Khushmanpreet

literal content. Non-med student. writing is passion❤️

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Your precious love❤ . . . . Follow @wackadoodle06 for more.. . . . . #love #pure #poetry #poeticjustice #poeticvibes #poet #poetrycommunity #writersofinstagram #writer #writingscommunity #writersofinsta #writings #writersblock #followme #followforfollowback #follow #followers #positivevibes #poetsofinstagram #instagram #instapoetry https://www.instagram.com/p/B_VLqpbDJUr/?igshid=198tlkwczfoqz

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U r still hardest to leave💔.. maybe just was pure to love! . . . . Follow @wackadoodle06 for more.. . . . . #love #heartbreak #brokenheart #manipulation #writers #writingcommunity #writerscommunity #writersofinstagram #poetsofinstagram #poetry #poetrylove #poetrylovers #poetry #poeticvibes #poets #follow #followme https://www.instagram.com/p/B_SUyK5DHTt/?igshid=1a9gj2phj2f1b

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She's ready to fall in love once again.... . . . . Follow @wackadoodle06 . . . . #writersofinstagram #writer #writing #writerscommunity #poetrylove #poetrylovers #poetsofinstagram #instagram #instagrampoetry #followers #followme #followforfollowback https://www.instagram.com/p/B-zwN6jDinW/?igshid=1uqo14wh6z7bq

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❤ I'm sorry ❤ I'm sorry that life has betrayed you like this. Taken the sugar out of your blis. I'm sorry for every bite that replaced the kiss. I'm sorry that love hurts you like this. That you had to grow up when you're just a kid. I'm sorry about your innocence that they stripped. Bought your life with a flimsy promise. I'm sorry that the heart that once burnt with desire for you is as cold as ice and forever blue. I'm sorry that once you were too much but now you ain't even yourself, you ain't even enough. I'm sorry that it took away your beauty and gave you the scars but the biggest in your heart. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry you far less than what you deserved. I'm sorry those tears flow through your eyes. I'm sorry that now you have to get drunk in prayer. I'm sorry that bible isn't a choice anymore. I'm sorry that God has to be your only hope I'm sorry that you have to go to heaven like this. I'm sorry for all the tears, all the sorrow, the regret and that love came to you in this way. I'm sorry that you fell in love with the wrong person and that now you are too weak to walk away. . . . . Follow @wackadoodle06 for more. . . . . #sorry #apologize #poeticjustice #poeticthoughts #writer #writersofinstagram #writing #writingcommunity #poetrylove #poetrylovers #instagram #followers #writersofinstagram #poetsofinstagram #poeticthings #poetry #poet #poeticvibes #wordvibe #followme #followforfollowback #follow #words #wordstoliveby https://www.instagram.com/p/B-oqjTmDKV0/?igshid=1mz9qrlm7020a

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Yes... Everybody in this world face problems.. Face sickness and emotional sickness as well. It's okay to get overwhelmed with thoughts. But the thing that matters is how do you deal with it. The cheos in mind will never leave itself untill changes are made. It requires change and change requires struggle and that's what we call life. It's full of struggles and their fruitful results as well. So live your life to the fullest for enjoying what you have and not regretting what you don't. If it's yours it will come back through your way if it doesn't you definitely deserve better. Believe in life.. in reality❤ . . . . Follow @wackadoodle06 for more. . . . . #life #upsanddowns #struggle #hope #change #quoteoftheday #midnightthoughts #quotes #quarantine #quoted #motivation #motivationquotes #midnightquotes #happy #sad #mood #moodedits #writersofinstagram #writersofinsta #writerscommunity #writing #nightup #upallnight #followme #followforfollowback #follow #instagram #quotesofinstagram https://www.instagram.com/p/B-h7Y1tjCu2/?igshid=1f0y2248z8j34

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Heartless..💔☹ Wounds cause pain But when you are the reason the pain elevates a little higher It hurts more a little deeper And deeper and deeper And it does not end it continues Like a piercing needle Like a stabbing dagger it breaks the heart and eats apart from within For days, for weeks, for months and ever for years And then it begins healing it resists feeling for anything for anybody Either it rendered me heartless Or I chose to use my heart less . . . . Follow @wackadoodle06 for more . . . . #heart #heartless #heartbroken #healthylifestyle #painful #poetry #poem #poemsofinstagram #poetry #poetrycommunity #poeticvibes #sadpoetry #brokenwords #writer #writingcommunity #writersofinstagram #writersofinsta #writes #followme #follow https://www.instagram.com/p/B-cxInVjqsA/?igshid=12ekdktu6vjfp

