the sidewalk, just in case what the other was saying was true. he wasn’t gonna check because if it actually were there, he might have to take off his shoes for the rest of the day. and maybe burn them.
❝please tell me you’re lying…❞
even though watching the other’s reaction , towards one of his biggest fears , being quite amusing in axel’s point of view , he still remained quiet , tensing every single muscle of his face to not explode into a loud wave of laughter . “ bro , calm down . i’m sure you already made the cockroach decompose itself into tiny invisible pieces in the air . you are safe now .” raising his fists in the air and stretching them out towards the other man , the dancer lengthened his thumbs up , providing tao an affirmative gesture of his prior words .
Krystal tolled her eyes gently, covering her ears pretending to not hear his words, the whole subject was already a pain in the ass for her “you might be older than me but thats only in phisicall age because mentally i’m older than you, im smart than you and i’m brilliant so i am allowed to not call you that word” she nodded, sliding a bit on the couch as she looked at him, her books still resting on her legs, she never left her house without a book, it made her feel safe, complete and that was one of the reasons why people thought she was so weird “i’m glad you assume you are insane, Axel because i totally agree with you on that, which is a new thing for me, agreeing with you” she chuckled “that deserves a celebration, don’t you agree?” she asked, her tone of voice was gentle and kind, not like before when she was annoyed by the topic of the whole conversation but of course he had to ruin her mood with his words “really? really Axel?” she rolled once again her eyes and threw a pillow at him “you’re just a jerk, you know that? i’m going to be Satine from the Moulin Rouge” she nodded gently “do you know the movie or should i make you see it?”
pursing his lips out in a slight action whilst his pair of orbs rolled around in his globes at the girl’s words , axel could not stand that whole talk of ‘older in body but younger in mind’ “ why do you always use that excuse ? is it because you know i’m right and you don’t find other argument to riposte ? ” he questioned the female , angling his head a mere inch to the side as an eyebrow rose above his dark chocolate hue while he stared at the girl by his side . however , upon her followed gentile tone sentence reached his ears , his whole facial expression softened into a more subtle and warmer one “ celebration ? which kind of celebration do you have in mind ? ” wiggling his brows at her , the dancer poked his friend’s arm with his elbow before a loud and amusing laughter escaped past his plump petals when krystal threw him a pillow at his mocking phrase about her musical . yet , once the words ‘moulin rouge’ appeared in the air , axel’s jaw almost dropped almost to the floor “ you sure you have age enough to play any kind of role in that musical ? ”
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She made a face, finally facing the pillow and pressing her forehead against it. She wanted to scream so bad and kick him out of her room, but a promise was a promise and as much she hated to admit it, she needed to eventually get up. And Mina was sure he wouldn’t let her continue sleeping. At least, she didn’t have a night shift. There wouldn’t be a chance to see her getting up from the bed if she was on a night shift. She turned back to face him after the whisper. ❞Are you serious?!❞ She questioned, disbelief showing on her face. Hell no she was going to get freezing water on her. Or on her bed. The brunette ended up groaning. She couldn’t take the risk. Finally pushing the blanket around her body, she tuend to lay on her back and sat up. ❞Happy? Because I’m not.❞
upon finishing his prior threatening whisper , the tanned dancer leaned his torso backwards , returning to his initial straight position on the edge of her bed “ do i look like i’m joking around ? ” throwing such query to mina after catching her own previous question , the male rose an eyebrow as he stared down at her with a firm facial expression while his toned arms folded across his chest once more in that morning . however , the frustrating sound escaping out from the female’s vocal cords as she finally gave up and sat down , made an instant victorious smirk appear over his features . “ hm , indeed i am .” he agreed with her , with a light bob of head before standing up to give her space to leave the bed “ now go take your shower . i want you ready in half an hour . i’m counting it , mina .” he announced her , as he tapped the glass of his watch around his wrist with a pair of fingertips .
She had that idea in mind from the first time she knew him; up first for curiosity, then with crave to see him, and now, because she craved to see more of his world, of him in his normal days, of him doing what was usual for him. And to see him more in his natural condition she had thought not to tell him anything. When he had left for go there to work she had kissed him on the doorsteps, pulling him back every time he tried to go, always needing a last kiss more. She never got tired of his kisses, and even if she knew she would have seen him not that much later she had stole him those fair ten kisses more before he had managed to run away from her. Now she was sitting in the club he worked on from time to time, not too close to the stage not to be spotted at once, yet not too far, to have a good view of him. At first the had thought she would have been angry, jealous, and for sure she would have been a while ago, but– she was the first one being surprised of the fact that she trusted him too much to be jealous.. She knew he was hers, he had gave her his heart, and he held hers in return, and she trusted him. Fully. In the back of her head she still had those thoughts, the old shadows, but it was enough for him to look at her to see he wouldn’t have hurt her. So when he approached the table of the screaming girls she smiled, and bit her lip. That man making all those girls scream was hers. The handsome, talented man, was one of the few things she was more than proud of. After their practice together she could now see the passion he was putting also in that job, that to everyone else’s eyes could just be just a simple taking clothes off, he was turning it into an intense dancing, where his deep sensuality could be expressed at his fullest, also without take his clothes off.
