Kyle DeVaugn

[kyledevaugn]

Lol I don't really know where to vent anymore cos too many people I know follow my twitter.

My BPD is flaring again and I'm obsessing over a guy. Life's hell when this happens because I don't have the energy for this shit I'd rather use it in myself.

Therapy's been really good because I can just sense myself doing all these maladaptive patterns and respond or change my environment so I don't feed into them 😌.

I think I'm just going to block him on snapmaps so I don't give myself the temptation to see what he's up to.

At the same time I've been on 3 dates with this other guy but I think I'm just liking the attention and leading him on. I'm gonna "break things off" this week because he deserves better.

[jaaake-deactivated20240524]

I just gotta jerk off for some dopamine real quick then I’ll be ready to go -

[lavenderfables]

You’re in his DMs, I’m in his moving castle victimizing his fire demon and apprentice with my cleaning skills. We are not the same.

[geslotencirkel]

[kyledevaugn]

I’m not sure how so much yet so little has made sense this year

[extork]

I have been quoting this tiktok for the past two weeks.

[soupsluts]

This bitch had like 5 accents

[tqueeninactive]

transcription:  “you’re a nice guy. (shifts to singsongy british accent) i’ll think about it maybe xo baybeoi uh oh eehjfgoi SHEND HIM KISSHEOIS. i didn’t know i would moive in with his missusWOOOOOT GET A LOIFE WE’RE LIVIN WITH HIS WOIFE like.. (disturbingly serene) what was i meant to do…? ehehehe. (sudden american accent) oh bitch oi seemBUHHURH BREAST KILLA?? mm. HEHEHEHEHEHE (back to british accent) she doied. that’s what she desehves. (sudden new yorker accent) this stoopid princess bitch has been fuckin goin against me since i downloaded this goddamn app. she’s like (peppa pig again) oih you’re heare? no problemm. an- oo OO OOOHOHOHOHOOO OHOHOHOHO HOHOHOWAAAAAAAAA!!!!! ….oh i was first heh!”

[katyazamolodchikova]

you’re a nice guy 👨‍💼! I’ll think 🤔 about it MAY-BEE🐝. X O 🤗💋 baybwee👶! UH OH here we go 🚀🚀🚀! SHENDS HIM KISSES😘😘😘! I didn’t know that I would move in with his Mrs.👰 WHUUT😲! GET A LIFE! You were living with his wife 👱‍♀️like what was I meant to do🤷‍♀️? Oh bitch 💃obviously- BUH HWUH BREASTKILLUH 🔪🙍‍♀️! Yeet ✌️! hehehehehehe 🤣🤣🤣🤣 she DIED 😵. It’s what she deserves 💁‍♀️. this STOOPID princess 👸 bitch 🐕 has been fuckin goin against me since I downloaded this goddamn app 📱. She’s like, “OH yaw here, no PRAWBlem!” eh OO OO 😮OOOoOooOO 😩😩😩😩OOOOoo 😱oOO😱oooo 😱O😱😱OO😱OOO WHAAAAAA🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯 Oh I was first heh!🥇🏆

[homosexyality]

stinkyfatoatmeal im rooting for you always

[homiedepot]

Me every time I have an episode

[thesoundofmusic1965-deactivated]

[artemisbarnowl]

We have computers now

[spidaerman]

do it for uncle iroh

[surprisebitch]

watch until the very end

[atlasblinked]

your url just makes it better

[canuckianhawkbi]

[corancoranthemagicalman]

Did a fucking Cornetto commercial do this to me

[dirhwangdaseul-archived]

Never gets old… also nice to see Lay Talay knows what genre he likes

[keeponmovingalong]

I’m loving this huge revival of Avatar the Last Airbender in the mainstream pop culture and media now.

[throughwhirlwind]

[chatsvoid]

Try not to let one cruel voice drown out a dozen kind ones.

[rarnon]

i wonder what fetish ill develop during quarantine 

[kyledevaugn]

With Me (WIP)

Verse 1: There’s a burning in my chest That’s making it hard to breathe But I don’t think that it’s jealousy ‘Cause I’m happy for you I’m just sad for me

I keep waking up at 6am Staring up at the ceiling, wondering Why you felt the need to run to him I thought I’d be numb to this But loneliness cuts deep

Chorus: I hope you’re happy Don’t you look happier I hope you’re happy Don’t you look happier with him I hope you’re happy Don’t you look happier with him (oh) Than you did with me

Verse 2: Guess I’m just the fool that crowned you king Of my emotions and suffering And I know you didn’t ask for it But I’ll move on soon Just like you did

But it's hard with all these photographs That depict the way he makes you laugh What I'd give to have the same as that But first I'll find peace In loneliness

[kyledevaugn]

Fallout

Verse 1: I’m lying in the fallout Of a 24-year war I thought I waved the white flag Does it matter anymore

I’ve no friends left around me As the enemy surrounds me But if I tear myself to pieces Then maybe it can’t have me

Chorus: Let it all fall out When you see no other way When the dark takes over Hope the pain bleeds away

As you hide in the shadows On another lonely night When the dark takes over Wonder if you can survive

Verse 2: I’m walking through the ruins Of a life at 24 Running from emotions Trapped behind the paper doors

Creep past the ghosts that taunt me And the memories that haunt me But if I tear myself to pieces Then maybe they’ll ignore me

Chorus: Let it all fall out When you see no other way When the dark takes over Hope the pain bleeds away

As you hide in the shadows On another lonely night When the dark takes over Wonder if you can survive

Post-Chorus: I just hope That it leaves my veins ‘Cause I don’t know If I can take another day

[kyledevaugn]

Obession

Verse 1 Aren’t you so lucky You’ve got my attention How unfortunate for you You’re my new obsession It’s nothing personal you see Just using you to hide from me And all these terrors that wreak havoc on my mind Verse 2 I’m sure you’ll want me ‘Cause I’m perfection This twisted fantasy I preach Is my invention If you go hide could I come seek Could even take a little peek Into the terrors that wreak havoc on your mind Pre-Chorus Although it never feels right No it never feels right Chorus Think I’m losing my mind Checking if you’re online I can’t ignore the pain that’s in my chest I’ll admit it, I’m a little obsessed I’ve been at this a while Staring at static smiles Wonder why this one hurts more than the rest I’ll admit it, I’m a little obsessed