fadedmoon

aroace himejoshi will reblog or post random stuff

[kris-san]

That mini heart attack when I accidentally pressed ctrl + A and typed the supposedly next letter but instead, deleted everything I've written so far.......

Thank God, Undo exists.

[kris-san]

Can't believe I'm a hopeless romantic aroace. How's that possible?

[jokersharlequinn]

yes, i am “100%” aroace. i’m also the most hopeless romantic aromantic and the sluttiest asexual ever.

hope this helps!! ♡

[aspecmemesdaily]

Day 427

[creativepromptsforwriting]

You don't need anyone's approval for the stories you write and the art you create. But it's also absolutely valid to want some approval from your audience. Kudos and likes don't determine your creation's worth. But it just feels amazing to receive them.

[kris-san]

Is there any song about platonic crush?

[kris-san]

Confused in ARO

what do I do

[kris-san]

I may be aromantic, but I am still obsessed with romance. And I'd say it's like I have a one-sided crush for romance. It will never be reciprocated as long as I never feel that romantic attraction towards another.

Life is great. I'm hoping for a twist.

[entropicthymes]

i had a vision please use these for good or evil or whatever

[kris-san]

My experience with romance is like my love for classical music. I can love different classical music pieces, but I can never play them on a musical instrument. I can never be part of it.

[kris-san]

Am I meant to be lonely?

(another aromantic poem)

Am I meant to be lonely?

To stay forever by myself

And love no one specially?

Am I meant to be alone?

Talk endlessly to myself

And not be loved by anyone at all?

Attraction wasn't for everyone

But a privilege not for me

A quality I was born without.

Will I ever feel complete?

The emptiness consumes me

Strangling me to loneliness.

Am I meant to be lonely?

To lead my life only wishing

That one day I'll have someone.

[kris-san]

Empty Fillings

(an aroace poem by me)

Yearning for something I can't have

Reaching into the distance with a prayer

A heart that could only be hopeful

And yet remains empty of what it desires

Everyday I'm in between light and dark

Loneliness covered with a perfect facade

Living my life with the absence of something

Allowing tears to flow when it hits

I watch the world from a transparent glass

Filling my desire with secondhand feelings

Hands reaching something I can never touch

Temporarily filling the emptiness inside

[dragonsareawesome123]

"I'm not scared anymore."

23.5 Degrees (2024) dir. Fon Kanittha Kwunyoo Episode 12 - "Promise Me…Sun"

+Forehead kiss

[kris-san]

I find it funny how I know that I would have been the easily jealous type in a relationship if only I feel romantic or sexual attraction because I get easily jealous for my ships.

Like if I see one of them being paired to another, I get jealous in place of the character I'm shipping them with.

[moonmoonthecrabking]

pride month soon!! if you treat bisexuality or asexuality as “lesser” queer identities, “basically straight”, or a “consolation prize”, die by my blade.

[kris-san]

If Only I could Fall in Love

(an aromantic poem by me)

If only I could fall in love

I'd have been your sweetest lover

Greet you in the morning with a smile

Kiss you good night in the forehead

If only I could fall in love

You'll forever be my only muse

Write you a thousand love letters

Or dedicate to you every poem I write

But I could never seem to fall in love

Not in the past, not now, not any time soon

Every day I continue to strive alone

Keeping this hopeless romantic heart alive

[janployshompoos]

When did you wake up? When you called my name. You poked my cheek. Then why did you pretend to be asleep when you’re already awake? I wanted to know what you were going to do. Do you know it now? Continue studying and stop being nonsense. I’m not being nonsense.

23.5 DEGREES | EP11

[kris-san]

Being in a fandom as an aroace, I find myself a reason, a source, to show and feel emotions I don't normally feel from my own experiences.

Fangirling makes me feel more alive, and I get reminded that I'm not some broken or heartless robot.