'women are crazy tonight' , the dancer thought to his own buttons ㅡ or for the lack of them through his already exposed tanned skin . one last piece of clothe needed to go but time to get some huge tips had arrived which made axel approach the edge of the stage with his so typical sensual aura and body dripping sweat from his previous routine . several petite hands outstretched in his direction , trying to take any taste of his flesh as he only went there to take their money . don’t take it wrong . axel , as any other men , loved when women screamed for him , when they touched his body or even desired him with every single cell of their beings . yet , the problem of that situation was that , somehow , he was not on control . yes , he was the exotic dancer who couldn’t allow people touch him , but it was those needy women who would pay the bread settled on onto his table . it could sound insane , but for him , stripping was almost like prostituting with the difference that he wouldn’t cum or make anyone cum . but getting payed for pleasure ㅡ even though it was only visual ㅡ made him feel somewhat nasty .
however , during that whole money-catch process , he could not control his gaze from landing to that particular group of women . the mere fact of them being able to give him some extra , was already leaving him excited . so in a very professional action , the dancer reached his own palm out towards the female wearing the white transparent veil , tugging her up and then dragging her into the middle area of the stage where the high pole dance was positioned .
once in that spot , axel whispered something in the bride's ear , what in the followed instant could be known by having her raising her pair of arms and closing her fists around the metallic pole . for his own surprised , she had obeyed him very precisely , which made an alluring smirk get spread across his facial traces . immediately , the music invading the place switched to a more slow one --- the same one the strippers usually used for those special occasions . in the exact mere instant that new sound hit his ears , the tanned male's motions became more smooth and erotic than before , slightly rubbing his almost fully bare body to the woman's whilst his palms roamed over her own curves in a sensual gesture but still very polite to not cross any limit whilst he remained dancing to somehow arouse her --- like the rest of the women in the club . upon teasing her the amount of time he wanted , spotting how the female's legs got shaken through the minutes , axel turned his back to her frontal one , and lifted his hands , finding the girl's fists still barely involving the pole . once the man caught them , he slowly made them drove down his well built up naked torso , passing her palms over his tanned torso , followed by his stomach and lineate abdominal zone , to the stop on his hip bones so he could briefly roll that area , making his rear create friction in the middle area of the woman's legs , before he made her palms drove more down towards his firm thighs where he finally paused his movements again . dropping her members aside , the male gave a couple of steps backwards , and looking into the bride's hues , axel finally removed the last piece of his attire . the one who was still covering his manhood and his round muscular ass to the public .
[ kkt - axel ] I don’t have anything to give you in return, would be rude of me to accept such a gift. save it for someone more special, please. [ kkt - axel ] you can spazz, I won’t tell anyone. but I appreciate the thought alone, too. [ kkt - axel ] like a pup. I especially like the mouth. [ kkt - axel ] •ㅅ• perfect.
[ kkt --- taozi ] owww now i’m sad . and me here expecting a nude in return ㅋㅋㅋ [ kkt --- taozi ] then let’s stay for the thought alone . you already gave a lot of damage to my interior area . the outer one doesn’t need it [ kkt --- taozi ] like a pup ? really ? wow , no one ever said that about me [ kkt --- taozi ] does this mean you are my owner now ? ㅇㅁㅇ
“wait, what? what charisma are we talking about? did you have charisma even before? how come no one told me about this?” unable to keep her poker face for long, terra quickly grinned like a silly school girl before hooking an arm over his shoulders. “oh come on, why do you expect so much from me? can’t i be a disappointment for once?” she shakes her head and snorts, reaching to ruffle his hair. “ah, i got this project up for next month so i’m pretty hyped for that honestly. if you’re talking about my love life then no, there’s not a lot happening when it comes to that.”
a false frown slowly got spread across the male’s facial features , glaring at the girl in front of his figure when this one picked on him , commenting the ‘lack’ of charisma she thought he did . “ you are such a brat , sometimes . did you know that , ter ? ” trying to maintain the serious face didn’t work too long on axel , especially after he spotted the appearance of a silly grin on the female’s cherry petals , making his own joyful smirk appear “ you just did it right now . how could you wonder about my charisma ? you really broke my heart right now .” he nodded a couple of times , exposing out a pair of sad puppy orbs before an eyebrow rose up above his right globe when her followed sentence came along “ even though i really wanted to keep talking about such project of yours , i have to admit that the ‘no love life’ issue seems like a complete bullshit fact to me .”
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the dancer’s hues suddenly got slightly wider when the cute girl approached him and spoke out such polite and sweet words “ wow ...” he mumbled in a surprise tone of voice as he remained looking at her whilst a bright smile slowly crept onto his features “ that was really nice of you , doll . i hope you have an amazing too .”
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hearing his friend listing the several types of alcohol he had in his place made axel’s drop his jaw almost to the floor , whilst his pair of globes got bigger than before “ damn , bro ! ” he exclaimed in his perfect new yorker accent “ why so many types of booze ? have you been getting some fun without me around ? ”