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Forlorn story 😢 The smile on my face isn't real It bears witness to how I feel about overcoming my wounds Doesn't matter how I heal No more concern about compulsion as I don't care anymore about your intention Now that things are different and i don't have to seek for compromise For we are now parted Ended this race followed a new life With hope With faith With gratitude to ownself I try to smile with my heart and having trust on myself I hope I could forget the horrible past The more I try the more I cry The movement I sit alone I get flashback in my eye Of memories Old memories That are now nothing but Forlorn Stories Just Forlorn Stories . . . . Follow @wackadoodle06 . . . . #poetry #worldpoetryday #brokenheart #writerscommunity #writers #writersofinstagram #writersofinsta #poetsofinstagram #poetsofinsta #poems #poetrycommunity #poetryofinstagram #instagrampoetry #instawrites #instawriters #forlorn #sadstories #moodvibes #sadvibesonly #sadvibes https://www.instagram.com/p/B-ATlaUjAZj/?igshid=3svez2dkh4wc

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Into the flames rising out of a setting sun

I draw in a deep breath before I run

far away to somewhere

A place that is in the middle of nowhere

So that no one could see

no one could feel

much more sympathetic towards me

There I shout loud in the air

There I weep with flowing tears

Falling apart all over again

I crave for happiness

but alas! My wearied self

Tired from misfortune

I accept a loop around my neck

as it is at least fortunate

That I could expect. -Khushman

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Manipulation❤️

No one made me feel as much stagnated as you did in this recent time. I held you up for as long as a good. I tried you for as long as I could. I made consolations for as long as I could. I convinced you for as long as I could. I kept you my first option for as long as I could. I tried to keep you with me for as long as I could. I tried saving you from raining when you were running for no reason for as long as I could. I kept avoiding your mistakes for as long as I could. I kept avoiding the unnecessary taunts you gave me e for as long as I could. I kept avoiding all the situations in which you hurt me with your ride words for as long as I could. I kept blaming myself for your conditions for as long as I could.

but unfortunately now I feel like your complaints that you make for me even when I am doing thousands of my efforts for you are not going to end. I feel like you being hurt of unnecessary things and reality is not going to end. You being irrelevantly sad and causing everybody else trouble thinking about you is not going to end. you always regretting of something is not going to end. The way you try to make me realise of something that is not even my intention is not going to end. Your taunts for me are not going to end. now I feel like I am hardly left with any option. I feel like I am bound on every side only because of you. Which is why I feel like giving up on you. I am tired always indulged in negativity. I gave up always holding on you, because no matter how much I try no matter how many efforts I make I always end up at getting complaints and having thorns and hearing all the situation shit again. Even my apologies that I make for no reason are never accepted. My 'thank you's' are taken as overwhelmed factors. all that I do is seen as I show up. All that I do is taken as wrong. All that I do is considered as fake.

when you get sad I have always tried to sort it out but when it was about me yourself change your mood and felt like I hurt you. This is the. You always feel like I hurt you. I have never made complaints against you but when it is getting over head I regret I have to do this. I used to let go all those moments when you hurt me but now I am really getting hurt for stop I am getting broke Inch by Inch. I can't stand on any more of your expectations of coming behind you and convincing you. Because I have seen doing all this and I only lose my value by doing this. I could also make excuses of my situation. I could also make excuse of my illness but you continued giving stress to me. I still tried my best to avoid it for as long as I could.

But you know what, here I mark mark the end of your control over me by which you used to manipulate me. You lost each of your rights over me because I I take them from you full stop before thinking that I changed and looking at me like I am a stranger just think of how you got change in yourself since this has started. All that time you seemed like a stranger to me. Now it's just that same is happening with you.

Call me selfish or a betrayer or a Heartbreaker or a spoiler or fake, I don't care. The care that I did is the only thing that has lead to this condition of mine where I mourn over every of my discision.

I know when you get to know about all these of my feelings you instead of realising what ever you have ruined of yourself as well as me, you will show up reacting like how destroyed you are because of the right things you have done but this is the point you never believe that you are mistaken. This is what you are from inside. Stubborn! You always make issues of small things. You only see your situation, your conveniences, your problems, your wishes, your desires, your losses, your own thoughts, your beliefs and your considerations. You are selfish and your manipulative nature has already killed most of the period of my life and I bet it will never end up.💔